I hate ASSIGNMENTS and I never thought his feeling for me is DEEPER!

These days I feel strange in myself. I feel like want to know more about him. Him here is my very housemate, the skinny guy next door. Long ago, I knew how much he cares for me but of course not my 3rd semester in Medan. That was terrible speaking of him. This semester, he changed the way I looked at him again. I really wonder which is the real him. He can be very nice and yet he can be horrible. These days he has been treating me good. He helped me a lot and cares for me a lot. He cares for me better now than before. Perhaps I didn’t realize how much he cared until lately?

I joined the so-called Roland Music Concert which was actually a road show, introducing Roland’s new products on keyboards especially. The keyboard player was awesome with his techniques. I envied him. I can never play that way! Before attending the road show in Garuda Plaza Hotel, I had dinner with See Theng, Ethan, Roxanne, Kam Hoong and Bong in Jaya Bangunan. See Theng cooked for us and trust me. She really can cook even though it tasted a little salty but I can complain no more. I don’t know cooking. So we were late to the hotel but the road show had just started by the time we arrived. Everybody went in pairs. I felt awkward if I’m going alone and that was why I actually planned not to go. Bong knew I love music and so he promised me to accompany me there. He looked so tired. He donated blood right before he went out with me.

Others are in pairs. Of course they were sitting together. So did Bong and I. We were quiet at first. I paid attention to the music played, also the way that Italian played music. I don’t know how and when we started talking. This was the first time I felt so happy chatting with him. We finally apologized and forgave each other for everything that happened in the past, which includes how I hurt him, how he treated me last semester, how we both were not considerate at all and also our stubbornness. Toward the end of the road show, he asked me if I received an email from him last semester. He sent it on the last day of the semester but I didn’t remember receiving any unknown email. He said this is fate. If I received it, we might not be talking so happily now.

I never thought all the couples were enjoying the music so much. They were really paying attention to it. It turned out that only we both, the singles, talking to ourselves, care not about the music at all. After enjoying the great music, we went back to Jaya Bangunan. There, we had a surprise birthday party for Kang. As usual, I still feel that I can’t clique well with the people around here. I felt I’m alone there even though there were so many people around me. I didn’t know the reason but it seemed like I only can talk well with See Theng and Roxanne.

There were tons of assignments waiting for me at home. After showering, I continue doing my work until 6 in the morning. I took a cup of coffee which gave me a great nausea throughout the night. Roughly about 4am, Bong woke up to complete his work. There, we messaged each other, chatting, like the old us during our 1st and 2nd semester. Again, I took the risk. I asked him a question I think I shouldn’t ask because I think he will be so shy to answer me. I was wondering why he is treating me so good nowadays. Alright! I admit I am always in a VERY blur-case status when it comes to relation matters. I remember mummy telling me no guys will treat girls good unless he loves her.

So I asked ‘do you still have feelings for me as much as last time, or less, or much more, or not at all?’ Am I stupid enough to ask such a question! Maybe I can’t think well that time when I asked. I was so tired and sleepy. Surprisingly, he answered ‘Honestly, my feelings for you now is in fact, deeper to be compared to last time but I know we are just friends now. I don’t dare to hope more and I don’t dare to ask you for hope. Let time decide for us. Be yourself, be myself. We’ll know what to do one day.’

I woke up late today and then continue with my assignments. I’m happy with myself. I never thought I manage to finish up all the work by myself. I don’t like it when those people fool around wasting their time and wait for my answers to copy and paste it as their work like that. Why must I the one who work and they enjoy themselves? They can sleep and watch movies all day long, while me? Stuck with my laptop, fingers busy moving around the keyboard, typing the journals. Why must I be so DUMB!? I really hate those people! I hate myself this way too =(

Want to say me talking bad about others? Go ahead. I’m sorry AMIE but I can’t help.

I don’t understand people around me well. A very good example can be taken from what happened lately. It was said that things happened these days were so complicated and I was so confused but thank GOD I got a few good friends in my life. One of them spent his time with me, helping me, explaining to me, waking me up from all the confusions. I guessed I didn’t write anything about what happened to my friend these days. I was too busy writing about myself, Rubin and Bong. Well, you might say ‘not Rubin again this time!’ but I’m so sorry. It’s about him.

To be honest, he somehow gave me a little bad impression these days. He told me he likes Amie. I was encouraging him exactly like what I did to all my other friends, encouraging them to go for the girl or the boy they like. On Tuesday night itself, after we (me, Joanne, Amie and him) had dinner in Gardenia, he said he had an hour talk with Amie in his car. He told her he likes her and she gave positive respond. My comment for this scene is like ‘Wow… Rubin, you’re AWESOME! The Awesome One had finally lost to one ordinary guy. You like a girl you knew two days ago and now you already tell her you like her.’ Well, I think this is still not too bad. Greater thing comes later. Amie gave POSITIVE respond! OMG!

Alright! I know I’m very bad to write things about them both here. It is not because I’m jealous or what so ever but I don’t like it when she acted that way. She gave positive respond which means she accepted what Rubin told her about his feelings. If she managed to accept it an hour later after the dinner, then what with the earlier calls and messages to me saying if I don’t go for the dinner, she won’t attend because she didn’t want to have dinner with him but it is all because he forced her to the dinner. I was wondering how can that guy force her?!

I’m rude to use this word. I apologize beforehand. I was BOTHERED by Rubin’s call that very day to get my help to convince Amie to go to dinner. Amie was telling me how sorry she felt for me because she thought I like Rubin which is so NOT! She was saying ‘It is CRAZY! We just knew each other for two days how can he like me?’ when I told her about what Rubin texted me early that morning. Well, they went dating and all on Wednesday which was the day after he told her how he felt, also the third day they knew each other if you want to put that in account.

Yesterday (Thursday) they went out again. Exactly like what Rubin told me, he went to temple every Thursday. So, Amie texted I while waiting for his prayers. Amie’s a Christian. The content of the message was ‘Li Ting, help me! He is going too fast and I don’t know how to tell him.’ I replied ‘Oh? I thought you gave him positive respond the other day? That was what Rubin told me. I don’t know if it is true.’ Guess what she answered? ‘Yea… I did give him positive respond but I never thought he will be this fast.’

I’m so sorry but I really don’t get it here. You gave positive respond 2 days ago which also means 2 days after you know this guy and now you asked for my help which I don’t know what I can do for you 2 days later which also means 4 days after you know this guy. Confusing? I myself am not sure if I’m telling things right. I meant if you think he is going too fast, don’t you think the same when you gave positive respond? I wished them luck but I personally think things that come fast will leave and end fast. I’m not cursing them but I just feel things aren’t right. They are perfect match I say. Both of them are tall, one is pretty, one is handsome. Both can communicate well.

I just wanted to say very sorry to them both that I can’t help them. They made the decision themselves. He told her his feelings. She gave him a positive respond. What can I do as the third party? I can do NOTHING! I’m so sorry, really, because I really don’t want people to misunderstand and think that I don’t want you both to be together and that is why I went and tell Rubin that he is going too fast for you. I’m not going to do that because only you know I’m helping but others will think I’m too busybody to do that. I don’t want anybody to think or assume that I like Rubin anymore. So I guess it is way better if you have a talk with him yourself.

It seemed like See Theng found a guy who acted the same like Rubin. That guy asked her out and told her to bring friends. Of course, Ethan is not happy with it. See Theng asked me to accompany her on Monday going out with that guy. She’ll call Roxanne too. With these two girls around, I think I’ll be safe. Let’s worry not about this new guy. I’m not interested in knowing any more new Indonesian Chinese guys right now. I have too many assignments for myself now that I can’t finish them. Mid semester examination will be saying ‘hello’ to me in another 3 weeks time. I must work hard. I’ve been fooling around.

I don’t want him to be SAD because of me

I got so excited every time I have gizi class but today is EXCEPTIONAL. This lecturer is boring! He taught us about carbohydrates. It is more or less alike our old chemistry class back in the school. I had IMT II lab which is another boring thing to do of the day. Bong was here again to talk to me in the lab. Let me recall, I think this is the first time he did so. Then I thought of asking Joanne to have lunch together somewhere where before I asked her, she told me she will have meeting with Prof. Haslinda. The practical ends half an hour earlier. I thought I can have more time online in FK library but who knows all the PCs are occupied. So I went home.

I got down from the public transport at Joko Solo as usual and there I might Cathrine, Tyson, Henny and Rudy. I joined them for lunch and did some laundry when I got home. Blackie said goodbye to this world at 1330 hours. I wondered if my group mates and I gave Blackie an overdose injection. Blackie was so energetic last night but dead harden this noon. I quickly messaged Uma and told her about Blackie. I went to class and waited for the lecturer. This is not the first time. This lecturer is always late. Thank GOD I brought ‘blaze’ with me. ‘Blaze’ is a monthly newsletter by PMUSU. I bought it this morning as they wrote something about MCCC CNY Auspicious Dinner Charity Gala and also DSC CNY Dinner. I guess they copied the article we inserted in the booklet for guest. Columns for DSC were so lousy, no article, only four pictures posted.

If I’m not mistaken, I told Bong in the class that I already posted the blogs for the past week using his laptop last night. I don’t know which blog made him moody and sad again. I don’t know to say if I’m worried or what. I just know I feel bad. I feel very bad indeed. I felt that I brought a lot of sorrow to him. I felt every time he is unhappy, the things will sure be related to me. Am I again, sensitive or what? I felt so sorry I don’t know what I did this time. All I know from his friend is that his mood changed drastically after reading my blog. He went out to his friend’s place and not home till now. I wonder how he is feeling now. Hopefully he feels much better after his nap.

I don’t know what feeling do we call this =.=

Hmm… how should I get this started? At first, I thought things are really complicated but after thinking over a few times, it looked as easy as ABC. It sounded funny too. The story began long ago. It is just that I didn’t realize it. I was so confused with my own feelings the past week perhaps because of others’ comments on me and my new friend.

It is Wednesday today. I think I can make good decision when I’m in a very ‘clean and clear’ status myself. What happened yesterday? Let’s see. I thought I said I’m a little down with what Zhong Wei told Bong to do at first but I think he is right. Now?! I have another kind of points of view towards things in front of me. Think I’m weird? Call me weirdo I don’t really care.

What I guessed previously were all right! Rubin is going for Amie is right. He called Amie that night because he didn’t call me. It is very true too! Yesterday morning he messaged me as usual asking what I doing but of course after meeting Amie, the way he messaged me, different. I had ‘Tooth Conservation’ class in the morning continued by ‘Removable Partial Denture’ which was fun as usual. Everyone in my group prepared so many questions for the presenters but too bad, Prof. Haslinda never let us asked much this time. Perhaps she is afraid conditions will go as bad as the previous week where almost everybody in my group attacked the others with questions! *giggles* Then I had ‘Dental Public Health II’. That cute lecturer came in again.

After all the classes, I went to the library with Bong. This is the second time I went into the library. Yea… I always admit I’m a lazy student. Imagine I’m here for more than 18 months and I only entered library twice. Great huh? So we were chatting quite normal for the first time =.= I meant it! I really meant it because usually he didn’t talk to me. I’m the one who talked to him all the time. Well, I was a little rude I’m so sorry for that. I was messaging all the while walking to the library. Don’t simply throw guesses alright? There are few people messaging me at the same time. See Theng and Amie were messaging me too.

See Theng wanted to meet me at night and have a little chit-chat if Ethan got better. Ethan has been sick since Valentine’s Day. So what happened in the library? I was following Bong blindly. It seemed like he knows all the way so well. He knows where to check the books, which shelves and all. I suddenly feel I was like so dumb to think of looking shelf by shelf. Somehow I think the information we got from the system is not helping at all. There is NOTHING on the directed shelf. Bong found a book for Periodontology but we didn’t borrow it in the end. I didn’t know I have to activate my student card in the library so I can’t borrow books there until 2 days after the activation. Bong’s card was activated but he didn’t bring some I don’t know what document so he also can’t borrow the books there. Sigh… why the library must cause so many problems to us who wanted to borrow books?

Alright, all the while in the library, I received some surprising messages. One of them was Rubin telling me that he dreamt of Amie on the Sunday night. I don’t really believe on what people call ‘girls’ intuition’ but yesterday itself I suddenly feel girls really got those power to feel and predict stuffs. Exactly like what I guessed, Rubin is really going for Amie! This is yet, not the main point. What surprises me was I smiled reading the message received from Rubin. All these while people have been telling that I really looked like I like Rubin, I had a crush on him, some even said I love him. I denied all the while but I myself was confused. I myself didn’t know whether those confusing feelings in me are meant to be ‘the feeling of liking Rubin.

I didn’t realized I smiled replying his message until Bong asked ‘why you funny, smiling to your phone while typing message? Who is that?’ Then only I realized I was actually smiling. I started to think hard about it. See, I got very happy every time my friends tell me they found their true love, they know who they love, they know who they like, and they have girlfriends or boyfriends. At this very moment, all the questions bothering me were answered. Question on whether I like him or not? It is a big NO! If I like him, I would be damn sad by that time right? But in fact, I wasn’t only happy for him. I encouraged him and told him to call Amie out that very night itself which was last night.

On the way back from library, I thought of going to the pharmacy to get myself some eye drops. I think I got eye infection again. I wonder why is my skin and my eyes so weak? They easily get infected. Bong said he is going to Carrefour and that he’ll help me get those things I need. It felt like the old him is really HOME! The old him has back and is now in front of me again. He has been really nice to me this semester. I got home and got a call from Amie. I told her all about Rubin’s message and made her promised me that she won’t treat me, Rubin and Bong differently after what I told him. She still thinks that I like Rubin. She kept convincing me to tell what is kept in my heart but there is really nothing I kept in there. I wished them luck and all and then I had a long call back to Malaysia. I bet you people out there, every one of you will say I’m a little crazy to do that. I called a friend I knew online. He is also the best friend of one of the guys I once loved. He has been helping a lot in sparing his time for my problems. He is a nice friend.

I talked to him for about 2 hours. It costs me RM19. Cheap right?! *giggles* I learnt a lot from this call. He told me a lot of stuffs. He taught me the right way to analyze which is right, which is wrong and told me what to tell people, what not to tell. He reminded me to choose the right person to tell the right thing. I’ll be in dead meat if I tell things to the wrong person. Thanks a lot for the lesson, 4 aka leng zai! *giggles* Alright I’m not sure if he is leng zai. You can check him out, his blog on your right. Click his name there.

I slept after his call. I felt so tired. I was woken up by Rubin again, telling me to go for dinner. I thought I already told him I’m not going for the dinner with him and Amie because I don’t want to spoil their time together. Somehow in the end I went out with both of them to Gardenia because I told Rubin I must come home early. I got assignments waiting for me.

NO MORE Rubin!

Alright! As written above, NO MORE Rubin! I bid farewell to this guy in my life. Guess what happened today! I was sleeping when Rubin called me. I was so blur I didn’t know this cute guy asked me out. I remembered he told me to go for dinner in the call but I thought he just reminded me to take my dinner that’s all. Sigh… Why must I be so blur that time. The next thing was he asked for Bong’s number. I messaged him Bong’s number.

I got up from my bed, went for a pee and washed my face. I got out of my room, thought I better tell Bong that I already gave Rubin his number but nobody was at home except for Loong. I took my dinner, bread with tuna spread and I’m full till now. I checked my Blackie later after my dinner. Oh yea… Blackie is a guinea pig I brought home from Pharmacology lab. My group mates named it Blackie because it is black and white in color. I guess it is dying soon after two injections in an hour time: panthotal and caffeine.

The next thing I know was Bong is having dinner with Rubin. Not really dinner. They had a talk, only two of them! Once I knew about it from Amie, my heart sank again. That showed Rubin contacted her like so close. I guess tonight he called her because he didn’t call me tonight. Am I a pessimist? Whatever! I really don’t know how to judge thing anymore. I really wonder what these two guys were talking. Are they encouraging each other to come for me or what? I’m confused, nervous, scared and worried at the same time. I was chatting online at the same time using Bong’s laptop. I was lucky 4 was there for me. I chatted with him and he said he think I’m not in love with Rubin so I don’t have to worry.

He asked a very good question: Do you think you’re now obsessed over Rubin now because of his personality or merely his appearance? This is indeed a very good question! I am very sure. His appearance took 70% of it because I think I still don’t know much about him. Bong came home and told me what happened between them both. He looked so happy when he is back. He smiled all the way. I never see his mouth closed *sweats* He said once he opened the door, Rubin asked ‘are you serious with li ting or you just like her?’ Bong answered ‘of course I’m serious with her. I know my feeling and I knew her feeling so we are only best friend now. I won’t force her. I only want her to be happy.’

Rubin explained to him saying he is not wooing me and told Bong not to worry. Zhong Wei told me that he taught Bong to say ‘I’m courting Li Ting’ if Rubin ask him anything about me. I think Zhong Wei really knows how to help his friend. These words really will scare other guys off. Seeing you answered so confidently, I can’t think of any guy will want to fight with him for me *as if there are guys who would fight for me sweats* Zhong Wei also told me honestly that he didn’t hope Rubin is into me because he thinks it will be difficult for me. I’m a Malaysian, he is an Indonesian. It will be more suffering if Rubin is going to Jakarta.

To be frank, I’m not really happy with what Zhong Wei told me because I think as a friend, he is doing too much but after thinking twice, I think he is quite right. I slowly found out that Zhong Wei and Bong are two good friends. Mummy called me and told that she is going to send me money. I told her about Rubin. I told her I went out almost every day with him last week. Mummy reminded me to take good care of myself and also protect myself because Rubin is a new guy. She told me not to trust him so much. Since I think Rubin is not going to call me out or even message or call me already, I think I don’t really have to consider much on mummy’s advice. Anyway, I regretted once not listening to my parents (R’s case). I’ll always bear in mind on what they told me. Not only mummy. 4 also told me the same thing. I bet 4 must be a very good friend too. I wonder how he looks in person. I’ve never met him.

Tired!

Alright guess what! I talked to Rubin on the phone till 7.30am this morning and went to bed only that time and wake up at 10am to prepare myself for the lunch in Grand Angkasa at 11.30am for celebrating the success of our MCCC CNY Auspicious Dinner Charity Gala. There I sat with Amie where I thought I will stick myself close to Zhong Wei and Bong at first. Amie asked me to join her in the church at 2pm. I accompanied her there since she was alone. I thought it would be interesting because it was said that there will be special events due to Valentine the day before. We were late for church. We arrived at 3pm.

In the church, Rubin called me but I rejected his call. Common, I can’t answer phone calls in such a holy place right? Everybody in the church was like so concentrating to the talks and all. I messaged telling him that I’m with Amie in the church. I was there because Amie was alone so I accompany her. He then bought 2 tickets for both me and Amie without informing me. I felt so sorry again I came out of church late and he was so nice waiting for me outside the church. After watching ‘Hunting Party’, we went for a bowling session. I don’t feel like going at first. I felt so tired but since Amie was saying let’s go so we went. This is the first time I played bowling. Nah… I think this is the second time. I forgot when the first was. I only remembered the ball almost fell on my toe during my first time. What about this time? Improved? It sucks! I felt so embarrassed. The first 4 games, I hit nothing! The last game, I managed to hit 9!

After bowling, we went to the next door, also in Perisai Plaza. The guys are all playing pool. I was so boring and honestly I was a little jealous I hope I didn’t show it out on my face. I was jealous of Amie to be frank. She can get along with the guys so well unlike me. I still have the same problem. I don’t know the ways to socialize with guys. I see Rubin can get along very well with Amie. He said she looked like Korean and that she is pretty. On the other hand, he said I looked like Japanese. I think somehow during dinner, I showed my ‘so bored’ face out obviously. I was sitting at the end of the corner where nobody noticed me because all the guys were talking to Amie only.

Rubin messaged and asked if I am bored. I told him I am just a little tired. So he replied ‘after this, go home directly’. So after that he sent us home where he has another 2 friends in his car too. One of his friends is sitting next to me. If I’m not mistaken, his name is Jackson. He asked me what course I’m taking. I said ‘dentistry’ he was like ‘oh’, continued by asking Amie the same question. Amie didn’t listen so I told him she is ‘dokter umum’ he got so shocked! All of them said they thought she was taking accountancy or economics because her face looked like she is a secretary because she is pretty. Me in contrary, is having dentist look.

Arrived home, I received message from Rubin asking for Amie’s number. The whole night with Rubin and his friends, I didn’t feel nice and comfortable actually. I always wanted to be the centre of attention but tonight I’m the one who held the position where nobody noticed me. The moment reading Rubin’s message, I felt Rubin is going for Amie. I think he won’t mind about the age matter since his ex was 3 years older. I gave him Amie’s number and wished Amie luck.

2009 Valentine’s Day

We were on the phone again and this time was really different! I slept while talking to him. I felt so sorry but I’m really tired. I think I got not enough sleep these days especially after the MCCC Dinner and after knowing this Rubin guy. I went to campus looking so tired and sleepy. I received chocolates from Desi and Fransisca. I was asking so many people’s help to get to know those entertainment companies in Taiwan and there I got reply from Chian Yaw saying she is actually having Brother Andy’s email address! Andy!! You know? BATO’s director! Not only BATO’s, also LOLLIPOP and HEY GIRL! But to be honest, I’m afraid this might be the fake Andy. Well, we can’t trust things online that much.

I slept dead once arriving home and woke up only when Rubin called me. He asked Bong out for movie first then he talked to me as if he is so confident that I’ll go out with him. So the plan was going out with both Rubin and Bong on 2009’s Valentine. I asked Bong’s help to message Andy. The cinema was full so we canceled watching movie and went for karaoke instead. We had dinner (steamboat) in a restaurant named Lucky King (Rubin’s family business). I felt so bad. I think I’m in between Rubin and Bong. I don’t know who to talk to.

See Theng, Ethan, Roxanne and Kam Hoong joined us for the karaoke session. Everybody slept in the room except for me, Rubin and Roxanne. I felt so bad again, calling friends out but they showed such attitude to Rubin. During the karaoke session, when others are singing, Rubin indirectly told me he is a good kisser. We were sitting next to each other that time. He managed to tie a ribbon using his tongue. That was what people say a good kisser can do! He asked me if I can do the same. I don’t think so. I’ve never tried. I bet it must be really hard using tongue but I do think that I would like to try and practice!

We arrived home at 2.30am. He called me again and we were chatting until 7.30am. We were talking about so many things. He told me about the girl he liked. He said that girl he liked made him changed his mind, stop being model, which is something he really like to do, like it better than business but in contrary, I’m the one who motivated him to be celebrity. I never thought I can manage to motivate somebody! I told him all about Bong, about he liked me.

Time seems to fly when it is with HIM

I chatted with Rubin until 3am again last night. Thank GOD I managed to wake up this morning. I attended Prosthodontic class this morning, continued by Dental Radiology practical. On the way from my class to the lab, I called Rubin to wake him up and recorded the conversation between both of us as promise to show him that he really need a lot of calls to wake him up. I called him 4 times altogether. This PIG is getting lazier. The first two times I called him, he didn’t even utter a sound when he answered my call. The third and forth call were like normal him, answering but didn’t realized he answered me.

We practiced putting films into our friend’s mouth and developing film in the lab. After lab, I went to FK Pendopo, thought I want to do those ‘inai’ on my hand by KKIM but too bad the girl doing is not there so I bought some Indian snacks which costs me Rp5500, I paid Rp6000 so the extra Rp500 were donated to the orphans since they don’t have change. I think what I did is so bad, as if I donated insincerely. I came home, looking for the Orthodontics book for my Oral Biology presentation entitled ‘Orthodontics effects towards soft oral tissues’.

Rubin was not messaging me a lot. He said he is in a bad mood again. Then he stopped messaging me like 2 hours. Suddenly I received message from him again telling me to call him. I thought he might need help or perhaps a listener so I called him. We were chatting for a while and there is blackout again so he knew the electricity went off because I was complaining the hot weather. He then came and fetch me by his motorbike to Yoda’s house. He said Yoda is not free and that he hopes I can teach him, representing Yoda and that he’ll send me home by evening.

So I went to Yoda’s house by motorbike. He laughed at me all the way saying I look funny with the helmet on. We were in Yoda’s house until 9.30pm which means we were together for 6 hours. He told me he already decided not to do business. He wanted to be a celebrity. I suggested him to go Taiwan. I think I have to be a little responsible. Since I’m the one who is suggesting, I think I should help him in finding ways for him so that it is easier for him to go to Taiwan, working in this field. We played piano; I taught him theory and chatted for very long. Alvin called me when I was with him. Alvin wanted me to go out with him and Joanne to Hotel Grand Swissbelle. I rejected him. Rubin was asking why.

Many guessed that Rubin will ask me out tomorrow. I don’t really think so. I still think he doesn’t have feelings for me. Why would he ask me out for Valentine? Everybody is so busy with their plans for tomorrow. Me? I might spend another year of lonely Valentine.

Everybody is in Valentine’s mood

(3.15PM)
Xiao Chuan and the gang did some very stupid thing today. They wanted us to sign a letter informing MCCC not to interfere the matters in FKG and that we, students from FKG won’t help and involve ourselves in any events organized by MCCC. Gosh! How could I sign that?! Without events like this recent big dinner, my life would be in such a bore in Medan! I really don’t understand what the use of signing that letter is. In addition, they stupidly typed that letter in Chinese writings. WTH?! If they wanted to make it formal, they should type it in English or Malay so that even our very own bananas understand what the purpose of the letter is. DS and the gang are really having no BRAINS! Alright, I don’t call him DS, my housemates call him that way. DS means Down syndrome but I think it is bad, as if they are looking down on those people with Down syndrome. I still think FROG suits Xiao Chuan more. I’m so sorry if you’re reading this, Xiao Chuan. Please don’t get offended!

Rubin was in bad mood today. That was what he told me. It is because of the Jakarta trip. It is canceled again and so, he will be here in Medan these coming 4 days. He asked if I can go out tonight with him and his cousin to Sun Plaza, just for hanging out, walk around. Again, he asked me to bring my friends along. I told him Joanne will come with me tonight. He said he doesn’t want to be the only guy. Well, I don’t know how to help him about this.

After class, I went to Sun Plaza with Desi and Fransisca to help them in choosing presents for their boyfriends. Oh… I meant Fransisca’s ex (Alex) and Desi’s current boyfriend (Van Antony). They both decided to buy watch for them. I’ve helped them in designing chocolates. They planned to melt the chocolates and shaped them up again. I wish them luck for this Saturday. Sigh… I wonder how I will spend my Valentine this year. Will it be another lonely Valentine like past years? I’m hoping for something different and the relation is serious this year but it is in another 2 days time, I think I can’t hope more. I can’t think of any possible guy.

(12.28AM)
Rubin skipped his class and he called me once he awake telling me he just woke up. Sometimes I do think on why he told me all these like when he wakes up and all. I am nobody to him. I went out with Rubin, Joanne, Bong, ZW, and Vera (Rubin’s cousin). We went to temple first. I prayed for my own health, studies, and relation. After that we went for dinner at roadside =.= then from there we fetch Vera and off we head to Sun Plaza. Vera is a very nice girl. I think I talked too much today.

Why do people think that Rubin likes me? I think it’s IMPOSSIBLE

(4.29PM)
I got some updates on Rubin. He is a dancer too. Which kind of dancer? HIP HOP! He is a b-boy OMG! That is so cool right?! He gave me a call last night for chit-chatting again. This time, it was shorter. I kept telling him I wanted to sleep because I’m afraid I couldn’t wake up in the morning again. So we chatted for only one and a half hour. He was like my hokkien language tutor lol. He talked to me in Hokkien and expected me to reply him in Hokkien. OMG! How can I do that?

This morning I slept back after switching off both alarms. Thank GOD Bong called me to wake me up. We both then messaged for a while in the class since the lecturer was absent. He said he felt that Rubin is courting me. OMG! Is he for real?! He is not the first to say so. See Theng was the first, he was the second. I wondered what made them think so. If you ask me ‘would I like to be his girlfriend if he asks so?’ I think right now I might say NO even though I’m so obsessed over him because I think I still don’t know him yet. We only know each other for one week. How can this happen?

He is so good looking and there are so many girls out there who are so pretty. I bet he won’t choose me. I’m way too short for him. I am only 150cm but he is 178cm. I remembered he said I’m cute that night during the dinner but of course, as a guy, they always compliment girls during dinners or occasions like that right? Even though he told me he likes cute girls but I don’t think I’m in his list. Felicia is way better than me. She is tall, pretty and smiles always! That was what Rubin told me. He likes girls who are cute, friendly and MOST importantly, smiles always because he said when he sees her smile, he’ll be happy. I think he doesn’t like girls who make-up a lot because he criticized Yako so much when he viewed my brother’s profile in Friendster.com

See, I really don’t think I’m in his list! He has got loads of good stuff with him. Me? Incomparable! Even though I will be damn happy if I have such good looking boyfriend but I still don’t think we both can be in those relation. Perhaps it might be better if we stay as good friends, but we will never know what will happen. We can’t predict future! Kam Hoong was funny enough to think that I put Rubin’s photo as my hand phone’s screen saver. He had mistaken Bato by Rubin. Speaking of BATO, it has been long since the last time I watched BBT. I miss him so much! I miss watching his popping!

(Thurs, 1AM)
I slept at 7pm. I felt tired. I woke up 2 hours later when Rubin called. Rubin hasn’t messaged the whole afternoon I thought he might stop messaging already. I also told myself ‘li ting, stop dreaming, he is not for you!’ He only messaged a little in the morning today and few messages after his class, telling me he is not in luck this year. As usual, I asked him for the time when he called me at 9pm. He asked me back ‘why every time I call you, your first question is what the time now is?’ I ignored the question. I asked him if he is not happy today. He sounded a little different.

He told me he is going to Thailand with his friend maybe in the month of March or April. He’ll be paying for his friend’s plane fare since he needs his friend to accompany him. He said he’ll be there maybe for only two days and a night, just for some prayers so that his luck will change. It shows how much he is into prayers and all. I’m not so into it! Then we discussed about going to Pulau Redang in June. My responsibility now is to check out the package price in Malaysia. He said he might call around 3 to 4 of his friends to join the trip to P. Redang. After going to Redang, I’m supposed to bring him around since I have car.

He asked me out this Sunday to Pantai Cermin because I said I haven’t been there. Again, he asked me to bring friends there. I bet he is a guy having same character as me. We love to be around with friends, places which have many people, crowded, celebrations, parties and things like that. I think he scared to be lonely, like me. So he wanted me to call another 6 people because his car can fit 8 people. Somehow, the trip to Pantai Cermin this Sunday is canceled because MCCC will have dinner this Sunday night to celebrate the success of the dinner done last Saturday night.

Rubin told me to wake him up at 11pm. He said he wanted to rest for a while. Before hanging up his phone, he reminded me to take my dinner. I think it sounded a little funny. He always reminds me to take dinner, while I kept reminding him to go for shower. So I called him at 11.15pm. He was awake, not sleeping, said he was online. I guess he was gaming because he said he’ll call me back in a while so for the meanwhile, he told me to complete my assignments. He then called at 12.30am which I thought he won’t call already since it is already so late. He asked what time I am going to bed. I’m not so sure about it, perhaps in an hour time, I said. He then told me he is very tired and said he’ll go sleep now and that I don’t have to worry because he already showered and washed his face.

Bong messaged me and told me that he still has feelings for me but he didn’t hope any return from me. He just hopes I’m happy, that’s all. I told Sik Mei about Rubin. She viewed his profile and said he definitely is good looking but not too good till we can say he is very handsome. She said he looks like Korean. I think it all because of the way he dresses. Sik Mei reminded me that look comes second. What comes first is his character. She also gave her opinion. She said she thinks he can be a very nice friend, but not a good boyfriend. What does this mean? Is it all because of his look? Is she afraid that he might have a lot gossips with other girls and hurt his own girlfriend indirectly that way, exactly like what he himself is worrying right now? Once again, I must declare that, all my best friends are really nice and good to me! I appreciate them all and I miss them so much!

Disturbed by Mr. Rubin

I didn’t manage to wake up in the morning yesterday for the first time in Medan. I think I’m sick. Zuo Loong said I’m sick because I was with Rubin the whole day the day before yesterday. Craps =.= I skipped Periodontology class. I called Rubin to wake him up. He asked me to do so the night before we both slept. I forgot he wanted me to wake him up at 7.30am so I called him at 7am. He answered my phone and I talked to him so I thought he was awake. I slept back and again I didn’t manage to wake up for lab. Thank GOD Rubin gave me a call to disturb me. He teased me saying I sleep like a pig. I was like ‘so did you!’ He asked why I said so. I told him about the call I gave him in the morning. Guess what! He didn’t remember talking to me in the morning and said I was dreaming *sweats*

Rubin asked me if I wanted to go to Cemara Asri yesterday for ‘chap go meh’ celebration. There will be programs and fireworks there starting 8pm. He told me to ask my other friends too. I asked but no one seemed interested in going out once I said Rubin is a guy. I myself wanted to go so much. I wanted to see how the people here celebrate and I didn’t celebrate the last day of New Year in Malaysia before so I think this might be a very good experience.

Zhong Wei at the same time asked me to join him and Vanijah for dinner. He said Bong will come too. Zhong Wei seemed to really like her. Here, I wish them luck! Vanijah in the end said she is having headache and so she can’t come out. So, we changed our plan, we asked Rubin out for dinner at Obonk. Rubin came to my house to drive us out after his class. I introduced them all. We had dinner, chatting happily. Both Zhong Wei and Bong laughed at us both bananas.

Arrived home, I gave Danny a call and there we chatted for an hour. He has got a girlfriend right now named Evelyn, a year younger than me, also from Ipoh, studying with him in Aussie now. So far, I’m the only person who knows about their relations. Danny thinks this relation won’t last long since he is graduating and all. After talking to him, Rubin called and guess how long we were on the phone. We chatted for 4 hours! It was 3am when we both stopped talking.

This is the longest record ever I’ve been chatting on the phone with someone! He told me all about his ex, the reasons why he didn’t continue as a model, also why he didn’t sign the contract with the company in Jakarta to be an actor. Then he asked about my ex and all. He told me he likes cute girls, not pretty girls. He likes cute girls with smile and that girl must be friendly. I felt so tired this morning I slept only around 3 hours. I told See Theng about him. Ru Xian was so excited. She even asked how come Rubin only asked me out.

I personally think he asked me out just as friends. He wanted to know more friends but the others (See Theng and Ru Xian) think he has feeling for me. How can it be?! We only know each other for a week! OMG! Speaking of him, he really looked like Daniel Wu, the Hong Kong artist. I felt so tired I slept at 3pm, set my alarm clock at 5pm so that I can take another bath and go dinner with Zhong Wei, Vanijah and Bong. 3.38pm, Mr Rubin the ‘boy boy’ (that’s what his family call him) called me and disturbed again telling it is already 6pm. OMG!

I really wonder if he has got nothing better to do. After I’m wide awake disturbed by him, he told me to wake him up at 4.45pm. See, he wanted me to wake him up, that is why he woke me up WTH! I called him 6 times altogether to wake him up. He is a PIG!

My day spent with RUBIN

I woke up at 10am in the morning. I thought I would wake up later since I slept at 4am (was messaging with Rubin throughout the night). I changed the water in the tank like it was my duty every week *grrr* Bahh… After showering, while reading the meassage sent to me by Rubin, I received call from See Theng. She sounded so unhappy with the dinner last night (MCCC CNY charity dinner). While talking to her on the phone, I put my clothes into the washing machine for cleaning.

We were talking so long until her credit went off! Right after I hung up his phone, Rubin called in and asked if I’m awake, showered, and took my breakfast. He was calling to inform me that he is coming to my house to bring me out. So, I went out with Rubin today together with Zheng Kang, CK, and Liang Jie. We went for lunch at a shop nearby Sun Plaza. The chicken rice there was damn delicious! I took so much of soybean products today. I drank a pack of soybean milk I bought from Brastagi Supermarket. I drank a glass of soybean milk again during lunch. Guess what! I took another glass of soybean milk and tau fu fa for dinner! It is healthy but so fattening!

After having lunch, we walked to Sun Plaza. Rubin’s friend told him that there is dancing, singing and modeling competition. Today’s program was modeling but we think it was boring. Rubin told me that he participated in this competition last year. He didn’t win though. Guess what?! See, he is HOT right? He is actually one of Indonesia’s national models. I didn’t know that! No wonder he is so damn HOT! Wow, I really never thought I would know such a person. At last, my wish came true. I always wanted one of all these celebrities to be my friend and see now, there is RUBIN!

Then, we actually planned to go for bowling but CK didn’t seem to be interested in it so we went to K2 KTV at Jl. Multatuli. We sang for 2 hours. Hopefully my voice didn’t go that bad. Zheng Kang’s voice was quite good. I think Liang Jie was not bad too but he didn’t dare to sing it out. He shouted for most songs. CK was a rapper. He can rap for all the songs. Rubin’s voice… *giggles* he can only sing low pitch music like me. After KTV, Rubin exchanged his car with his sister. Then he kindly sent Zheng Kang to Petula. Rubin at the same time asked me if I’m going out with him after sending the others back. Maybe I can call my other friends since he got his big car back already.

I messaged Ru Xian, See Theng, Amie, Joanne and Bong. All of them are going for a dinner in Hotel Novotel Soechi. I was like ‘why got dinner nobody tell me!’ I told Rubin that everybody is having ‘acara’ tonight. He quickly asked why they went out without me. What can I do? I can just say, ‘they thought I’m going home late so they didn’t tell me about the dinner.’

Rubin is caring enough to think of that it will be dangerous for me to be home alone. So he brought me out for dinner at Tong’s. It is a fantastic place for dinner! The soybean milk is marvelous! While waiting for the food, we played those black and white chess. It was fun the moment inside Tong’s. Seriously, it was a whole lot of fun! The feeling is definitely different from those dinners I had with Albert. I like the designs in Tong’s. They prepared so many games for their customers. They even prepared a grand piano. So we both bet while playing the chess. The one who lost, have to play a song. No I should be saying it this way. I’m supposed to play two songs if I lost because I already passed all 8 grades of ABRSM while he only plays a song if he lost because this October he will be sitting for his first ABRSM exam. In the end, he played a song and I played two songs. There were so many people there, Rubin was like so nervous while playing and he looked damn cute like little kids finding for the keys. Wee~ I’m so obsessed over him now I got no idea why.

He treated me for dinner and sent me home. Arrived home, I was on the phone with mummy for half an hour telling her how people scolded me last night during the dinner. Also, I told her all about the nails problem. Mummy advised me not to do for others for the next dinner. Then Zhong Wei came into my room, gave me the photos we took last night. I meant those photos taken using his camera. Then we both chatted about everybody, about what I did today. Bong joined us for a while. Rubin started messaging again and asked me if I could wake him up at 7.30am. OMG! Out of all people, why chose me? *think hard*

Malaysian Chinese Cultural Club Chinese New Year Auspicious Dinner Charity Gala 2009

I am very happy today! Miracle had just happened once again. About 2 days back, we only sold 130 tickets which made us all trembled. We cut down the tables with Grand Liberty from 50 to 40 which means cutting down our target from 500 guests to 400 guests. Guess what happened today? We got 530 guests! OMG! Amazing right?! We managed to sell those 390 in just two days!

I wasn’t really satisfied with the dinner actually. I think last year was better than this year. Maybe my personal performance wasn’t that good especially the game sessions which I don’t think is game at all. It all went so dull due to the timing problem. We were supposed to start the dinner at 7pm but we started it at 8.30pm. Many things happened in between. I got erm… sort of scolded by Swee Luo. She is not happy with the seats given to her and so she came and complains to me, hoping I manage to change a place for her.

The booklet came real late; we distribute it only when the dinner is already half way through. Piano tuning done at 5.30pm which caused us got no time to practice. Anyway, I heard from few people including Joanne, Albert Pangtono, and Rubin saying I did very well. I smiled widely, playing happily! Thanks to all! Most of the performances were canceled too! My duet performance included.

Many complimented that tonight’s dinner was great. Albert said so. Rubin said so and added especially the way I conducted the programs, the way I being MC. He also said I’m like damn cute today! I was like so happy. Imagine a HOT guy like him say you’re cute. Hey, not many will say that wey… Bong also said I looked gorgeous in both dresses. Guess wat?! I took photo with Rubin and he asked me out, but not me alone. I’m going out with him tomorrow with Zheng Kang and Liang Jie.

All-in WINS the pot!

These days are tired. I meant it! TIRED! It has been long since I last felt so tired. Tired of even to talk. I didn’t go out for ticket selling last night but as usual throughout the week, I’ve been coming home late. Yesterday I went piano practicing. Many things happened last night. HOT Rubin was chatting with me like crazy last night! I told him that his HOT and he was like ‘what do you mean by hot’. OMG! That sounded so cute of him! Alright, I might be a little off control but forgive me. It is hard to see someone like having his look in Medan.

I managed to talk to the ’05 seniors about our dinner. Kak Sheri was like ‘why is it that now only you inform me about it? It is only in another 2 days time! But anyway, I’ll think about it. I might come with Kak CheChe. We’ll try to call our friends along.’ That is so nice of her! Kak CheChe is an Indonesian and she is very pretty! Harry Halim had been helpful too! He gave me one of his friends number, thinking his friend who has the same name as him, might be interested in our dinner.

Climax was here at night. Kam Hoong rushed into my room last night, telling me an account about what happened in Petula (the juniors’ hostel). Chuan went ‘washing’ the juniors’ brain again. You might think I’m talking bad about Chuan but he really made me mad last night. We were working so hard so that we won’t be losing money, so that more people will join us in our dinner but look at what he is doing especially what he said. He told the juniors that they shouldn’t join this dinner and must let us know it is our wrong to do such big dinner. He said our target of getting 500 guests this year is too much and he wanted us to regret doing this. I got no idea why the hell he want to make us ‘regret’! In fact, I think going around places promoting like this is quite enjoyable. See I got to know more people! I gained experience!

Forget about that frog Down Syndrome (that’s what everybody in my house calls him). Today is a SUPER GREAT day! We manage to sell off 100 tickets this bright morning! I never thought we will be able to make it through. Even though our target was actually 500 but I think 410 at this time is more than enough. At least we are earning money already. I am proud that I’m helping in this dinner. I don’t like it seeing so many people folding up their hands doing nothing.

I went to Brastagi Supermarket again for piano practicing. I received message from Auntie Joan saying she just extracted her teeth and it was damn painful even the analgesic couldn’t help. By the way, I’ll have two performances tomorrow. There is a short performance as opening ceremony after the lion dance while the other one will be in the middle of the dinner. Well, my plan for tomorrow is very packed. I’ll have class in the morning from 8am to 12pm. I’ll need to make a run to FK to confirm on the tickets sold at the booth where we sell tickets. Then 1pm I’ll have meeting with the other MC at Grand Liberty. I don’t know if the meeting will be long but all I know now is that the piano will be sent to the restaurant at 1pm. So if it takes 2 hours for tuning, I can only test it at 3pm. Then I’ll come home with See Theng, Roxanne and Amie at 4pm.

Arrived home, I’ll take a shower and then out to See Theng’s place for hair-do and make-up. Done there, I’ll go to Grand Liberty for this important night with them. Hopefully everything will go well there. Also, hopefully, I’ll have enough time to take photos with all my friends: the regulars, my classmates, housemates, FK friends, also, outsiders! OMG! I’m like so excited!

Ways to get more guests for the dinner. We’re going all-in!

I got Felicia’s number from Harry. I called her in the evening and was glad that she still remembers me! I chatted a while with her and talked to her about this coming charity gala. I think she might come since she said ‘If I cancel going for movies with friends, I will come to your dinner.’ I am very happy listening that. She told me she is now studying in Institute Trade and Business (IT&B). Meanwhile, I got a bad news from Madam Bindu (Kavita’s mother). She said she was busy and will give me a call today.

The organizing committees came to my house for meeting at 5pm. There, Roxanne asked me to accompany her to IT&B for promoting the tickets because we are now in deep trouble. Our target was 500 guests but right now, we only sold out 130 tickets and there is only another 2 days left! *sweats* So, I went out with Roxanne last night to IT&B. I met Felicia there and she is still as pretty as I first met her. Then we meet Rubin, who brought us around the college and helped us a lot. Felicia was in real surprise seeing I know Rubin. Who is Rubin? Remember I met him in Medan Musik the other day. The damned HOT guy!

Rubin drove us from IT&B to another college where he asked his friend’s help to promote our charity gala. Guess what?! He brought the fliers we gave him everywhere he went so that he is well prepared when he needs it. HELPFUL! There is only one word to describe him. No! No! Helpful and Hot! Where else on earth can you find a guy this hot and helpful?! OMG! He is friendly and funny too. After doing all the promotion last night, we had dinner in Gardenia. Rubin treat us! *arigatou gozaimashita* Gardenia here I’m talking about is a romantic place for dinner, outdoor candle-lit with separated table far away from each other, not the famous bread brand in Malaysia. The potato skins sold there were marvelous!

Today, in IMT lab, boring as usual, Nabilah suddenly came to me and talked about this coming CNY Auspicious Charity Gala. I wondered why she would ask about it in a sudden since she had long told me that she and the other Malays are not coming for the dinner. Bong managed to talk to her about the dinner today in the lab saying this dinner might be the last dinner organized by Malaysian Chinese. Many of them were touched and told us they will consider again if they are coming because they all know how successful our dinner last year was. That is why they will feel regret if they don’t join this so-said ‘last dinner’. I bet many of the guests are expecting better performance and programmes from us. I’m a bit worried. Hopefully we don’t disappoint them.

I have good news and a bad news from Madam Bindu. Bad news is that she and her family will not come for the dinner while the good news will be se is sponsoring two prizes for lucky draw. Even though they are small but at least she sponsored something. That shows that she wanted to help us too. She even said it is okay if we didn’t put her name in the booklet as one of the sponsors.

I went three colleges (Mikroskil, Harapan, and IBBI) tonight with Amie and Zhong Wei. We distributed many fliers. Hopefully all these fliers help in increasing the number of guests this Saturday. To my surprise, Fransisca who told me she won’t join us this year all the while, suddenly texted me asking if I still having extra tickets because she needs two tickets. She might bring Fendi. Fendi was said to be a very handsome dude. Well, hopefully he’ll come and there I can meet him! This good news continues with the presence of Hargo’s message. He said he might need 5 tickets. He himself, Jefry, Desi, Robert, Wenti and her boyfriend might be coming too. Hargo has been very helpful too! He helped a lot in inviting all the Indonesian Chinese studying in the regular class to come to our dinner.

I feel really grateful having all these helpful people around me. Back home, Abang Adit, the immigration guy was waiting outside my house which gave me a great shock! Luckily I have Zhong Wei next to me. That really made me relieved a little. I thought of telling him to come for the dinner too but he is going to Brastagi. I then had dinner with Zhong Wei where we chatted for so long. I shared with him most of all the problems I’m facing here. I didn’t know he realized I’m in such a condition where I desperately need a listener.

Over-sensitive?

Am I a sensitive girl? Did I misunderstand everybody here? How come I always feel that the people here are all selfish? I was taking my nap when I received Mee San’s reply. I asked her when the three of them (Mee San, Swee Luo, and May) will come over to my place for their nail arts. I promised them to do their nails for them for this Saturday. See, I’m not used to break my promise unless to those who broke their promises to me. Nail arts, I wanted to do for myself too of course! I’ve designed all the nail arts for five of us. I got too excited *giggles* I have to do my own nails last so I think I’ll do mine on Friday night. Maybe, Joanne and mine will be done on the same night. So I thought of telling them to come over these few days.

Mee San’s reply was telling they will be having skills lab and that they are washing their clothes by themselves so they worry if they do these few days, lecturers will scold them and that the nail arts will go off while washing their clothes. Alright, scolded by lecturer, I understand but washing clothes?! It is not like they are brushing their nails. Of course they must understand after I did those for them, they have to take good care of it. Then she also told me to go to her house for make-up because ‘all the things are in their house’. I wondered what ‘all the things’ are.

I mean, common la, if they don’t want to help me and Joanne with the make-ups, they can just tell right? Why choose such lousy excuse? I actually wondered if they are like that because I told them my time are quite full this semester but what I told her was real true! I have classes from 7am till 4pm. Boring classes! Thursday and Friday I’ll finish class at 12pm but I got to practice piano with Zheng Kang. I think I have to arrive to Grand Liberty Restaurant this Saturday early to check out on the piano’s sound because the last time I used it was all out of tune! Say me perfectionist, I really don’t want anything to go wrong on my performance both for piano and all as the Master of Ceremony.

Anyway, put away all those useless people. I’ve messaged See Theng and talked to her about the make-ups. She might help me with simple make-up. I don’t want to look pale. I think I look pale with what I done on myself last Saturday night for DSC CNY Dinner. Again, am I sensitive? Or I misunderstood what they are trying to tell me.

I felt so sleepy in all the classes today. I almost fell asleep! I came home, quickly showered, put on a mask and then took my nap for about 3 hours. Now I felt better, at least I don’t really feel that dizzy or headache like in the morning. I just don’t want to fall sick at this time. I got loads of assignments to do!

Crazy PRACTICE

I woke up quite early this morning thinking of the needs to do my laundry. Too bad, Bong was using the washing machine and so I went back into my room, throwing myself onto my bed again. I got a message from Wen Yan wishing ‘happy human’s day’ which means human was created today, the seventh day of the first month of the lunar calendar. This is the first time I ever heard of such thing. About an hour later, I received call from Zheng Kang asking me if I’m joining the lunch with Goon, celebrating his graduation. I didn’t know there is a lunch with him so I slept again.

After throwing my clothes into the washing machine, I showered and there I received message from See Theng and Bong asking me to go celebrate with Goon. I gave a call to Bong stupidly. I didn’t know he is in the house. I walked to his room right after cutting his call and talked to him about the lunch. We decided to go if Joanne is awake. So everybody was like waiting for us in Golden Garden and this Miss Joanne Tai was preparing herself so slowly I got no idea why can’t she hurry up. she even sounded me like ‘if you’re in such a hurry, go there without me. I’ll go by myself.’ Of course I won’t do that. What will she say if I do that? She sure will blame me at night if I do that.

She put on her contact lenses slowly where Bong message to rush me but what can I do? We are waiting for Joanne! Arriving there, everybody had done eating. I ordered fried bihun. It tasted not bad. I went to Brastagi Supermarket after that for piano practicing. It was a crazy practice. We were there seated with the grand piano from 3pm till 8pm. 5 hours! OMG! When it comes to piano and friends, I’m always enjoying myself to the fullest. Time seemed to fly during that time. Lol. I didn’t know why the more we played, the more forgetful I can be. I kept forgetting the finale and there was once where we are supposed to play Jay’s ‘silence’ but I played Alexander’s ‘kiss goodbye’. Zheng Kang was in such a shock, so did I but we both played spontaneously quite well.

Joanne and I then shopped in the supermarket. I think the things sold here are much cheaper and I spent another Rp200000 in the market. Bong messaged again at 9pm asking me if I’m still playing piano. I said I’m waiting for taxi that time. He said nothing much but reminded me to be careful and better come home, don’t go any other place. He said ‘it is late already’. Well, reading this message, I thought he is quite caring, at least it felt like he cares for his friends’ safety. Again, this had never happened in the past half a year. I can see the old him again.