I don’t understand people around me well. A very good example can be taken from what happened lately. It was said that things happened these days were so complicated and I was so confused but thank GOD I got a few good friends in my life. One of them spent his time with me, helping me, explaining to me, waking me up from all the confusions. I guessed I didn’t write anything about what happened to my friend these days. I was too busy writing about myself, Rubin and Bong. Well, you might say ‘not Rubin again this time!’ but I’m so sorry. It’s about him.
To be honest, he somehow gave me a little bad impression these days. He told me he likes Amie. I was encouraging him exactly like what I did to all my other friends, encouraging them to go for the girl or the boy they like. On Tuesday night itself, after we (me, Joanne, Amie and him) had dinner in Gardenia, he said he had an hour talk with Amie in his car. He told her he likes her and she gave positive respond. My comment for this scene is like ‘Wow… Rubin, you’re AWESOME! The Awesome One had finally lost to one ordinary guy. You like a girl you knew two days ago and now you already tell her you like her.’ Well, I think this is still not too bad. Greater thing comes later. Amie gave POSITIVE respond! OMG!
Alright! I know I’m very bad to write things about them both here. It is not because I’m jealous or what so ever but I don’t like it when she acted that way. She gave positive respond which means she accepted what Rubin told her about his feelings. If she managed to accept it an hour later after the dinner, then what with the earlier calls and messages to me saying if I don’t go for the dinner, she won’t attend because she didn’t want to have dinner with him but it is all because he forced her to the dinner. I was wondering how can that guy force her?!
I’m rude to use this word. I apologize beforehand. I was BOTHERED by Rubin’s call that very day to get my help to convince Amie to go to dinner. Amie was telling me how sorry she felt for me because she thought I like Rubin which is so NOT! She was saying ‘It is CRAZY! We just knew each other for two days how can he like me?’ when I told her about what Rubin texted me early that morning. Well, they went dating and all on Wednesday which was the day after he told her how he felt, also the third day they knew each other if you want to put that in account.
Yesterday (Thursday) they went out again. Exactly like what Rubin told me, he went to temple every Thursday. So, Amie texted I while waiting for his prayers. Amie’s a Christian. The content of the message was ‘Li Ting, help me! He is going too fast and I don’t know how to tell him.’ I replied ‘Oh? I thought you gave him positive respond the other day? That was what Rubin told me. I don’t know if it is true.’ Guess what she answered? ‘Yea… I did give him positive respond but I never thought he will be this fast.’
I’m so sorry but I really don’t get it here. You gave positive respond 2 days ago which also means 2 days after you know this guy and now you asked for my help which I don’t know what I can do for you 2 days later which also means 4 days after you know this guy. Confusing? I myself am not sure if I’m telling things right. I meant if you think he is going too fast, don’t you think the same when you gave positive respond? I wished them luck but I personally think things that come fast will leave and end fast. I’m not cursing them but I just feel things aren’t right. They are perfect match I say. Both of them are tall, one is pretty, one is handsome. Both can communicate well.
I just wanted to say very sorry to them both that I can’t help them. They made the decision themselves. He told her his feelings. She gave him a positive respond. What can I do as the third party? I can do NOTHING! I’m so sorry, really, because I really don’t want people to misunderstand and think that I don’t want you both to be together and that is why I went and tell Rubin that he is going too fast for you. I’m not going to do that because only you know I’m helping but others will think I’m too busybody to do that. I don’t want anybody to think or assume that I like Rubin anymore. So I guess it is way better if you have a talk with him yourself.
It seemed like See Theng found a guy who acted the same like Rubin. That guy asked her out and told her to bring friends. Of course, Ethan is not happy with it. See Theng asked me to accompany her on Monday going out with that guy. She’ll call Roxanne too. With these two girls around, I think I’ll be safe. Let’s worry not about this new guy. I’m not interested in knowing any more new Indonesian Chinese guys right now. I have too many assignments for myself now that I can’t finish them. Mid semester examination will be saying ‘hello’ to me in another 3 weeks time. I must work hard. I’ve been fooling around.
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