Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way… Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas!
Finally! I’m HOME! Yippie! Oh you might think why I chose today to come home. Home here I meant Kuantan home, my real home! It was quite a long story to be spoken of. I planned to come back yesterday but too bad, all tickets were sold out. Perhaps I must learn to get a ticket before hand, not on the day, on the spot itself. *giggles* in the end, I spent my Christmas Eve with my brother hanging around in Mid Valley Megamall and The Gardens the whole day buying NOTHING. Yea… I’m sure I didn’t type wrongly. One whole day hanging around but I bought nothing. Some said it was a waste buying nothing for myself as a Christmas gift or things like that but I don’t think so. I love shopping but I don’t shop blindly. I only buy things I like. Anyway, I had a very satisfied dinner. No! No! No! No turkey. I took Japanese cuisine together with Aunty Joan’s family. I was so full last night!
There in Mid Valley, I met one of my best friends, Mei. We had a short talk as she was with her family, I don’t want to disturb her for long. I only got to know that Phei Yee and Phui Yoke are both now in Japan already. I wish them a Merry Christmas over there. Celebrating Christmas in Japan is FUN! I still remembered my Christmas Eve 4 years back. I was in Nagoya that time with my host family, Kato family, having Christmas party with their friends. We had games there. Even though all the kids were much younger and no one in that house that night was of my age but I enjoyed myself to the fullest! I still remembered I helped preparing pizza for the party that night. That was the first time I baked or I should just say, entering a kitchen! Lol. I got no interest in cooking to be honest. *shy*
Uncle Jacky’s brother drove me and my brother home today. Thanks so much to him. For the first time in my life I actually felt so awkward entering my own washroom at home. I never knew my bathroom was so BIG! Lol. Alright, now I learn to appreciate things I owned more *giggles* Perhaps the washroom in Medan is small that is why I have this feeling. I miss my bed and this set of sofa at home so much I’m blogging on this sofa in the living room. Woo-hoo~ It is too late now for me to have a little chit-chat with my hubby so I think I’ll do it tomorrow. Who is my hubby? Lol. It is my PIANO! Say me crazy, insane, whatever… I don’t care! This piano was with me since I was 7. It shared with me my ups and downs.
Well, I’m back here right now and guessed I really have to get my days planned properly. Tomorrow night I might go for a couple cups of tea with my best friends. They planned to introduce me their form 6 friends. I can’t wait to know more people. Socializing! I had leaved this life for years. I miss those days so much! MOST importantly, I can’t wait to meet my best friends and talk to them about everything that happened in these 5 months! They got loads to tell me too! That was what they told me. I bet it will be another no-end story *giggles* then I think I’ll find some time before this Sunday to meet up with K. I never dare say he is my best guy friends but come to think of it, he is the only guy right now other than JJ who would call me out. He was one of those people I would share my problems with. That was last time. Why not now? I got no idea. Maybe it is because we’re far apart? Or perhaps we both were busy with our own life?
31st December, I’ll have this err… MGSS Chinese girls’ reunion at TC. Barbeque! It sounded fun as I’ll meet many people there. I actually thought of this. Since all of us will be meeting that day, should I just celebrate my birthday early? I love things to be big party like this. See I am always outspoken, you should have guessed I’m afraid I’ll be alone right? Should I just celebrate that day or follow what my best friends’ arrangement? I heard rumours saying they planned another BBQ session for my birthday. I don’t think 2 BBQ parties in a week is fun. It is fattening. Lol. I’ll think about it and decide before Sunday too.
As for the plan going to Penang, I think it is canceled. School will be reopen soon enough my brother has to attend classes. My parents sure will be busy. Should I go back to KL early and wait for Danny to be here for me? Hopefully I can meet him this time. I miss him so much. Speaking of him, I never realized until this lovely cousin brother told me that almost every time I leave for Medan, Indonesia, he will be by my side helping me to get my luggage packed. Lol. I’m so sorry Danny for you to be there as my reminder lol. Time flies. 8th January will be here in a blink. I’ll have to be back to that place and work hard for my new semester! Talking about studies, I’m pretty satisfied with my results right now. Hopefully the results for the ‘Introduction to Prosthodontics (Prosthetic Dentistry)’ and my practical on ‘Dental Material’ will be good. I want 24 sks!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
feeling good...
TADAIMA!!! Woo-hoo~ I'm finally stepping on Malaysia's land! Finally! I must appreciate these 20days. How I wished my holiday will be longer sighs...
I arrived yesterday afternoon at around 1215pm. LCCT had changed so much. It is bigger now and of course I won't forget to get myself some chocolates in the duty free shop! Yea.. I know I'm fat now but chocolates! I would die for them hahahaha... I was lucky C is there to wake me up yesterday afternoon or I'll miss the flight! I couldn't wake up when my alarm rang at 6.30am. Thank GOD he knocked my door at 7am as the taxi will be there for us at 7.30am!
J's mummy fetched me home as planned. My good brother was waiting for me at home that time. I had a good chat with my brother. I miss those time so much... Talked to him every night before we sleep. That's what we did since young. No that we were separated so far away, we didn't do it for years. I felt dizzy yesterday. The pilot is NO good! What to do! Indonesia AirAsia - Can't expect much..
I felt sleepy and dizzy and yet I was chatting with my brother about alot of stuffs - my life in Medan, his life here, his studies, discussion on what course he should head for, dances and many more. I'm proud and glad to know that my brother now is no longer the old him. He is not as shy as he was. He is braver now and I am so PROUD to tell that his studies is still that good. His results are GOOD as always! Keep it up BRO!
My cousins came home in the evening (Hui & JT. They were both so cute. JT is now so skinny but still chubby. A baby boy who is one year old right now, of course is a little frightened to see me as a stranger but I was there playing with him until 1230am. Yea.. JT is hyperactive like his sister. They sleep late and wake up late everyday just like my old life.
My schedule here in Malaysia is in a mess right now. There are so many events coming up but I couldn't arrange them well. Trip to Penang, MGSS chinese girls' reunion, gathering with KSS, outings with Sik Mei, Hui Yi, Koh Sim and Yaw, meeting all the tuition-mates, and many more! 20 days is really not enough for me! I need more time here.
I arrived yesterday afternoon at around 1215pm. LCCT had changed so much. It is bigger now and of course I won't forget to get myself some chocolates in the duty free shop! Yea.. I know I'm fat now but chocolates! I would die for them hahahaha... I was lucky C is there to wake me up yesterday afternoon or I'll miss the flight! I couldn't wake up when my alarm rang at 6.30am. Thank GOD he knocked my door at 7am as the taxi will be there for us at 7.30am!
J's mummy fetched me home as planned. My good brother was waiting for me at home that time. I had a good chat with my brother. I miss those time so much... Talked to him every night before we sleep. That's what we did since young. No that we were separated so far away, we didn't do it for years. I felt dizzy yesterday. The pilot is NO good! What to do! Indonesia AirAsia - Can't expect much..
I felt sleepy and dizzy and yet I was chatting with my brother about alot of stuffs - my life in Medan, his life here, his studies, discussion on what course he should head for, dances and many more. I'm proud and glad to know that my brother now is no longer the old him. He is not as shy as he was. He is braver now and I am so PROUD to tell that his studies is still that good. His results are GOOD as always! Keep it up BRO!
My cousins came home in the evening (Hui & JT. They were both so cute. JT is now so skinny but still chubby. A baby boy who is one year old right now, of course is a little frightened to see me as a stranger but I was there playing with him until 1230am. Yea.. JT is hyperactive like his sister. They sleep late and wake up late everyday just like my old life.
My schedule here in Malaysia is in a mess right now. There are so many events coming up but I couldn't arrange them well. Trip to Penang, MGSS chinese girls' reunion, gathering with KSS, outings with Sik Mei, Hui Yi, Koh Sim and Yaw, meeting all the tuition-mates, and many more! 20 days is really not enough for me! I need more time here.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Dreams
Have you ever thought about your dreams? Do you remember your dreams? Have you ever felt that you don’t want to wake up because the dream is so wonderful, it makes you smile when you’re sleeping? Or do you have nightmares more than sweet dreams? Perhaps you never dreamt? Since young, all these dreams made my curiosity grew higher every time I have a new dream during my sleep. I always thought of the reason on why do we dream while we’re sleeping? What is the meaning behind the dreams? How does this dreaming process happen? When will it happen again? Why don’t we have dream every time we sleep? There are many more questions bothering me when it comes to DREAM.
I once came across to an article about dreams, about 5 to 6 years back. It is a very interesting article explaining on the reason behind the dreams but I can’t remember much about the whole thing since I read it so long ago. I only remembered it said IF we dreamt about something is chasing us, no matter it is an animal or what so ever, as long as there is something chasing us which made us run in the dream, it shows that WE are having problems in our daily life. Many unsolved problems which stressed us out, that are why we have dreams like that. Besides, the article also stated that IF we moved physically when we’re sleeping, hitting the pillow for an example, that is just a reaction resembling our daily life. IF we do hit pillows, it shows that we were grumpy most of the time when we are awake.
Reading article like this, it made me feel like knowing more about dreams. I wondered at times if others have the same condition as me. I often felt my dreams are ‘previews’ on what is going to happen to me when I’m awake, maybe on the day itself or maybe in few days to come. Most of my dreams came true in my life. Sometimes, I don’t even believe myself! I have a friend who told me when we once talked about dreams, she said ‘If you tell your dreams to others, it won’t come true, in fact, if you keep things to yourself, it might happen and only you know how true it is because nobody else knows what you dreamt.’ Believe it or not, I had a bad dream and this is the only dream I shared with another person, my grandma and it turned out that this bad dream didn’t came true *touch wood* I didn’t know why I had this same bad dream again. It happened, the night I finished my last paper for UPSR for the first time, and the second time I got the same nightmare was the night I’ve done my last paper for PMR. I dreamt that I got kidnapped nearby my school (MGS). I still remember the details till today, the location, the people, the situation, how it happened and all. I still remember them well.
I found out my dreams got lesser ever since the day I stepped onto the land of Japan and these precious dreams came to me accurately every time. I remembered there were few times, I got so nervous because examination is around and I dreamt of the scene where I’m doing the particular paper I’m most worried of. Guess what?! On the day where I am supposed to sit for that paper, every single detail happened exactly like those in my dreams.
It had been long since the last time I dreamt. Last Sunday night, which was 4 days back, I had a nightmare. I couldn’t remember the dream but I knew it was a terrible dream where I woke up in the middle of the night. When I’m awake, sat up straight on my bed, trying my best to recall what had just happened, I only remembered picturing red images but I can’t figure out what it is. After thinking for quite some time, forced myself to recall my dream since it bothered me as it made me feel so uneasy, I slowly thought about two things in the dream which were scary to me. I see tooth, not extracted tooth, not a nice perfect tooth in the mouth but a fractured tooth and I see blood. So the red images were blood? Hmm… I then try to forget about it. I think it is because of the lab work again which stress me out.
I told my roommate that I had nightmare but I never told her what I saw. Monday night, I remembered I had another nightmare but this time, I really can’t recall, not a single bit of it. I felt so uneasy in me. I didn’t know why I told my roommate without reasoning, ‘Something bad will happen’. She stared at me but did not utter a word. Wednesday morning, I have IMT practical in the morning as usual. I thought I can get the signature easily as I perfected every single complaint that all the lecturers did. Guess what?! Just before the practical ended, this volcano-like lecturer suddenly commented that my model made is asymmetry. So I have to modify it. Whether I have to redo the whole thing or how I am going to do it, that is all up to me. I spent time these two days mending my work model at home thinking of why it gave me so many problems. Am I weak in doing all these models? Is it because of I got no skill? I am not talented? Or what? What else reason can it be?
Now, it is Thursday already. I only got a day left until my next practical. I wondered if I have enough time restructuring the model. I didn’t manage to do it well. All I did was adding gyps, cutting gyps, add and cut, add and cut, continuously. The angle just doesn’t seem to be right. When it is correct on the maxillary model, it has problem with its mandible and it went the opposite way too. I got fed up with this adding and cutting! I suddenly thought about the nightmare I had few days back. Does the dreams related to this work model? I saw fractured tooth in my dream. Now that I add and cut so much, both the 3rd molars for the maxillary arch were cut a little. Hopefully it won’t reduce a lot of my marks. I saw blood, which was a bad sign. Does it mean this restructuring job is really hard to do? Am I crazy relating my dream to this? Or am I superstitious or what? But there were really many things which I dreamt, had really come true.
I once came across to an article about dreams, about 5 to 6 years back. It is a very interesting article explaining on the reason behind the dreams but I can’t remember much about the whole thing since I read it so long ago. I only remembered it said IF we dreamt about something is chasing us, no matter it is an animal or what so ever, as long as there is something chasing us which made us run in the dream, it shows that WE are having problems in our daily life. Many unsolved problems which stressed us out, that are why we have dreams like that. Besides, the article also stated that IF we moved physically when we’re sleeping, hitting the pillow for an example, that is just a reaction resembling our daily life. IF we do hit pillows, it shows that we were grumpy most of the time when we are awake.
Reading article like this, it made me feel like knowing more about dreams. I wondered at times if others have the same condition as me. I often felt my dreams are ‘previews’ on what is going to happen to me when I’m awake, maybe on the day itself or maybe in few days to come. Most of my dreams came true in my life. Sometimes, I don’t even believe myself! I have a friend who told me when we once talked about dreams, she said ‘If you tell your dreams to others, it won’t come true, in fact, if you keep things to yourself, it might happen and only you know how true it is because nobody else knows what you dreamt.’ Believe it or not, I had a bad dream and this is the only dream I shared with another person, my grandma and it turned out that this bad dream didn’t came true *touch wood* I didn’t know why I had this same bad dream again. It happened, the night I finished my last paper for UPSR for the first time, and the second time I got the same nightmare was the night I’ve done my last paper for PMR. I dreamt that I got kidnapped nearby my school (MGS). I still remember the details till today, the location, the people, the situation, how it happened and all. I still remember them well.
I found out my dreams got lesser ever since the day I stepped onto the land of Japan and these precious dreams came to me accurately every time. I remembered there were few times, I got so nervous because examination is around and I dreamt of the scene where I’m doing the particular paper I’m most worried of. Guess what?! On the day where I am supposed to sit for that paper, every single detail happened exactly like those in my dreams.
It had been long since the last time I dreamt. Last Sunday night, which was 4 days back, I had a nightmare. I couldn’t remember the dream but I knew it was a terrible dream where I woke up in the middle of the night. When I’m awake, sat up straight on my bed, trying my best to recall what had just happened, I only remembered picturing red images but I can’t figure out what it is. After thinking for quite some time, forced myself to recall my dream since it bothered me as it made me feel so uneasy, I slowly thought about two things in the dream which were scary to me. I see tooth, not extracted tooth, not a nice perfect tooth in the mouth but a fractured tooth and I see blood. So the red images were blood? Hmm… I then try to forget about it. I think it is because of the lab work again which stress me out.
I told my roommate that I had nightmare but I never told her what I saw. Monday night, I remembered I had another nightmare but this time, I really can’t recall, not a single bit of it. I felt so uneasy in me. I didn’t know why I told my roommate without reasoning, ‘Something bad will happen’. She stared at me but did not utter a word. Wednesday morning, I have IMT practical in the morning as usual. I thought I can get the signature easily as I perfected every single complaint that all the lecturers did. Guess what?! Just before the practical ended, this volcano-like lecturer suddenly commented that my model made is asymmetry. So I have to modify it. Whether I have to redo the whole thing or how I am going to do it, that is all up to me. I spent time these two days mending my work model at home thinking of why it gave me so many problems. Am I weak in doing all these models? Is it because of I got no skill? I am not talented? Or what? What else reason can it be?
Now, it is Thursday already. I only got a day left until my next practical. I wondered if I have enough time restructuring the model. I didn’t manage to do it well. All I did was adding gyps, cutting gyps, add and cut, add and cut, continuously. The angle just doesn’t seem to be right. When it is correct on the maxillary model, it has problem with its mandible and it went the opposite way too. I got fed up with this adding and cutting! I suddenly thought about the nightmare I had few days back. Does the dreams related to this work model? I saw fractured tooth in my dream. Now that I add and cut so much, both the 3rd molars for the maxillary arch were cut a little. Hopefully it won’t reduce a lot of my marks. I saw blood, which was a bad sign. Does it mean this restructuring job is really hard to do? Am I crazy relating my dream to this? Or am I superstitious or what? But there were really many things which I dreamt, had really come true.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I’m involved in MCCC events as Organizing Committee again
I had a meeting with MCCC members again at 1.30pm even I already quit myself as the shadow committee in the board. Not only that, in fact, we all FKGs *I meant all Malaysian Chinese students in the Faculty of Dentistry* had decided not to be the members in MCCC for certain reason due to the condition here. As usual, most of them were late. Them here, I meant those who were from the Faculty of Medicine of course. They are never early. I really don’t understand them. We, people from Dentistry are said to be ‘invited’ to be one of the organizing committee and see what they had done. They always make us wait for them for about half an hour. It is a waste of time! Since we are ‘invited’, so I say we are guests so they should actually respect us right? Sigh…
It is a meeting about the coming Chinese New Year dinner. I’m one of the organizing committees. They knew I’m good in talking so, they are smart enough to choose me to be their Master of Ceremony once again with Tracie, Karyn and ZW. Besides, I’m in-charge of ticket sales too. See… there is no way I can deny how smart these people from the Faculty of Medicine. Last year, oh… I meant this year’s (2008) Chinese Ney Year Auspicious Dinner used only 3 weeks for preparation. They did not have enough time to do all the preparations and so they asked for my help last minute to be their MC and they doubted my ability! After the dinner, many praised my job that night and said I brought them high up especially the game sessions. *I’m just being proud of myself, no other means okay?* So, they are here again, looking for me to help them, be their Master of Ceremony, also, selling the tickets in FKG. FKG means Fakultas Kedokteran GIgi (Faculty of Dentistry).
They wanted to make a bigger dinner this time. That is why I got so nervous about all the dress-ups since there will definitely be more people this time. They planned to sell off 500 seats because we managed to get 350 guests during the last dinner even though we only prepared in 3 weeks time. My personal hair stylist and make-up artist is not in Medan anymore. She is indeed a very good hair stylist and damn good in doing make-up. Dixie!!! I miss you so much! She is now studying in Salem, India. She left Medan, I’m not sure of the reason, perhaps she is not so happy with the system here. Now she is in India, studying in the Faculty of Dentistry too but not in second year. She didn’t manage to transfer credit so she is now studying starting from the very basic again.
I wonder who they will pair me up with as for the MC Job. All the other 3 MCs looked so serious. I’m not that kind of serious MC. I’m an informal MC who craps more on the stage. That is my second problem, worry if I can’t cooperate with them well.
It is a meeting about the coming Chinese New Year dinner. I’m one of the organizing committees. They knew I’m good in talking so, they are smart enough to choose me to be their Master of Ceremony once again with Tracie, Karyn and ZW. Besides, I’m in-charge of ticket sales too. See… there is no way I can deny how smart these people from the Faculty of Medicine. Last year, oh… I meant this year’s (2008) Chinese Ney Year Auspicious Dinner used only 3 weeks for preparation. They did not have enough time to do all the preparations and so they asked for my help last minute to be their MC and they doubted my ability! After the dinner, many praised my job that night and said I brought them high up especially the game sessions. *I’m just being proud of myself, no other means okay?* So, they are here again, looking for me to help them, be their Master of Ceremony, also, selling the tickets in FKG. FKG means Fakultas Kedokteran GIgi (Faculty of Dentistry).
They wanted to make a bigger dinner this time. That is why I got so nervous about all the dress-ups since there will definitely be more people this time. They planned to sell off 500 seats because we managed to get 350 guests during the last dinner even though we only prepared in 3 weeks time. My personal hair stylist and make-up artist is not in Medan anymore. She is indeed a very good hair stylist and damn good in doing make-up. Dixie!!! I miss you so much! She is now studying in Salem, India. She left Medan, I’m not sure of the reason, perhaps she is not so happy with the system here. Now she is in India, studying in the Faculty of Dentistry too but not in second year. She didn’t manage to transfer credit so she is now studying starting from the very basic again.
I wonder who they will pair me up with as for the MC Job. All the other 3 MCs looked so serious. I’m not that kind of serious MC. I’m an informal MC who craps more on the stage. That is my second problem, worry if I can’t cooperate with them well.
Friday, November 21, 2008
I'm so pissed off!
I was so happy this morning thinking of going back home. Why must these people spoil my mood? I already tried my very best to be really patience but I can stand NO MORE!
I almost argued with B last night at home because of Radiology assignment given by Dr. Cek Dara that day. I am very sure that if I didn't control myself last night, I might have already exploded. Living at a place like this, with this bunch of brainless people around me, I really must control myself so that I don't explode easily. I am very clear myself that I can't be the old me anymore because everybody here is just SO different.
I won't say I hate them because I know if I hate them, my life here for the coming years will be real suffering for me. I just don't like the way they do things! I did some parts of the journal. L passed it to me yesterday evening. I didn't take my usual short nap just to complete this assignment thinking that I have to submit it today. When I was doing it, B messaged *which I don't know why he must message when he is just outside my room* he asked if his thumb drive is with me. I said yea... because the files are in his thumb drive and I'm doing the part I should do. He replied, do faster and hand me back my thumb drive.
So I thought he rushed me that way because he wanted to do his part that time. I did them as quickly as I can and I passed it back to him at around 6pm. What happened that pissed me off is he disturbed my mood right before I sleep! SLEEP is a very important thing to me. Those who gave me calls while I’m sleeping will surely get a good scolding from me if the call is all of nonsense but if that call is important, I’ll answer the call seriously and of course, I’m not that mean to scold. Come one, I know when and who to scold.
It was about 12.30am and I was preparing myself for a good sleep last night since I didn’t take a short nap in the evening, I was lying on my bed already, hugging Mr. Patrick in my hands and I received message from B again.
Hey, sleep already? I guess it is still early for you right? Busy what?
Why? Radiology assignment done?
Assignment? Why? Hmm… I don’t know how to say. The others just seemed not to concern about this assignment. Every time I asked them about it, they just answered don’t know. I also don’t what to do with it.
Excuse me, tomorrow we have to pass up le… Print out the journal and also the slides we did, also, burn them both into CD. I saw Joel’s group submit both hard and soft copy yesterday. Has C got the email from Andrew already? I’ve asked Andrew to send the format of the first page for the journal to him.
You want to know about C, you go ask him yourself la… Eh… you know why I’m absent to class today? I got food poisoning again T.T
Reading that message, I got up from my bed and walked out of my room to C’s room, knocked his door and asked him about the email. He said he got it, I was relieved. So I asked him if he can pass me the completed journal and presentations at the same time, together with the format because I also need it for my pharmacology journal which I have to submit tomorrow morning. He said all the journals are done and surprisingly, he said it out loudly ‘hey come on la… We were given 3 weeks to do this journal. How can I not finish them?’ That moment, I am pretty sure he thought I was mentioning pharmacology journal so I told him ‘I meant Radiology journal. We have to submit that tomorrow.’
He looked at me, puzzled and then gave me a great shock by saying ‘where is it now?’
I was like ‘huh? You’re asking me where is it now? Alright! Forget about it, you pass me the format. I need them for my vitamin B6.’ Then, I walked grumpily to B’s room, knocked his room and entered without him answering the knocks. I asked him where are the slides and the journal now and if everything is done. He opened up the files in his thumb drive not knowing which file it is. It was so obvious he hasn’t open up or go through the work ever since I passed the thumb drive back to him. He then asked me what he should do. He thought I’ve done everything.
What?! You were rushing me and now you things like this. I sounded quite angry talking to him that time. L is here at the right time to say he will do the rest. I wasn’t angry because they didn’t do the work. I was pissed off because they were not doing it and they didn’t let me do it when I say let me finish up the rest. He said never mind. What did he mean by saying all these? I don’t care if you have food poisoning or what so ever because I am so NOT going to trust what you say anymore. I mean, dudes… let you guys judge this. He is saying he has food poisoning that is why he can’t attend the classes in the morning. That must be quite a serious case right? But what I see when I arrive home at 3pm after class was, he is gaming. He was gaming until the time he messaged me at 12.30am! Do you think he is sick or what?!
He sent me another message at around 2.45am later telling me not to worry because he and L had done everything. Okay. I tried to trust them for the very last time and it was an ABSOLUTE wrong to trust them. This morning I came out of home early to Medic Ed and Dent Café to get online to book my flight ticket. I was so happy that time because I thought I’ve done all my assignments, Pharmacology, Prosthodontics, Radiology, everything! You name it, I’ve done them! And I just book my flight ticket back. What a wonderful morning huh.
I was so wrong. I entered the class, I only see N in the class. The others all skip class as usual. He showed me the things he printed. While handing the compilations to me, I asked if they already burn them into CD. He said no. Fine. Soft copy is not a very big deal. Once I looked into the journal, GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! It was all in a mess! Everything is not in order! Slides?! Wow~ I’ve never seen such great work! It was the 3 slides plus another two slides that L did. 5 slides?! Still that 5 old slides and he messaged informing me he done them last night?! Kill me! KILL ME! I feel like banging my head into the wall for that instance! OMG! I really never thought they would give me such a big surprise in this early morning. Luckily I have my laptop with me.
I tried my best to continue doing the slides after class at 11am. Now, this time, N rushed me telling me to do faster because it is Friday today. The Muslims will have to pray and so all departments will close at 12pm. I did them at my best and I managed to do another 5 slides. At least 10 slides look like something I am not embarrassed to hand it up to my lecturer. N quickly ran out to get them printed again and then submit the work to the department.
See… I really am not mad at them because they didn’t do work because I already know them few days back. I just don’t understand why B acted exactly like a weirdo? He acted like that ever since the incident during our last holiday. Is it my entire fault that he acted so awkwardly right now? If it is a YES, I apologize but why is he doing all these to me? Telling me he is sick and stuff. Sending me messages like… sigh… This is not the first time already. I’m speechless. Sometimes, I really felt like shouting at his face ‘YOU ARE VERY ANNOYING! STOP DISTURBING ME! DON’T MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE. I WANT TO STAY HERE HAPPILY SO PLEASE, GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!’ But in the end, I think I shouldn’t say these to him. It hurts. We are still housemates, course-mates and classmates after all. I don’t want us to be not talking to each other even though we are living under the same roof.
I almost argued with B last night at home because of Radiology assignment given by Dr. Cek Dara that day. I am very sure that if I didn't control myself last night, I might have already exploded. Living at a place like this, with this bunch of brainless people around me, I really must control myself so that I don't explode easily. I am very clear myself that I can't be the old me anymore because everybody here is just SO different.
I won't say I hate them because I know if I hate them, my life here for the coming years will be real suffering for me. I just don't like the way they do things! I did some parts of the journal. L passed it to me yesterday evening. I didn't take my usual short nap just to complete this assignment thinking that I have to submit it today. When I was doing it, B messaged *which I don't know why he must message when he is just outside my room* he asked if his thumb drive is with me. I said yea... because the files are in his thumb drive and I'm doing the part I should do. He replied, do faster and hand me back my thumb drive.
So I thought he rushed me that way because he wanted to do his part that time. I did them as quickly as I can and I passed it back to him at around 6pm. What happened that pissed me off is he disturbed my mood right before I sleep! SLEEP is a very important thing to me. Those who gave me calls while I’m sleeping will surely get a good scolding from me if the call is all of nonsense but if that call is important, I’ll answer the call seriously and of course, I’m not that mean to scold. Come one, I know when and who to scold.
It was about 12.30am and I was preparing myself for a good sleep last night since I didn’t take a short nap in the evening, I was lying on my bed already, hugging Mr. Patrick in my hands and I received message from B again.
Hey, sleep already? I guess it is still early for you right? Busy what?
Why? Radiology assignment done?
Assignment? Why? Hmm… I don’t know how to say. The others just seemed not to concern about this assignment. Every time I asked them about it, they just answered don’t know. I also don’t what to do with it.
Excuse me, tomorrow we have to pass up le… Print out the journal and also the slides we did, also, burn them both into CD. I saw Joel’s group submit both hard and soft copy yesterday. Has C got the email from Andrew already? I’ve asked Andrew to send the format of the first page for the journal to him.
You want to know about C, you go ask him yourself la… Eh… you know why I’m absent to class today? I got food poisoning again T.T
Reading that message, I got up from my bed and walked out of my room to C’s room, knocked his door and asked him about the email. He said he got it, I was relieved. So I asked him if he can pass me the completed journal and presentations at the same time, together with the format because I also need it for my pharmacology journal which I have to submit tomorrow morning. He said all the journals are done and surprisingly, he said it out loudly ‘hey come on la… We were given 3 weeks to do this journal. How can I not finish them?’ That moment, I am pretty sure he thought I was mentioning pharmacology journal so I told him ‘I meant Radiology journal. We have to submit that tomorrow.’
He looked at me, puzzled and then gave me a great shock by saying ‘where is it now?’
I was like ‘huh? You’re asking me where is it now? Alright! Forget about it, you pass me the format. I need them for my vitamin B6.’ Then, I walked grumpily to B’s room, knocked his room and entered without him answering the knocks. I asked him where are the slides and the journal now and if everything is done. He opened up the files in his thumb drive not knowing which file it is. It was so obvious he hasn’t open up or go through the work ever since I passed the thumb drive back to him. He then asked me what he should do. He thought I’ve done everything.
What?! You were rushing me and now you things like this. I sounded quite angry talking to him that time. L is here at the right time to say he will do the rest. I wasn’t angry because they didn’t do the work. I was pissed off because they were not doing it and they didn’t let me do it when I say let me finish up the rest. He said never mind. What did he mean by saying all these? I don’t care if you have food poisoning or what so ever because I am so NOT going to trust what you say anymore. I mean, dudes… let you guys judge this. He is saying he has food poisoning that is why he can’t attend the classes in the morning. That must be quite a serious case right? But what I see when I arrive home at 3pm after class was, he is gaming. He was gaming until the time he messaged me at 12.30am! Do you think he is sick or what?!
He sent me another message at around 2.45am later telling me not to worry because he and L had done everything. Okay. I tried to trust them for the very last time and it was an ABSOLUTE wrong to trust them. This morning I came out of home early to Medic Ed and Dent Café to get online to book my flight ticket. I was so happy that time because I thought I’ve done all my assignments, Pharmacology, Prosthodontics, Radiology, everything! You name it, I’ve done them! And I just book my flight ticket back. What a wonderful morning huh.
I was so wrong. I entered the class, I only see N in the class. The others all skip class as usual. He showed me the things he printed. While handing the compilations to me, I asked if they already burn them into CD. He said no. Fine. Soft copy is not a very big deal. Once I looked into the journal, GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! It was all in a mess! Everything is not in order! Slides?! Wow~ I’ve never seen such great work! It was the 3 slides plus another two slides that L did. 5 slides?! Still that 5 old slides and he messaged informing me he done them last night?! Kill me! KILL ME! I feel like banging my head into the wall for that instance! OMG! I really never thought they would give me such a big surprise in this early morning. Luckily I have my laptop with me.
I tried my best to continue doing the slides after class at 11am. Now, this time, N rushed me telling me to do faster because it is Friday today. The Muslims will have to pray and so all departments will close at 12pm. I did them at my best and I managed to do another 5 slides. At least 10 slides look like something I am not embarrassed to hand it up to my lecturer. N quickly ran out to get them printed again and then submit the work to the department.
See… I really am not mad at them because they didn’t do work because I already know them few days back. I just don’t understand why B acted exactly like a weirdo? He acted like that ever since the incident during our last holiday. Is it my entire fault that he acted so awkwardly right now? If it is a YES, I apologize but why is he doing all these to me? Telling me he is sick and stuff. Sending me messages like… sigh… This is not the first time already. I’m speechless. Sometimes, I really felt like shouting at his face ‘YOU ARE VERY ANNOYING! STOP DISTURBING ME! DON’T MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE. I WANT TO STAY HERE HAPPILY SO PLEASE, GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!’ But in the end, I think I shouldn’t say these to him. It hurts. We are still housemates, course-mates and classmates after all. I don’t want us to be not talking to each other even though we are living under the same roof.
Malaysia, I'll be BACK!!!
Hello people! Li Ting is here, very happy today, not because of examination are coming soon of course *I’m not crazy =.=* It is because… hahaha… because… you know what I’m going to say right? Final is in two weeks time which is so damn scary because this time I really haven’t open up my books. There are too many assignments waiting for me lately. Second mid semester examination on the other hand will be here in a week time but fortunately, that is only for few subjects. Once I’m done with all these examination which drives me crazy and go dizzy, I’ll head back to MALAYSIA! Even though Malaysia is not the best country to me BUT I’m proud being a Malaysian ever since I stay here in Indonesia for studies. Lol.
I just booked my air ticket back home. Home sweet home! Wee~ I can’t wait for the day to come. 19th of December, it is less than a month! This time is a bit different from the previous time I go back. I booked a morning flight. So, I’ll arrive to Terminal LCC (LCCT), Malaysia at noon. The flight takes only 50 minutes. Sometimes if the pilot is good *because he brings me back home faster*, it’ll take me less than 50 minutes. Wow~ well, well, well, I know I am very crazily excited right now but I just can’t help it! I miss Malaysia so much!
Day time flight will bring some tiny trouble for me actually. Back to KL, all my relatives are working that time. That is why I always take night flight when I coming back from Medan, Indonesia. This time it is different because my family doesn’t want me to go to the airport alone at night. Once you had an experience in this Polonia Airport, you’ll understand why my family got so worried when they hear the others are not coming back with me, taking the night flight as usual. Now that I’m taking a day time flight, all my housemates will take the same flight with me. Back to Malaysia, all of us will go to separate ways. N will head back to Kuala Lipis, Pahang, L will go to his sister’s house at Johor with his parents I guess, while C will take a bus to KL Central as usual and then LRT back to his house which is situated at Setapak. I don’t know where B will go. We didn’t really talk these days, not in this semester, especially after that incident last holiday. Last but not least, O, the only medicine student in my house, I don’t know when he will go home. His timetable is different from us.
Alright, enough about the guys in my house! Both the pretty and cute girls in the house will go home together this time. Of course, J is not my sister! We, in fact, has NO any family relationship even though her parents and my mother were from the same place, Sitiawan, Perak. I’ll follow her car to her house from LCCT because my relatives are all working, none of them can fetch me from airport. I thought of taking a taxi or some other alternatives to go back to Aunty Joan’s house but I don’t have the keys. So, the plan now is to follow J to her house and wait for Uncle Jacky to come looking for me at around evening.
I always feel that I bring a lot of trouble to Aunty Joan and Uncle Jacky. They helped me a lot and I know they love me a lot! When I was in Kuantan, they always visit me and my family, bring me for travelling with them *even though we travel in Malaysia, but guess what?? I haven’t visited Sabah and Sarawak, others, I’ve been to those states already*and they buy me things. Not only that, Aunty Joan helped a lot on my studies, not teaching me on lessons I don’t understand, but finding information on Medical and Dentistry studies, helped me looking for dental suppliers all around KL, Selangor and Penang, and many others. BUT look at what I’ve gave them. NOTHING! I gave them absolutely nothing! At this age, what can I do? All I can do now is to study real hard and not disappoint them. I’ve disappoint Uncle Jacky once. I don’t want to repeat it again. He always wanted me to take law studies, so did the others in my family and also all my teachers (school and tuition teachers) but I took dentistry in the end which I myself didn’t know why. I feel funny sometimes on why we didn’t even know why we are doing something. It is as if we do it according to intuitions. I wondered if all these decisions are made right >.<
I just booked my air ticket back home. Home sweet home! Wee~ I can’t wait for the day to come. 19th of December, it is less than a month! This time is a bit different from the previous time I go back. I booked a morning flight. So, I’ll arrive to Terminal LCC (LCCT), Malaysia at noon. The flight takes only 50 minutes. Sometimes if the pilot is good *because he brings me back home faster*, it’ll take me less than 50 minutes. Wow~ well, well, well, I know I am very crazily excited right now but I just can’t help it! I miss Malaysia so much!
Day time flight will bring some tiny trouble for me actually. Back to KL, all my relatives are working that time. That is why I always take night flight when I coming back from Medan, Indonesia. This time it is different because my family doesn’t want me to go to the airport alone at night. Once you had an experience in this Polonia Airport, you’ll understand why my family got so worried when they hear the others are not coming back with me, taking the night flight as usual. Now that I’m taking a day time flight, all my housemates will take the same flight with me. Back to Malaysia, all of us will go to separate ways. N will head back to Kuala Lipis, Pahang, L will go to his sister’s house at Johor with his parents I guess, while C will take a bus to KL Central as usual and then LRT back to his house which is situated at Setapak. I don’t know where B will go. We didn’t really talk these days, not in this semester, especially after that incident last holiday. Last but not least, O, the only medicine student in my house, I don’t know when he will go home. His timetable is different from us.
Alright, enough about the guys in my house! Both the pretty and cute girls in the house will go home together this time. Of course, J is not my sister! We, in fact, has NO any family relationship even though her parents and my mother were from the same place, Sitiawan, Perak. I’ll follow her car to her house from LCCT because my relatives are all working, none of them can fetch me from airport. I thought of taking a taxi or some other alternatives to go back to Aunty Joan’s house but I don’t have the keys. So, the plan now is to follow J to her house and wait for Uncle Jacky to come looking for me at around evening.
I always feel that I bring a lot of trouble to Aunty Joan and Uncle Jacky. They helped me a lot and I know they love me a lot! When I was in Kuantan, they always visit me and my family, bring me for travelling with them *even though we travel in Malaysia, but guess what?? I haven’t visited Sabah and Sarawak, others, I’ve been to those states already*and they buy me things. Not only that, Aunty Joan helped a lot on my studies, not teaching me on lessons I don’t understand, but finding information on Medical and Dentistry studies, helped me looking for dental suppliers all around KL, Selangor and Penang, and many others. BUT look at what I’ve gave them. NOTHING! I gave them absolutely nothing! At this age, what can I do? All I can do now is to study real hard and not disappoint them. I’ve disappoint Uncle Jacky once. I don’t want to repeat it again. He always wanted me to take law studies, so did the others in my family and also all my teachers (school and tuition teachers) but I took dentistry in the end which I myself didn’t know why. I feel funny sometimes on why we didn’t even know why we are doing something. It is as if we do it according to intuitions. I wondered if all these decisions are made right >.<
Thursday, November 20, 2008
li ting is POLITE?! I+M+P+O+S+S+I+B+L+E= IMPOSSIBLE! Even though I always say NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE!
This is the second place for me to write out all my complaints, discomforts, everything, my feelings: happy, sad, excited, bored… etc. My diary is the first place of course. I found out I only write diary when I wasn’t in Malaysia. Why? Perhaps, my best friends are not around me? Perhaps, papa and mama are not here with me? I got no idea.
My lip hurts! It is all because of the IMT lab work. My lab partner, N *yea… the same guy who is staying in the same house with me* accidentally broke his model and now he has to redo it. Redo the whole thing starting from getting the impression of my teeth. I didn’t know why this time it is so difficult for him to get my impression until that he used more than about 700g of alginate. We continually tried to get this impression for few hours in a day until my gums bleed at around my premolars and first molars. Not only that, my lower lip swells too. I only realized it was swollen after I took my bath and look myself into the mirror two days back.
Yesterday, the swell on my lower lip slowly reduced but it swells inside the cheeks, especially my right check. It was a little painful but I still manage to look as if it doesn’t hurt me at all. Today, I can’t open my mouth widely as usual because when I do so, it hurts. My friends were asking why I looked so polite, talked so softly, and ate so slowly today. Wakakaka… I felt funny in me when they asked that. That was the first time in my life that people said I AM POLITE! OMG! I never thought this day will come lol.
Even so, back home after classes, we did this impressing stuff again at home. He was a little afraid if I hurt. According to him, even though I said I still can do it, but my face reactions betrayed me every time he tried to put the impression tray into my mouth. Today, it bleeds again in my mouth maybe because he didn’t put it right, the metal, it was stainless steel actually, at the sides of the impression tray were pressed wrongly down to my mandible arch to get my impression. He placed the impression tray to deep into my mouth and so the stainless steels were pressed onto my anterior teeth. The blood flows out of its capillary voluntarily. It hurts more this time actually. The right side of my lip were getting more painful than morning time.
I know how stressful it is not completing this lab work. I faced this before. I sensed he is under stress too. I just hope he can get my impression as soon as possible. I told him to do it again. Actually there were few impressions we got were quite good but we both were not satisfied. Maybe it is because we were both perfectionists? Many people here said I am a perfectionist and that is why I’m always stressed out. I never satisfied with my own work even though many people think what I did were very good.
A very good example, Anatomy journal! I spent 2 hours for one drawing and yet I am still not satisfied with my own drawing. The others spent 2 hours for the whole journal which includes at least 40 pictures of bones, joints, muscles, and foramen. They said I wasted too much time on all these nonsense which is actually already a very good work. Even lecturer doesn’t really believe that it was my drawing, he thought I scanned them, he even tried to rub his fingers on the pictures to check if I photocopied or I drew it with 2B pencils. Hey people, I’m not trying to show off okay. I’m just giving an example on why people say I’m a perfectionist.
I really hope N can get a nice model out of this newly made impression. Don’t waste my blood, N! lol. Anyway, if he really has to redo it, as his lab partner, I still have to sacrifice my mouth. OMG! Sounded like I sacrificed a lot but nope! I made him suffer previously too for my good models even though I didn’t make him bleed and swell. Now it is my turn to help him.
My lip hurts! It is all because of the IMT lab work. My lab partner, N *yea… the same guy who is staying in the same house with me* accidentally broke his model and now he has to redo it. Redo the whole thing starting from getting the impression of my teeth. I didn’t know why this time it is so difficult for him to get my impression until that he used more than about 700g of alginate. We continually tried to get this impression for few hours in a day until my gums bleed at around my premolars and first molars. Not only that, my lower lip swells too. I only realized it was swollen after I took my bath and look myself into the mirror two days back.
Yesterday, the swell on my lower lip slowly reduced but it swells inside the cheeks, especially my right check. It was a little painful but I still manage to look as if it doesn’t hurt me at all. Today, I can’t open my mouth widely as usual because when I do so, it hurts. My friends were asking why I looked so polite, talked so softly, and ate so slowly today. Wakakaka… I felt funny in me when they asked that. That was the first time in my life that people said I AM POLITE! OMG! I never thought this day will come lol.
Even so, back home after classes, we did this impressing stuff again at home. He was a little afraid if I hurt. According to him, even though I said I still can do it, but my face reactions betrayed me every time he tried to put the impression tray into my mouth. Today, it bleeds again in my mouth maybe because he didn’t put it right, the metal, it was stainless steel actually, at the sides of the impression tray were pressed wrongly down to my mandible arch to get my impression. He placed the impression tray to deep into my mouth and so the stainless steels were pressed onto my anterior teeth. The blood flows out of its capillary voluntarily. It hurts more this time actually. The right side of my lip were getting more painful than morning time.
I know how stressful it is not completing this lab work. I faced this before. I sensed he is under stress too. I just hope he can get my impression as soon as possible. I told him to do it again. Actually there were few impressions we got were quite good but we both were not satisfied. Maybe it is because we were both perfectionists? Many people here said I am a perfectionist and that is why I’m always stressed out. I never satisfied with my own work even though many people think what I did were very good.
A very good example, Anatomy journal! I spent 2 hours for one drawing and yet I am still not satisfied with my own drawing. The others spent 2 hours for the whole journal which includes at least 40 pictures of bones, joints, muscles, and foramen. They said I wasted too much time on all these nonsense which is actually already a very good work. Even lecturer doesn’t really believe that it was my drawing, he thought I scanned them, he even tried to rub his fingers on the pictures to check if I photocopied or I drew it with 2B pencils. Hey people, I’m not trying to show off okay. I’m just giving an example on why people say I’m a perfectionist.
I really hope N can get a nice model out of this newly made impression. Don’t waste my blood, N! lol. Anyway, if he really has to redo it, as his lab partner, I still have to sacrifice my mouth. OMG! Sounded like I sacrificed a lot but nope! I made him suffer previously too for my good models even though I didn’t make him bleed and swell. Now it is my turn to help him.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
frustrated with people's attitudes >.<
I'm NOT HAPPY with the guys in my house. Very very disappointed indeed. Why do all the guys play games crazily ESPECIALLY DOTA?! Gosh~ Gaming is more important than assignments now? Why can't they stop just for an hour to complete the assignments? Wanna say I'm fussy? busybody? GO AHEAD! Shout at me! I won't be like this if I'm not in the same group with them. Who cares if they didn't submit their assignments. It is none of my business! BUT now that I care so much because all 5 of us including myself is in the same group.
We've been given 1 week time to finish up this assignment of Dental Radiology on Temporomandibular Joint (TMJ).I know I was lazy and did only 2 slides of the presentations, and I then passed the things I've done to N 2 days after the assignment was given. 2 slides are not too little right? See... 5 people in a group, each do 2 slides, that makes 10 slides. That is just nice! Brilliant me! wakakakak...
So, we're supposed to submit this work today morning. Yesterday morning during my Pathology Anatomy practical, I asked the guys if they've done the work. They asked me looking innocent 'what are you talking about? What assignment?'. FINE. I explained to them about what to do.
Last night, at arounf 8pm, B messaged and asked 'what assignment were you talking about this morning? I just came home. The others are gaming. Nobody seemed to do this assignment. So what should I do? I thought TMJ, lecturer haven't teach us that. Where do we find the materials and info to do the presentation.' I replied 'Lecturer haven't teach about it and she wanted us to do the presentation.' Guess what he replied next? He said 'Then what should we write in the slides? Write whatever we like? You said you did 3 slides and that 3 slides include the first slide which only write the title and our names?!'
I was like OMG! Can't you find the infos online and then as usual, translate all the English articles into Indonesian language?! I don't want him to think that I have prejudice on him so I instead choose not to reply him. I walked to L's room after that and told him to do the slides with the others.
Alright! I thought they would do it after they finish their so-called last round. This morning, they said they done another extra 2 slides, which means we got altogether 5 slides right now and gave me reasons saying they didn't know we have this assignents. They only know it last night. How can they find the infos that late. I was like WTH?! I've told you guys and I passed my works to N few days back and now you guys are putting the blames on me?! Talking bout can't find info online, I thought Mr C still has the internet service for himself in his room?! They then didn't dare talking to me.
Fortunately, Dr. Cek Dara didn't call any of our names to come out for presentation. I wonder what she will comment seeing our great work. She got to know some of my classmates who haven't done their work though and she gave us another few days time, so we have to submit it to her by this Friday. I won't want to be in the same group with these people anymore unless there is no other choice. I don't want to take the risk.
We've been given 1 week time to finish up this assignment of Dental Radiology on Temporomandibular Joint (TMJ).I know I was lazy and did only 2 slides of the presentations, and I then passed the things I've done to N 2 days after the assignment was given. 2 slides are not too little right? See... 5 people in a group, each do 2 slides, that makes 10 slides. That is just nice! Brilliant me! wakakakak...
So, we're supposed to submit this work today morning. Yesterday morning during my Pathology Anatomy practical, I asked the guys if they've done the work. They asked me looking innocent 'what are you talking about? What assignment?'. FINE. I explained to them about what to do.
Last night, at arounf 8pm, B messaged and asked 'what assignment were you talking about this morning? I just came home. The others are gaming. Nobody seemed to do this assignment. So what should I do? I thought TMJ, lecturer haven't teach us that. Where do we find the materials and info to do the presentation.' I replied 'Lecturer haven't teach about it and she wanted us to do the presentation.' Guess what he replied next? He said 'Then what should we write in the slides? Write whatever we like? You said you did 3 slides and that 3 slides include the first slide which only write the title and our names?!'
I was like OMG! Can't you find the infos online and then as usual, translate all the English articles into Indonesian language?! I don't want him to think that I have prejudice on him so I instead choose not to reply him. I walked to L's room after that and told him to do the slides with the others.
Alright! I thought they would do it after they finish their so-called last round. This morning, they said they done another extra 2 slides, which means we got altogether 5 slides right now and gave me reasons saying they didn't know we have this assignents. They only know it last night. How can they find the infos that late. I was like WTH?! I've told you guys and I passed my works to N few days back and now you guys are putting the blames on me?! Talking bout can't find info online, I thought Mr C still has the internet service for himself in his room?! They then didn't dare talking to me.
Fortunately, Dr. Cek Dara didn't call any of our names to come out for presentation. I wonder what she will comment seeing our great work. She got to know some of my classmates who haven't done their work though and she gave us another few days time, so we have to submit it to her by this Friday. I won't want to be in the same group with these people anymore unless there is no other choice. I don't want to take the risk.
Monday, November 17, 2008
dilemma
I was in dilemma when I received message from Umaiyal asking for my help. I always wanted to help as much people as I can, living here in Medan because I know I’ll need their help one day no matter here in Medan or back in Malaysia. Why in Medan? It is because I’ll need help from friends to get enough patients in my clinical years. Why in Malaysia? Let’s see… I think because we are all dentist-to-be, we might need help from each other? I believe we will all be in different specialization. Talking about specialization, I still don’t know which kind of specialist I should head for. Should I take Orthodontics? Prosthodontics? Dental Maxilla Surgery? Peiodontics? Endodontics? Or what? There are so many, I never thought Dentistry can be divided into so many.
Back to the dilemma in me. She asked me to help her talk to Dr Rehulina tomorrow morning about the attendance signature. She wanted me to say that I accidentally signed in her column since my name is just below hers. Dr Rehulina had barred her from sitting for the coming practical test on this coming Monday because of it. Should I help her? See if I help her, she would be really glad about it and I’m happy helping my friend but what will Dr Rehulina think and say? She might think I’m telling lies or something else like why did I tried to sign for Umaiyal when she is absent for practical, I tried to cover up her mistakes. If I don’t help, I’m save from Dr Rehulina’s punishment but it is so pitiful for Umaiyal. She didn’t ask anybody’s help to sign for her and now nobody wanted to admit that they signed for her.
After thinking about the pros and cons for some time, I of course don’t dare to do it! I called Andrew to ask if he admitted he helped Peiter signed and discussed with him about what I should do on Umaiyal’s case. He too agreed with me that I shouldn’t help Umaiyal this time. Dr Rehulina is just like a sleeping volcano which will explode anytime. It is best not to test her patience. I’m afraid if I help Umaiyal, she will bar me for my coming practical test too. I didn’t want that to happen, especially incidents which will delay my graduation. Say me selfish and realistic this time, but I’m really sorry to Umaiyal I couldn’t help. I wonder what she will do next. I told her to try talking again to Dr Rehulina. Hopefully Dr Rehulina is just scaring her, didn’t really meant to bar her.
Back to the dilemma in me. She asked me to help her talk to Dr Rehulina tomorrow morning about the attendance signature. She wanted me to say that I accidentally signed in her column since my name is just below hers. Dr Rehulina had barred her from sitting for the coming practical test on this coming Monday because of it. Should I help her? See if I help her, she would be really glad about it and I’m happy helping my friend but what will Dr Rehulina think and say? She might think I’m telling lies or something else like why did I tried to sign for Umaiyal when she is absent for practical, I tried to cover up her mistakes. If I don’t help, I’m save from Dr Rehulina’s punishment but it is so pitiful for Umaiyal. She didn’t ask anybody’s help to sign for her and now nobody wanted to admit that they signed for her.
After thinking about the pros and cons for some time, I of course don’t dare to do it! I called Andrew to ask if he admitted he helped Peiter signed and discussed with him about what I should do on Umaiyal’s case. He too agreed with me that I shouldn’t help Umaiyal this time. Dr Rehulina is just like a sleeping volcano which will explode anytime. It is best not to test her patience. I’m afraid if I help Umaiyal, she will bar me for my coming practical test too. I didn’t want that to happen, especially incidents which will delay my graduation. Say me selfish and realistic this time, but I’m really sorry to Umaiyal I couldn’t help. I wonder what she will do next. I told her to try talking again to Dr Rehulina. Hopefully Dr Rehulina is just scaring her, didn’t really meant to bar her.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
po po~ happy birthday!
Here I am in the administration office in the campus. Classes after the mid semester examination that day are all messed up. The lecturers changed the timetable like nobody's business just like today, when I arrived to my class at around 9am, thought I have Pharmacology class at 9am, my classmates told me the class was canceled. I went online in Medic Ed and Dent Cafe again. Back to the class at 11am, attended Pathology Clinic lecture which ended 1 hour and 20 minutes earlier =.='
That is why I am here right now to update my page. Life has been really hectic and IMT lab is very stressful as usual. It stressed me out early of the semester with its carvings in the lab, I couldn't get the signature in time for the first few teeth. Thank GOD I managed to finish off my molars in time. Next, I have to turn these carved models in wax into acrylic. Both the incisors are still on my table. I still need to polish them up till they looked as if they're made of marbles but I haven't been touching them for weeks.
Done with the acrylics, I had this practical where we have to get our partner's impressions for both maxillary and mandible arches. It stressed me out too that time. My partner's teeth are difficult. Wonder if they are difficult or am I just the weak one in practicals all the time? Many advised me not to give up because this is the first time I'm learning and take impression of a person plus his teeth are difficult. Difficult for me as in he has great protrusion for his maxillary arch, he has got a class II teeth. This is better still. My headache worsen when it comes to getting the impression out, especially the mandible model made of Plaster of Paris. Here, the problem is with his crowded teeth.
Guess what?! I used up Rp. 700.000 in just 12 days. I never thought I would use these much. Most of the money were wasted on the materials used for these impressions and models. OMG! They are costing me so much, really never thought dental material can cost me that much. I felt so sorry to ask my partner to be seated there again and again for me to get his impressions. Last night, finally I got the Plaster of Paris out nicely.
I guess the next practical will be stressful too. It is to get the right occlusion from the models I did and hmmm... trim them nicely, cut them in the correct angle and put them into an occludator. I only got 4 practicals left. Hopefully I can finish everything in time. I don't want to repeat such stressful practicals again. I had turned my life upside down. My sleeping time, meal time, everything is not in order. Oh yaa... I'm having my appetite back already so to my friends who are worried of me, as I said to you guys do not worry! hehehe...
I'm trying to take more rice nowadays to gain energy. I felt I've used up all my energy already. I don't where and when I used them though. Finals are so near which is in another 3 weeks time. This time is really different from previous semesters. We have to study everything even those which were taught before mid semester. I must really work hard.
Today is my grandma's birthday and here I wish her Happy Birthday and Have a Great Trip to Egypt and Dubai this coming weekend. I'm not very sure how long she will be off for travelling this time though. Gotta give her a phone call later. Oh ya.. I heard today is also the day where UPSR results will be announced and I bet if it is today, the results are already announced. Hopefully my little cousin brother has good news for me =) GTG! My lappie's battery is running out =P
That is why I am here right now to update my page. Life has been really hectic and IMT lab is very stressful as usual. It stressed me out early of the semester with its carvings in the lab, I couldn't get the signature in time for the first few teeth. Thank GOD I managed to finish off my molars in time. Next, I have to turn these carved models in wax into acrylic. Both the incisors are still on my table. I still need to polish them up till they looked as if they're made of marbles but I haven't been touching them for weeks.
Done with the acrylics, I had this practical where we have to get our partner's impressions for both maxillary and mandible arches. It stressed me out too that time. My partner's teeth are difficult. Wonder if they are difficult or am I just the weak one in practicals all the time? Many advised me not to give up because this is the first time I'm learning and take impression of a person plus his teeth are difficult. Difficult for me as in he has great protrusion for his maxillary arch, he has got a class II teeth. This is better still. My headache worsen when it comes to getting the impression out, especially the mandible model made of Plaster of Paris. Here, the problem is with his crowded teeth.
Guess what?! I used up Rp. 700.000 in just 12 days. I never thought I would use these much. Most of the money were wasted on the materials used for these impressions and models. OMG! They are costing me so much, really never thought dental material can cost me that much. I felt so sorry to ask my partner to be seated there again and again for me to get his impressions. Last night, finally I got the Plaster of Paris out nicely.
I guess the next practical will be stressful too. It is to get the right occlusion from the models I did and hmmm... trim them nicely, cut them in the correct angle and put them into an occludator. I only got 4 practicals left. Hopefully I can finish everything in time. I don't want to repeat such stressful practicals again. I had turned my life upside down. My sleeping time, meal time, everything is not in order. Oh yaa... I'm having my appetite back already so to my friends who are worried of me, as I said to you guys do not worry! hehehe...
I'm trying to take more rice nowadays to gain energy. I felt I've used up all my energy already. I don't where and when I used them though. Finals are so near which is in another 3 weeks time. This time is really different from previous semesters. We have to study everything even those which were taught before mid semester. I must really work hard.
Today is my grandma's birthday and here I wish her Happy Birthday and Have a Great Trip to Egypt and Dubai this coming weekend. I'm not very sure how long she will be off for travelling this time though. Gotta give her a phone call later. Oh ya.. I heard today is also the day where UPSR results will be announced and I bet if it is today, the results are already announced. Hopefully my little cousin brother has good news for me =) GTG! My lappie's battery is running out =P
Friday, November 07, 2008
Don't worry, Be happy =)
I'm so sorry to make you girls worry so much of me that you people called me nonstop just to ask about my recent condition especially the amount of food I consumed a day. I know all of you care alot for me and I'm very touched for that! I really never thought you girls cared so much for me before this! I shouldn't have typed all those health problems I'm facing here in the blog I guess but anyway, thank you so much for all your suggestions and advices =)
I'll take good care of myself. No worries of me! I still look healthy hehehe... Hey darlings, good luck and best of luck in your STPM kay? It is in a week time I bet all of you are damn nervous right now. Stay cool and relax. Don't work out yourself this time. Take good care of your health too! Remember to get enough sleep and drink plenty of water! ciaoz~
I'll take good care of myself. No worries of me! I still look healthy hehehe... Hey darlings, good luck and best of luck in your STPM kay? It is in a week time I bet all of you are damn nervous right now. Stay cool and relax. Don't work out yourself this time. Take good care of your health too! Remember to get enough sleep and drink plenty of water! ciaoz~
Thursday, November 06, 2008
back for updates!
here I am back for updates on myself. Life without internet at home these few days were bored, very boring, super duper hyper boring! I'm here for the first time blogging at this cafe owneed by my agent (Cafe Medic Ed and Dent). It is so dumb that we can't get the wifi connection in the class. Perhaps our dean wanted us all to pay full attention in the class but but but I can't! I felt so sleepy in the class these days maybe because I'm not feeling well?But I do think I'm fully recovered right now.
I had high fever on Monday after bringing the juniors to TASBI looking for Dr. Keriahen's house. I took Panadol Activfast which doesn't do any effect on me at all and I slept the whole day like mad. These tablets are so scarily big sized OMG! Yep... I stil have phobia towards all these tablets and capsules like I need about 1 litre of water just to swallow 2 tablets =.= I'm not joking >.<
Life has been hectic. Lecturers are giving us assignments like mad once again. Hopefully I can finish them all in time especially my journal on Pharmacology of Vitamin B6. The Department of Dental Radiology is going to give us assignment too! I'm waiting for the order from my class representative.
I am so stressed out with my IMT lab work now. Guess what?! I managed to get 2 perfect impressions of my partner out of 3 trying while practicing at home but I can't get one impression, NOT EVEN ONE impression after using about 700grams of alginate! I don't know what is wrong with me I got so stressed out in the lab yesterday. Chun tried taking impression from me too. He had put too much alginate on the impression tray that I almost vomitted in the lab.
I really has got no idea on what is wrong in me. After I had fever that day, I got no appetite at all. Don't feel like eating? Feel a great nausea once the food are in my mouth? Both...! I wanted to go on diet and I planned to take 2 light meals a day, like at least I eat something everyday, not fattening food of course! BUT I know how bad it is to go have eating disorders. I want to be thinner healthily! Like I said before, I'm pretty worried of myself having bulimia nervosa. I don't want to join those models who wanted to go thin, eat alot like normal people in front of others but run into the ladies after the meal, put my finger deep into my throat to force myself throw everything out from my stomach!
It surprised me of my own act yesterday afternoon. I never dared doing it but I did it yesterday. I went to the toilet, put my finger into my thraot and tried to force things out from my stomach but NOTHING came out! I never thought I would do so. I never intend to do so and I really has got no idea why I did it! Perhaps it is because of the alginate that I think I swallowed a little in the lab? or is it really because I am one of those with bulimia nervosa with me?! I don't want myself to get into this condition! But I just don't know why I don't feel like eating at all. After forcing myself that way in the washroom, my throat hurts to the max till now. It is still hurting me! HELP! Is there any way to help me to get my appetite back?
I haven't been eating normally since four days ago. Abnormally in like I only took fillet-o-fish from McD delivery on Tuesday(which created a great nausea in me once I swallow them, I ran to the washroom for quite a while but didn't manage to throw out), a cup of mushroom soup yesterday and today, two piece of pineapples and a little 'ciku' since my friends suggested me to take fruits). Do you think this eating habit of mine is normal or abnormal?
I had high fever on Monday after bringing the juniors to TASBI looking for Dr. Keriahen's house. I took Panadol Activfast which doesn't do any effect on me at all and I slept the whole day like mad. These tablets are so scarily big sized OMG! Yep... I stil have phobia towards all these tablets and capsules like I need about 1 litre of water just to swallow 2 tablets =.= I'm not joking >.<
Life has been hectic. Lecturers are giving us assignments like mad once again. Hopefully I can finish them all in time especially my journal on Pharmacology of Vitamin B6. The Department of Dental Radiology is going to give us assignment too! I'm waiting for the order from my class representative.
I am so stressed out with my IMT lab work now. Guess what?! I managed to get 2 perfect impressions of my partner out of 3 trying while practicing at home but I can't get one impression, NOT EVEN ONE impression after using about 700grams of alginate! I don't know what is wrong with me I got so stressed out in the lab yesterday. Chun tried taking impression from me too. He had put too much alginate on the impression tray that I almost vomitted in the lab.
I really has got no idea on what is wrong in me. After I had fever that day, I got no appetite at all. Don't feel like eating? Feel a great nausea once the food are in my mouth? Both...! I wanted to go on diet and I planned to take 2 light meals a day, like at least I eat something everyday, not fattening food of course! BUT I know how bad it is to go have eating disorders. I want to be thinner healthily! Like I said before, I'm pretty worried of myself having bulimia nervosa. I don't want to join those models who wanted to go thin, eat alot like normal people in front of others but run into the ladies after the meal, put my finger deep into my throat to force myself throw everything out from my stomach!
It surprised me of my own act yesterday afternoon. I never dared doing it but I did it yesterday. I went to the toilet, put my finger into my thraot and tried to force things out from my stomach but NOTHING came out! I never thought I would do so. I never intend to do so and I really has got no idea why I did it! Perhaps it is because of the alginate that I think I swallowed a little in the lab? or is it really because I am one of those with bulimia nervosa with me?! I don't want myself to get into this condition! But I just don't know why I don't feel like eating at all. After forcing myself that way in the washroom, my throat hurts to the max till now. It is still hurting me! HELP! Is there any way to help me to get my appetite back?
I haven't been eating normally since four days ago. Abnormally in like I only took fillet-o-fish from McD delivery on Tuesday(which created a great nausea in me once I swallow them, I ran to the washroom for quite a while but didn't manage to throw out), a cup of mushroom soup yesterday and today, two piece of pineapples and a little 'ciku' since my friends suggested me to take fruits). Do you think this eating habit of mine is normal or abnormal?
Tagged by Nithia
What was your dream when you were a small kid?
* When I was a small kid? I don’t remember. Hmm… guessed I wanted to go to Japan? Lol.
What was the happiest thing in your whole life?
* Happiest thing will most probably be the student exchange programme to Japan! Woo-hoo~ I miss each and everyone there. They all treated me so nice there. I miss Kato family who turned my name into Kato li-te-inn there lol. Guess what I met my first crush there *blush* wakakaka..
What do you wish to have right now?
* A digital camera myself and a healthy body. I don’t want to be sick again >.<
When was the last time you Hourse Laugh??
* I always did as I’m a loud girl. That was in the past though. I only do that when I’m with my crazy friends in Kuantan. Oh yeaa.. also if I’m with my family where they will then say ‘girl, can u please not laugh that way? You’re scaring others away’ Precisely, I guess what my family told me were right. I never do that again after SPM, not in NS, not in Nirwana College, not to mention life here in Medan. Nobody would laugh like that with me and I bet I’ll look so dumb laughing alone that way =.=
What do you realize recently?
* I lost my appetite these days.
* The guys in my house are getting crazier by days especially when they are gaming
* IMT lab is really stressing me out!
* Hmmm… My exams are really near.
* My eye-sight is getting worse.
Which bad habit of you that is most unacceptable?
* Not punctual and being real sarcastic at times?
When you're unhappy what will you do?
* I’ll talk and share everything with Sik Mei, Hui Yi and Koh Sim last time. Now? I seal my mouth tightly, not uttering a word even a ‘huh’ to anyone.
What are you afraid of losing?
* Papa, mama, my handsome brother and Aunty Joan =)
Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
* 5 years? Back to Malaysia with my BDS! Eh… no no no… should say DDS! I shall get my BDS in another 2 to 3 years time depends to my result. Btw, BDS = Bachelor of Dental Surgeon, DDS = Doctor of Dental Surgeon
When you met someone you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
* Tough question! I’ve been hiding, in the end, I got nothing. I’ve confessed once and I’ve been rejected =( so, which do you think is better? Teach me~
List out 3 kind of person you hate the most?
* Back-stabber
* Liar
* People who says but never do what they say
Define loneliness
* I’m the worst walking dictionary you should say. Anyway, I think it should be: When I’m alone and there is no one I can talk to, I mean someone trustable =.= someone like papa, mama or my best friends who are working hard for their STPM right now. Good luck darlings~
Are you satisfied with your life now?
* Satisfied I say. I can’t expect more from this damn place. As long as electricity is here 24/7, there are clean water for me, food are not that oily (only can be my dream, they love fats here) and I can go online occasionally, I’m pretty satisfied with my life over here.
When is the most recent time you felt touched?
* When mama is here when I’m down
Where is the most beautiful place that you have visited?
* Nagoya, Japan! I love the people there. Oh yea… Sipiso-piso! The waterfall there is damn nice! It is in Medan.
A song that is playing in your mind recently?
* 阿宅失眠日记 and Piano – I’ve been listening to these songs again and again these days *opps* It’s asking for A song but never mind la… I give another extra answer just for sharing :X
If you have a wish come true, what is it?
* Graduate in 5 years time, fly back to Malaysia as soon as possible, and get a good place for my housemanship!
Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
* I’m always worried of my results here. I don’t want to stay any longer at this country. I want to get back to my home as soon as possible. Also worried if I got not enough patient during my 52 weeks of clinical year
If the world is going to end, what will you do?
* I’ll make sure my eyes are widely open to see how it looks like. Not many people have the chance living and experiencing the minutes and seconds right before the end of the world wakakaka… I must be proud *crazy me*
Who are you thinking of right now?
* BATO! I miss watching BBT! Lol. Alright, I’ll be serious here, haha… I miss each and everyone in Malaysia so much and thinking of Nithia right now of course! Thank you very much for your long questions and tagged me when you know I just unsubscribed internet at home =D
Tag:
* Hong Thong (I think you’re too free lol)
* Emily (I know you’ll do it for me babe)
* 4 d leng zai =.=’ (you might be busy but do it!)
* When I was a small kid? I don’t remember. Hmm… guessed I wanted to go to Japan? Lol.
What was the happiest thing in your whole life?
* Happiest thing will most probably be the student exchange programme to Japan! Woo-hoo~ I miss each and everyone there. They all treated me so nice there. I miss Kato family who turned my name into Kato li-te-inn there lol. Guess what I met my first crush there *blush* wakakaka..
What do you wish to have right now?
* A digital camera myself and a healthy body. I don’t want to be sick again >.<
When was the last time you Hourse Laugh??
* I always did as I’m a loud girl. That was in the past though. I only do that when I’m with my crazy friends in Kuantan. Oh yeaa.. also if I’m with my family where they will then say ‘girl, can u please not laugh that way? You’re scaring others away’ Precisely, I guess what my family told me were right. I never do that again after SPM, not in NS, not in Nirwana College, not to mention life here in Medan. Nobody would laugh like that with me and I bet I’ll look so dumb laughing alone that way =.=
What do you realize recently?
* I lost my appetite these days.
* The guys in my house are getting crazier by days especially when they are gaming
* IMT lab is really stressing me out!
* Hmmm… My exams are really near.
* My eye-sight is getting worse.
Which bad habit of you that is most unacceptable?
* Not punctual and being real sarcastic at times?
When you're unhappy what will you do?
* I’ll talk and share everything with Sik Mei, Hui Yi and Koh Sim last time. Now? I seal my mouth tightly, not uttering a word even a ‘huh’ to anyone.
What are you afraid of losing?
* Papa, mama, my handsome brother and Aunty Joan =)
Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
* 5 years? Back to Malaysia with my BDS! Eh… no no no… should say DDS! I shall get my BDS in another 2 to 3 years time depends to my result. Btw, BDS = Bachelor of Dental Surgeon, DDS = Doctor of Dental Surgeon
When you met someone you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
* Tough question! I’ve been hiding, in the end, I got nothing. I’ve confessed once and I’ve been rejected =( so, which do you think is better? Teach me~
List out 3 kind of person you hate the most?
* Back-stabber
* Liar
* People who says but never do what they say
Define loneliness
* I’m the worst walking dictionary you should say. Anyway, I think it should be: When I’m alone and there is no one I can talk to, I mean someone trustable =.= someone like papa, mama or my best friends who are working hard for their STPM right now. Good luck darlings~
Are you satisfied with your life now?
* Satisfied I say. I can’t expect more from this damn place. As long as electricity is here 24/7, there are clean water for me, food are not that oily (only can be my dream, they love fats here) and I can go online occasionally, I’m pretty satisfied with my life over here.
When is the most recent time you felt touched?
* When mama is here when I’m down
Where is the most beautiful place that you have visited?
* Nagoya, Japan! I love the people there. Oh yea… Sipiso-piso! The waterfall there is damn nice! It is in Medan.
A song that is playing in your mind recently?
* 阿宅失眠日记 and Piano – I’ve been listening to these songs again and again these days *opps* It’s asking for A song but never mind la… I give another extra answer just for sharing :X
If you have a wish come true, what is it?
* Graduate in 5 years time, fly back to Malaysia as soon as possible, and get a good place for my housemanship!
Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
* I’m always worried of my results here. I don’t want to stay any longer at this country. I want to get back to my home as soon as possible. Also worried if I got not enough patient during my 52 weeks of clinical year
If the world is going to end, what will you do?
* I’ll make sure my eyes are widely open to see how it looks like. Not many people have the chance living and experiencing the minutes and seconds right before the end of the world wakakaka… I must be proud *crazy me*
Who are you thinking of right now?
* BATO! I miss watching BBT! Lol. Alright, I’ll be serious here, haha… I miss each and everyone in Malaysia so much and thinking of Nithia right now of course! Thank you very much for your long questions and tagged me when you know I just unsubscribed internet at home =D
Tag:
* Hong Thong (I think you’re too free lol)
* Emily (I know you’ll do it for me babe)
* 4 d leng zai =.=’ (you might be busy but do it!)
Friday, October 31, 2008
it is end of October!
It is the last day of October today and I won't be online everyday anymore starting tomorrow. Like I said earlier, I decided not to subscribe this line in my house anymore. See now that I made this decision, there are so many assignments which I need to be online finding information sigh.. Oh.. actually I only have one assignment right now =.= that's the Pharmacology of Vitamin B6 due to my failure in my mid semester exam that day. Orthodontics assignment done! Felt so relieved for that =]
I checked the result in the Department of Pharmacology again myself today. My name is there written: 070600187 PAN LI TING Farmakologi Vitamin B6. I tried my best to smile more today. Yeshh.. I'm still very down with my result because I think I can do this paper that day. There were two papers which I think I can't do, they are Oral Biology and Pathology Anatomy.
It was said that they only marked this Pharmacology paper randomly. Those papers which got marked were the real results they got, while the rest, the department just simply failed them. It was said that it all depends to our luck. Again, the word LUCK was used in the Faculty of Dentistry. So should I say myself lucky or unlucky? There are all together 26 students passed this pharmacology paper, leaving around 44 students failed this paper. Unlucky because I'm not one of the 26 students. Lucky because there are another 43 students accompanying me working hard for this journal and presentation just to get another extra 5 to 10 marks >.< The duedate will be 22nd of November. Sounded long to go but that day will be here with a blink!
I came home after buying fruits and that was what I consumed today. Yea.. just fruits but I felt so full till now. I cleaned my room, did the laundry and my best friend 'rain' is here again. Gosh~ Why can't it be a hot day when I washed my clothes. Everytime I washed my clothes, it will be a raining day. It is blazing hot when I was washing everytime but when it is time for me to hung them out there to dry, the sky will turn dark with heavy clouds and strong wind. =.='
Polished the acrylic using dental shine: pumis. I got cheated! They said it will be more shining after polishing using dental shine but now it is getting worse and these powders scratched my acrylic causing myself to have to polish them all over again. A big huge sigh again~
Received a call later in the evening around 3.30pm from my junior Zi Hao asking for help to show him direction. I was watching BBT that time! Somehow I stopped and went out to give him my hand. Well, a pretty good senior I am huh? lol. As usual! *perasan betul* I know I was really fierce to my juniors in MGSS last time especially the juniors in the marching band. I am deeply sorry treating you girls that way but it was kind of fun scolding you people wakakkakaa..
I went out to the junction outside my house realizing Zi Hao is not alone. In fact, he was with another 3 gyus. I brought them to Dr Zairul's place. Arriving there we found out our lecturer is not at home so we gave him a call and waited for him for quite a while. I came home about an hour later and asked for my senior's help. See... here, Malaysian Chinese are very little. We know how important it is to help each other here. There I helped my juniors in settling their physics studies problem, here I asked for my senior's help for my IMT work that I'm going to do tomorrow.
Brother Jo is a very nice guy who helped me alot here in Medan. Guess what?! He was actually my net friend and I didn't know this net friend is Brother Jo until half a year ago OMG! The world is so SMALL! Wondered why are the names mentioned are all guys' names? hahaha.. that is because the Faculty of Dentistry here has only 9 Malaysian chinese girls including myself. I was in the second batch of malasian chinese studying here and I'm one of the 2 girls in my batch. I only have one chinese lady senior, the other 6 girls are juniors who just join us in this field 3 months back. That is why, we coomunicate more with guys when it comes to study matters. Hmm.. I did nothing other than finding informations on pyridoxine, I meant vitamin B6 since then till now that I got so bored I crapped for the last time for this month at this site.
Do accept my apology if I've been wasting your time to have you reading all these bullshits I scribbled and Thanks alot for spending your precious time and care for me =) I really have to work hard now that the finals are so near! I don't want to fail this pharmacology paper especially because I want to GRADUATE early! If I failed, I won't be able to join the practicals next year and then everything will be delayed. Dudes, pray hard for me will ya? I know you will! hehe..
I checked the result in the Department of Pharmacology again myself today. My name is there written: 070600187 PAN LI TING Farmakologi Vitamin B6. I tried my best to smile more today. Yeshh.. I'm still very down with my result because I think I can do this paper that day. There were two papers which I think I can't do, they are Oral Biology and Pathology Anatomy.
It was said that they only marked this Pharmacology paper randomly. Those papers which got marked were the real results they got, while the rest, the department just simply failed them. It was said that it all depends to our luck. Again, the word LUCK was used in the Faculty of Dentistry. So should I say myself lucky or unlucky? There are all together 26 students passed this pharmacology paper, leaving around 44 students failed this paper. Unlucky because I'm not one of the 26 students. Lucky because there are another 43 students accompanying me working hard for this journal and presentation just to get another extra 5 to 10 marks >.< The duedate will be 22nd of November. Sounded long to go but that day will be here with a blink!
I came home after buying fruits and that was what I consumed today. Yea.. just fruits but I felt so full till now. I cleaned my room, did the laundry and my best friend 'rain' is here again. Gosh~ Why can't it be a hot day when I washed my clothes. Everytime I washed my clothes, it will be a raining day. It is blazing hot when I was washing everytime but when it is time for me to hung them out there to dry, the sky will turn dark with heavy clouds and strong wind. =.='
Polished the acrylic using dental shine: pumis. I got cheated! They said it will be more shining after polishing using dental shine but now it is getting worse and these powders scratched my acrylic causing myself to have to polish them all over again. A big huge sigh again~
Received a call later in the evening around 3.30pm from my junior Zi Hao asking for help to show him direction. I was watching BBT that time! Somehow I stopped and went out to give him my hand. Well, a pretty good senior I am huh? lol. As usual! *perasan betul* I know I was really fierce to my juniors in MGSS last time especially the juniors in the marching band. I am deeply sorry treating you girls that way but it was kind of fun scolding you people wakakkakaa..
I went out to the junction outside my house realizing Zi Hao is not alone. In fact, he was with another 3 gyus. I brought them to Dr Zairul's place. Arriving there we found out our lecturer is not at home so we gave him a call and waited for him for quite a while. I came home about an hour later and asked for my senior's help. See... here, Malaysian Chinese are very little. We know how important it is to help each other here. There I helped my juniors in settling their physics studies problem, here I asked for my senior's help for my IMT work that I'm going to do tomorrow.
Brother Jo is a very nice guy who helped me alot here in Medan. Guess what?! He was actually my net friend and I didn't know this net friend is Brother Jo until half a year ago OMG! The world is so SMALL! Wondered why are the names mentioned are all guys' names? hahaha.. that is because the Faculty of Dentistry here has only 9 Malaysian chinese girls including myself. I was in the second batch of malasian chinese studying here and I'm one of the 2 girls in my batch. I only have one chinese lady senior, the other 6 girls are juniors who just join us in this field 3 months back. That is why, we coomunicate more with guys when it comes to study matters. Hmm.. I did nothing other than finding informations on pyridoxine, I meant vitamin B6 since then till now that I got so bored I crapped for the last time for this month at this site.
Do accept my apology if I've been wasting your time to have you reading all these bullshits I scribbled and Thanks alot for spending your precious time and care for me =) I really have to work hard now that the finals are so near! I don't want to fail this pharmacology paper especially because I want to GRADUATE early! If I failed, I won't be able to join the practicals next year and then everything will be delayed. Dudes, pray hard for me will ya? I know you will! hehe..
Thursday, October 30, 2008
FAILED
*sighs* I never expect a message received from this weirdo today on my way walking out of the campus to catch a public transport to head home. I felt so tired after the classes especially philosophy class which I still don't see the use of studying it. After attending this class for about 3 months, I don't understand, not even a thing in the class! I don't like the lecturer who think himself as funny where he joked in the class, I can't even laugh even I forced myself to do so because I never understand what he is trying to tell. I wondered why the Indonesians, girls especially can laugh so hard and they seemed to me like they can't wait to enter this class every week. Gosh~ Today he wasted our time, i meant MY time for another 40 minutes. Yea.. he let us out 40 minutes later. OMG! Thank GOD I still survive coming out of the class.
I felt so tired after this useless class, I walked so slowly alone. I just thought I want to have a good sleep to regain the energy in me. Here I hope I won't have any troble or problems anymore today, there I received message informing me about my Pharmacology and Theraphy result for my mid semester examination that day. The Awesome One FAILED! I failed this subject and now I'm supposed to submit a journal entitled 'pharmacology of vitamin B6' sighs...
I felt so down today and I don't feel like moving or talking at all. I feel that I have no more energy in me. I don't know if it is because of my result or is it because of the class which ended 40 minutes later than the actual time it is supposed to end. Arrived to the small lane back home, I met Kok Weng and Ivy together. Wondered if they are couple now but I didn't ask and I didn't even uttered a word seeing them, not even a greet. I'm so sorry for my rude-ness. Ivy asked why am I home so late. I smiled a little and said 'I just came back from campus. I had class for this extra subject taken.' Come to think of it, today I really came home late, in fact, the latest in this semester. I arrived home at 3.30pm (Malaysia time would be 4.30pm)
After messaging mummy informing her about my bad result, *I'm so sorry for not studying properly to get good grades, mummy. I know I disappoint you. I feel real guilty for it* I went for a shower. Mummy then called me sounded very worry and in fact she apologized that she responded late and told me she just read my message. I sent her that message at around 3.40pm, which means in Malaysia it is already 4,40pm. She read it at 5pm and thought she was late because she read it more than an hour after the message sent. I then explained slowly to her that I just sent that message before I went for shower which was about 20 minutes ago.
She then asked about my condition exactly the same tone like the time I failed my General Radiology paper last semester. Again, mama is always here for me when I need someone. Even though she is not here by my side in person, but she called! I felt so guilty everytime I let them down. My family is very supportive and I love my family. They never blame me in fact they will encourage me to try harder. Thank you so much for giving me chances all the time to change myself.
Guess I must strive harder over here. Dentistry is far more difficult then I expected. I once thought dentistry might be an easier course compared to medicine but now I think I'm wrong. Looking at our practicals itself, we already know how much we have to spend time in perfecting the models we are doing, unlike docotrs-to-be from the faculty of medicine only look down to the microscope all the time. Work hard li ting! Finals are here again in 5 weeks time.
I felt so tired after this useless class, I walked so slowly alone. I just thought I want to have a good sleep to regain the energy in me. Here I hope I won't have any troble or problems anymore today, there I received message informing me about my Pharmacology and Theraphy result for my mid semester examination that day. The Awesome One FAILED! I failed this subject and now I'm supposed to submit a journal entitled 'pharmacology of vitamin B6' sighs...
I felt so down today and I don't feel like moving or talking at all. I feel that I have no more energy in me. I don't know if it is because of my result or is it because of the class which ended 40 minutes later than the actual time it is supposed to end. Arrived to the small lane back home, I met Kok Weng and Ivy together. Wondered if they are couple now but I didn't ask and I didn't even uttered a word seeing them, not even a greet. I'm so sorry for my rude-ness. Ivy asked why am I home so late. I smiled a little and said 'I just came back from campus. I had class for this extra subject taken.' Come to think of it, today I really came home late, in fact, the latest in this semester. I arrived home at 3.30pm (Malaysia time would be 4.30pm)
After messaging mummy informing her about my bad result, *I'm so sorry for not studying properly to get good grades, mummy. I know I disappoint you. I feel real guilty for it* I went for a shower. Mummy then called me sounded very worry and in fact she apologized that she responded late and told me she just read my message. I sent her that message at around 3.40pm, which means in Malaysia it is already 4,40pm. She read it at 5pm and thought she was late because she read it more than an hour after the message sent. I then explained slowly to her that I just sent that message before I went for shower which was about 20 minutes ago.
She then asked about my condition exactly the same tone like the time I failed my General Radiology paper last semester. Again, mama is always here for me when I need someone. Even though she is not here by my side in person, but she called! I felt so guilty everytime I let them down. My family is very supportive and I love my family. They never blame me in fact they will encourage me to try harder. Thank you so much for giving me chances all the time to change myself.
Guess I must strive harder over here. Dentistry is far more difficult then I expected. I once thought dentistry might be an easier course compared to medicine but now I think I'm wrong. Looking at our practicals itself, we already know how much we have to spend time in perfecting the models we are doing, unlike docotrs-to-be from the faculty of medicine only look down to the microscope all the time. Work hard li ting! Finals are here again in 5 weeks time.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tagged by Emily
1. Would you marry for money?
NOPE
2. Have you had braces?
Yep and I'm having a retainer with me in my mouth right now =)
3. Could you live without a computer?
Of course!
4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
hmm.. never thought of it. Perhaps 80s?
5. Do you drink enough water?
I'm dehydrated
6. Do you wear shoes at home or take em off?
taken off
7. What are your favourite fruits?
mangosteen, jackfruit, longan, strawberry
8. What is your favourite place to visit?
my actual home in Kuantan =.= I miss it so much
9. Are you photogenic?
I don't think so. I look fat
10. Do you dream in colour or black and white?
colours
11. Why do you take surveys?
Emily tagged me >.<
12. Do you drink alcohol?
once in a blue moon lol
13. What is the most beautiful language?
mummy's language
14. Do you like being kissed when you're asleep?
that's so sweet
15. What do you like MOST: sunrise or sunset?
sunrise
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 years old?
don't think so. What can I do with that age? o.O
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
yeaa.. I don't like my big tummy
18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?
his eyes
19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
the darker the place the better!
20. Do you believe in magic?
Nope
21. Do you believe in ghosts?
A little
22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Ocassionally. When my little cousins are watching, I join =.=
23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I never thought they were real
24. Do you write poems?
I'm bad in writing
25. Do you snore?
no no no
26. You sleep more on yor back, front, or sides?
sides especially right side!
27. Would you rather ave a poodle or a rootweiler?
hmm... o.O
28. Are you basically a happy person?
yep
29. Are you tired?
very tired indeed
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
I don't take caffeine
31. How do you take your coffee?
I don't take caffeine! duhh..
32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
let me count. in this current house in medan, there are altogehter around 12 I guess?
33. Do you get along with your parents?
very well
34. Do you smoke?
I once thought of trying but NOPE I don't smoke and I hate smokers
35. Do you have a kitty?
... =.=
36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
what a question >.<'
37. What do you do when you're sad?
I seal my mouth
38. What do you need most now?
sleep, sLeEp and SLEEP
39. What song are you listening to now?
wilber pan's songs
40. What are you craving right now?
Chocolates
NOPE
2. Have you had braces?
Yep and I'm having a retainer with me in my mouth right now =)
3. Could you live without a computer?
Of course!
4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
hmm.. never thought of it. Perhaps 80s?
5. Do you drink enough water?
I'm dehydrated
6. Do you wear shoes at home or take em off?
taken off
7. What are your favourite fruits?
mangosteen, jackfruit, longan, strawberry
8. What is your favourite place to visit?
my actual home in Kuantan =.= I miss it so much
9. Are you photogenic?
I don't think so. I look fat
10. Do you dream in colour or black and white?
colours
11. Why do you take surveys?
Emily tagged me >.<
12. Do you drink alcohol?
once in a blue moon lol
13. What is the most beautiful language?
mummy's language
14. Do you like being kissed when you're asleep?
that's so sweet
15. What do you like MOST: sunrise or sunset?
sunrise
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 years old?
don't think so. What can I do with that age? o.O
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
yeaa.. I don't like my big tummy
18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?
his eyes
19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
the darker the place the better!
20. Do you believe in magic?
Nope
21. Do you believe in ghosts?
A little
22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Ocassionally. When my little cousins are watching, I join =.=
23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I never thought they were real
24. Do you write poems?
I'm bad in writing
25. Do you snore?
no no no
26. You sleep more on yor back, front, or sides?
sides especially right side!
27. Would you rather ave a poodle or a rootweiler?
hmm... o.O
28. Are you basically a happy person?
yep
29. Are you tired?
very tired indeed
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
I don't take caffeine
31. How do you take your coffee?
I don't take caffeine! duhh..
32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
let me count. in this current house in medan, there are altogehter around 12 I guess?
33. Do you get along with your parents?
very well
34. Do you smoke?
I once thought of trying but NOPE I don't smoke and I hate smokers
35. Do you have a kitty?
... =.=
36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
what a question >.<'
37. What do you do when you're sad?
I seal my mouth
38. What do you need most now?
sleep, sLeEp and SLEEP
39. What song are you listening to now?
wilber pan's songs
40. What are you craving right now?
Chocolates
Monday, October 27, 2008
bad day
I had my Pathology Anatomy practical in the morning. Thought I'm having exam today, so I didn't really paid much attention in this practical :X aikss.. lecturer on duty today is Dr Trikut ma.. no need scared. If Drg. Rehulina cannot la.. She might kill me *opps*
Then, this guy came and spoilt my happy mood. I guess it is really hard for me to change a person's impression to me when they had ruined it once. I hate him so much for showing me attitudes like I did something wrong to him, and purposely made me say sorry to him. I've been trying hard to be nice to him and also be really patient towards his attitude because I thought we're housemates, so we somehow better be friends. BUT he really go over the limit! Why must make me feel guiilty all the time?! It is not my wrong and I won't feel guilty alright! Hello? like yea.. I've rejected you, can you be more gentleman in facing this fact? You're showing me attitudes where everybody else around us even our coursemates noticed the changes in you, and yet, you're putting all the blames on me! GREAT!
You know what?! I am really glad that I didn't choose you. I thank GOD that I rejected you. Perhaps I should also thank Aunty Maggie for her zodiac compatible lessons =.=' I can't imagine what will happen if you're my boyfriend like OMG! I hate to be controlled and the feelings of being blame FOR NOTHING!
He really spoil my mood laa.. like I got so angry this morning. Joanne sounded like she is afraid to talk to me >.< *I'm so sorry J! You know me, I'm short-tempered especially when it comes to this weirdo*
I finished practical early and managed to get signature from Dr Trikut early. He gave me the permission to leave first. So I left the lab with Joanne to the canteen looking for Albert to hand him his journal and bag. There, I grabbed the chance talking to regular class students *only to get tips on the coming exam actually =.=*
Call me realistic, I sat with Marlisa and her darling, Richard where she is having her Indomie Goreng that moment and at the same time I noticed her wallpaper on her phone. That was so nice I wanted to have these photo shooting too! If it is that nice, I don't mind paying Rp. 700k since the make ups, hair-dos, and dresses are provided, including a small photo album of 15 pages and a big portrait to be hung on the wall. Wow~ Guess I won't have enough time this holiday in Malaysia to go for it though. Oh yea.. back to the topic, so Marlisa is nice enough to jot down all the important points and told me the questions asked in her practical exam.
Funny scene soon happened. Joanne asked if I wanna have breakfast. Since there is one hour to go before exam, alright! Let's FEAST! Kind Joanne went to order our Indomie Goreng *we can't resist seeing Marlisa having it* We both waited for very long but the noodles doesn't seemed to appear in front of us until this aunty from the first stall came near to our table, we reminded her. She seemed to us as if she didn't know Joanne ordered. Never mind. We ordered and waited again. Only then two plates of fried noodles suddenly appear on our table, brought to us by the 3rd stall aunty. Joanne told us blurly saying she thought she ordered from the previous aunty but she actually went to the 3rd stall *sighs... Joanne, when only you can be not that blur? or is it PK stressed you out?*
Practical test is held of course in Pathology Clinic laboratory in the Faculty of Medicine where we have to walk for about 6 minutes to arrive there. I joined the second trip which means, i'm in the second group of students who went in for the test. Thought I'm well prepared especially after getting the tips from Marlisa BUT to my disappointment!!! The questions I got is another set of questions and guess what?! Thanks alot to myself for not being serious, I got most of the questions wrong. Gosh~ I hope I don't fail la.. I don't want to retake such a practical.
After the exam, Chun and that weirdo went to library to get some books for our philosophy assignments as references. I came home with Joanne. Swept the floor in my room, showered, did laundry and here it comes BBT! I watched the latest episode I have with me which was on TV last Friday hoping to see BATO in it but too bad he is not around this episode. Talking about Bato, I forgot how I managed to get his blog add and here I come reading his posts crazily! It is still new and most of them are funny exactly like himself in the programme.
Like many other ordinary blogger including myself, he too blog about his daily life and he said working with Channel V is very difficult but he is happy. Only then I realize many of us showed our faces to outhers but kept the bitterness in ourselves. How I hope things can be easier and need not facing them so complicatedly. Perhaps I should learn from now on.
Ernest messaged me these days like he wanted me to share my problems with him. Not to say I don't want to share but I don't want to add any burden to you >.< You're working and studying at the same time. I think it might be really hard for you. Like I said in the messages, I still can handle the things here. No worries and be happy! lol. Opps o.O' Not Ernest the Ah Sern Kor Kor who is studying in India le.. it is another Ernest. *aduii.. so many Ernest* Oh yeaa.. I can't contact Ah Sern Kor Kor le.. Wondered if he changed his India number T.T
Then, this guy came and spoilt my happy mood. I guess it is really hard for me to change a person's impression to me when they had ruined it once. I hate him so much for showing me attitudes like I did something wrong to him, and purposely made me say sorry to him. I've been trying hard to be nice to him and also be really patient towards his attitude because I thought we're housemates, so we somehow better be friends. BUT he really go over the limit! Why must make me feel guiilty all the time?! It is not my wrong and I won't feel guilty alright! Hello? like yea.. I've rejected you, can you be more gentleman in facing this fact? You're showing me attitudes where everybody else around us even our coursemates noticed the changes in you, and yet, you're putting all the blames on me! GREAT!
You know what?! I am really glad that I didn't choose you. I thank GOD that I rejected you. Perhaps I should also thank Aunty Maggie for her zodiac compatible lessons =.=' I can't imagine what will happen if you're my boyfriend like OMG! I hate to be controlled and the feelings of being blame FOR NOTHING!
He really spoil my mood laa.. like I got so angry this morning. Joanne sounded like she is afraid to talk to me >.< *I'm so sorry J! You know me, I'm short-tempered especially when it comes to this weirdo*
I finished practical early and managed to get signature from Dr Trikut early. He gave me the permission to leave first. So I left the lab with Joanne to the canteen looking for Albert to hand him his journal and bag. There, I grabbed the chance talking to regular class students *only to get tips on the coming exam actually =.=*
Call me realistic, I sat with Marlisa and her darling, Richard where she is having her Indomie Goreng that moment and at the same time I noticed her wallpaper on her phone. That was so nice I wanted to have these photo shooting too! If it is that nice, I don't mind paying Rp. 700k since the make ups, hair-dos, and dresses are provided, including a small photo album of 15 pages and a big portrait to be hung on the wall. Wow~ Guess I won't have enough time this holiday in Malaysia to go for it though. Oh yea.. back to the topic, so Marlisa is nice enough to jot down all the important points and told me the questions asked in her practical exam.
Funny scene soon happened. Joanne asked if I wanna have breakfast. Since there is one hour to go before exam, alright! Let's FEAST! Kind Joanne went to order our Indomie Goreng *we can't resist seeing Marlisa having it* We both waited for very long but the noodles doesn't seemed to appear in front of us until this aunty from the first stall came near to our table, we reminded her. She seemed to us as if she didn't know Joanne ordered. Never mind. We ordered and waited again. Only then two plates of fried noodles suddenly appear on our table, brought to us by the 3rd stall aunty. Joanne told us blurly saying she thought she ordered from the previous aunty but she actually went to the 3rd stall *sighs... Joanne, when only you can be not that blur? or is it PK stressed you out?*
Practical test is held of course in Pathology Clinic laboratory in the Faculty of Medicine where we have to walk for about 6 minutes to arrive there. I joined the second trip which means, i'm in the second group of students who went in for the test. Thought I'm well prepared especially after getting the tips from Marlisa BUT to my disappointment!!! The questions I got is another set of questions and guess what?! Thanks alot to myself for not being serious, I got most of the questions wrong. Gosh~ I hope I don't fail la.. I don't want to retake such a practical.
After the exam, Chun and that weirdo went to library to get some books for our philosophy assignments as references. I came home with Joanne. Swept the floor in my room, showered, did laundry and here it comes BBT! I watched the latest episode I have with me which was on TV last Friday hoping to see BATO in it but too bad he is not around this episode. Talking about Bato, I forgot how I managed to get his blog add and here I come reading his posts crazily! It is still new and most of them are funny exactly like himself in the programme.
Like many other ordinary blogger including myself, he too blog about his daily life and he said working with Channel V is very difficult but he is happy. Only then I realize many of us showed our faces to outhers but kept the bitterness in ourselves. How I hope things can be easier and need not facing them so complicatedly. Perhaps I should learn from now on.
Ernest messaged me these days like he wanted me to share my problems with him. Not to say I don't want to share but I don't want to add any burden to you >.< You're working and studying at the same time. I think it might be really hard for you. Like I said in the messages, I still can handle the things here. No worries and be happy! lol. Opps o.O' Not Ernest the Ah Sern Kor Kor who is studying in India le.. it is another Ernest. *aduii.. so many Ernest* Oh yeaa.. I can't contact Ah Sern Kor Kor le.. Wondered if he changed his India number T.T
Sunday, October 26, 2008
KSS! I miss you too!
I felt so lonely all these while. I miss my friends in Kuantan alot. I miss each and everyone in Malaysia so much!! I'm so sorry to all of them because I was busy all these while, I didn't contact them often. STPM is just around the corner, I heard first paper is on the 18th November. KSS, jia you jia you!! You guys can do it!
I was so happy receiving emails and messages from all these KSS darlings who are still concern of one of their members here. We didn't contact for so long I thought you guys forgot me already >.< my bad my bad. Oh yeaa.. even though Novel is not one of the members, but she usually will join us in all the hangouts. Well, I think we should talk to our KSS president about giving you a nick lol.
Same like you guys over there in Malaysia, I'll have my Pathology Clinic practical test tomorrow morning at 10am (Malaysia time will be 11am). I'm so nervous now I can't remember all the ways to do those experiments. There are too many! Gosh~ can anybody help me? Hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow =) pray hard for me darlings!
I was so happy receiving emails and messages from all these KSS darlings who are still concern of one of their members here. We didn't contact for so long I thought you guys forgot me already >.< my bad my bad. Oh yeaa.. even though Novel is not one of the members, but she usually will join us in all the hangouts. Well, I think we should talk to our KSS president about giving you a nick lol.
Same like you guys over there in Malaysia, I'll have my Pathology Clinic practical test tomorrow morning at 10am (Malaysia time will be 11am). I'm so nervous now I can't remember all the ways to do those experiments. There are too many! Gosh~ can anybody help me? Hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow =) pray hard for me darlings!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
acrylic done!
I went to campus for nothing this entire week >.< Lecturers were absent for every class. Wondered if they are really busy with their patients or they're lazy. BUT it is DEFINITELY a lie if all of them are busy with patients like how can lecturers busy with patients at the same time?! I heard there are loads of assignments ready for us to be done before final which is in another 6 weeks to go.
My first assignment given is journals on any topic related to philosophy. It is a group work and we're supposed to submit on Thursday and yet, we still haven't started discussing anything about it. Shiatt...
Anyway, I've done my acrylic! I mean, even the polishing! I've done it in the lab today! woohoo~ I'm so happy about it and proud of my work hehe... but there is this bubble problem which made a small hole if you examine my work detailly otherwise you won't see the hole :X again, I can't manage to upload my photos here. Wanna have a look at my work? go to http://profiles.friendster.com/9088344
I'm going to have tom yam steamboat dinner tonight! I'm quite excited about going into the kitchen in few hours time. I never cut chicken or fish before and I'm going to do it later! Hopefully I don't cut my hand this time.
My first assignment given is journals on any topic related to philosophy. It is a group work and we're supposed to submit on Thursday and yet, we still haven't started discussing anything about it. Shiatt...
Anyway, I've done my acrylic! I mean, even the polishing! I've done it in the lab today! woohoo~ I'm so happy about it and proud of my work hehe... but there is this bubble problem which made a small hole if you examine my work detailly otherwise you won't see the hole :X again, I can't manage to upload my photos here. Wanna have a look at my work? go to http://profiles.friendster.com/9088344
I'm going to have tom yam steamboat dinner tonight! I'm quite excited about going into the kitchen in few hours time. I never cut chicken or fish before and I'm going to do it later! Hopefully I don't cut my hand this time.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
ITCHO warui warui >.<
Had my IMT practical today in the morning at 8am. As usual, the lecturer came late. Not only the lecturers came late, the lab assistant also came late which wasted my time. Alright, should actually put the blame to myself too for doing things slowly because I didn't prepare pot acrylic which is one of the equipmetns I need today to mix the acrylic. Hmm... but I don't see the use of buying this pot. We are going to use this one time only. Annyway, I managed to borrow this pot from my friend, Tri (a regular class student, also my sub-group mate). Ohh.. no no no. It is not a big pot the way you imagined. It is a very very very very tiny pot.
So, I wasted my time beginning of my practical this morning resulting myself not manage to boil this acrylic for an hour. Thought I gotta continue doing the boiling at home but I don't have a stove at home >.< Planned to pay a visit to Sun Plaza like OMG li ting, not that place again =.=" but what to do this is the only place here. Nope! This time I don't go there just to plainly waste my time or lepak or whatever but to get something real important. I always wanted to buy a rice cooker but thought I myself don't know cooking, so what is the use if I have a rice cooker? Today is different! I must and I have to buy rice cooker TODAY! I meant today.
Yep! RICE COOKER! I'm very sure I'm wide awake right now, you didn't read wrongly and it is definitely not a typing error. I gotta buy a rice cooker today. Wonder why a girl is who is not interested in cooking at all would buy and it is a MUST some more omg!? I need it to boil my acrylic =.=" haha.. yea .. acrylic, one of the dental material. I know I know. You would possibly say things like 'Hello? li ting! Named rice cooker, it is supposed to cook something you can eat not something got to do with your crazy teeth-linked stuff' >.<
ya ya ya.. I won't deny or object what you people are going to say. I know very well that rice cooker is one of the cooking utensil and is meant to cook something we can eat, not something which we can't eat and in fact, produce strong uneasy smell but what can I do? According to the assistant, this acrylic will spoil if I don't boil it by tonight. I can't use it anymore if I do it tomorrow morning. See I don't want to repeat this process all over again this coming Saturday where everyone else are busy polishing already. I don't want to be left out that way >.< *giggles* I'm pretty sure if Chun is going to read this, he is so gonna repeat my words and emphasis "I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT"
Before buying this rice cooker and other dry food, I went to Itcho for lunch. It is a Japanese restaurant selling sushi and many other Japanese dishes. This is the second time I entered and still the same old impression this restaurant is giving me. NO GOOD! The first time I went in, perhaps it was a year ago? Or last semester? I couldn't remember. The eggs used for tamago maki is not fresh and so I decided not to enter this restaurant again. Not again in my life.
Lately, these bunch of malay girls in my class, who is crazy over gossipgirl and japanese food like me, said Itcho is VERY GOOD! They said the service was good, the food was good, environment is good too, everything is good to them. So I thought I might give it another try going into this restaurant but to my disappointment, the food in here is 'TAKAI to MAZUII'!! means EXPENSIVE and BAD (taste)!! A big huge sigh~!
I got no idea what is wrong with this.. It is so difficult for me to upload photos here. sigh~
So, I wasted my time beginning of my practical this morning resulting myself not manage to boil this acrylic for an hour. Thought I gotta continue doing the boiling at home but I don't have a stove at home >.< Planned to pay a visit to Sun Plaza like OMG li ting, not that place again =.=" but what to do this is the only place here. Nope! This time I don't go there just to plainly waste my time or lepak or whatever but to get something real important. I always wanted to buy a rice cooker but thought I myself don't know cooking, so what is the use if I have a rice cooker? Today is different! I must and I have to buy rice cooker TODAY! I meant today.
Yep! RICE COOKER! I'm very sure I'm wide awake right now, you didn't read wrongly and it is definitely not a typing error. I gotta buy a rice cooker today. Wonder why a girl is who is not interested in cooking at all would buy and it is a MUST some more omg!? I need it to boil my acrylic =.=" haha.. yea .. acrylic, one of the dental material. I know I know. You would possibly say things like 'Hello? li ting! Named rice cooker, it is supposed to cook something you can eat not something got to do with your crazy teeth-linked stuff' >.<
ya ya ya.. I won't deny or object what you people are going to say. I know very well that rice cooker is one of the cooking utensil and is meant to cook something we can eat, not something which we can't eat and in fact, produce strong uneasy smell but what can I do? According to the assistant, this acrylic will spoil if I don't boil it by tonight. I can't use it anymore if I do it tomorrow morning. See I don't want to repeat this process all over again this coming Saturday where everyone else are busy polishing already. I don't want to be left out that way >.< *giggles* I'm pretty sure if Chun is going to read this, he is so gonna repeat my words and emphasis "I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT"
Before buying this rice cooker and other dry food, I went to Itcho for lunch. It is a Japanese restaurant selling sushi and many other Japanese dishes. This is the second time I entered and still the same old impression this restaurant is giving me. NO GOOD! The first time I went in, perhaps it was a year ago? Or last semester? I couldn't remember. The eggs used for tamago maki is not fresh and so I decided not to enter this restaurant again. Not again in my life.
Lately, these bunch of malay girls in my class, who is crazy over gossipgirl and japanese food like me, said Itcho is VERY GOOD! They said the service was good, the food was good, environment is good too, everything is good to them. So I thought I might give it another try going into this restaurant but to my disappointment, the food in here is 'TAKAI to MAZUII'!! means EXPENSIVE and BAD (taste)!! A big huge sigh~!
I got no idea what is wrong with this.. It is so difficult for me to upload photos here. sigh~
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
another day spent boringly
It is holiday today. Last day of holiday though. Still remembered I went to campus stupidly with the other 5 housemates yesterday not knowing it is holiday. I really didn't know we're actually having 2 days off after exam. Not planning to do anything today. I felt so sleepy the whole day I didn't know why.
Watched 'Last Friend'. A very good movie given to me by my beest friends in Kuantan. I know this movie is kinda old and I only watch it now. Say I'm out-dated, I think I really am. I didn't know tc is expanding! Teluk Cempedak (did I spelled it correctly?), Kuantan is expanding?! I wasn't in Malaysia for a year and there it pops out a new tc3 where I still dunno which part of the beach is it. TC1 is the main beach where everyone go, TC2 is the place you have to cross the bridge to get there but where is TC3? Nearby Hyatt? lol. Can anybody tell me? It feels like I'm so lost, as if I wasn't from Kuantan lol
Late in the evening, I watched BBT as usual. It seemed to me like its a daily routine to watch BBT. Still love BATO! I don't know if it is because of his skin tone. Still like him even though he is in the old group of BBT. Hmm.. another boring day spent just like this.
Gotta open up my IMT practical manual. I already forgotten the ways in continue doing all these acrylic thing from the gyps-burger I did earlier. Tomorrow's lecturer on duty will be Drg. Lasminda, fasting month had passed. Hopefully her husband don't argue with her tonight, providing her a very good mood tomorrow morning and easily give me signatures tomorrow.
Class will start tomorrow and hmm... there is this Pathology Clinic practical test on this coming Monday I almost forgot about it! Wish me luck, dudes! Oh yea... last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to UCHIYAMA YUUKI and ROGER!! May all your wishes come true!
Watched 'Last Friend'. A very good movie given to me by my beest friends in Kuantan. I know this movie is kinda old and I only watch it now. Say I'm out-dated, I think I really am. I didn't know tc is expanding! Teluk Cempedak (did I spelled it correctly?), Kuantan is expanding?! I wasn't in Malaysia for a year and there it pops out a new tc3 where I still dunno which part of the beach is it. TC1 is the main beach where everyone go, TC2 is the place you have to cross the bridge to get there but where is TC3? Nearby Hyatt? lol. Can anybody tell me? It feels like I'm so lost, as if I wasn't from Kuantan lol
Late in the evening, I watched BBT as usual. It seemed to me like its a daily routine to watch BBT. Still love BATO! I don't know if it is because of his skin tone. Still like him even though he is in the old group of BBT. Hmm.. another boring day spent just like this.
Gotta open up my IMT practical manual. I already forgotten the ways in continue doing all these acrylic thing from the gyps-burger I did earlier. Tomorrow's lecturer on duty will be Drg. Lasminda, fasting month had passed. Hopefully her husband don't argue with her tonight, providing her a very good mood tomorrow morning and easily give me signatures tomorrow.
Class will start tomorrow and hmm... there is this Pathology Clinic practical test on this coming Monday I almost forgot about it! Wish me luck, dudes! Oh yea... last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to UCHIYAMA YUUKI and ROGER!! May all your wishes come true!
Monday, October 20, 2008
li ting is in boredom
Why are students having this kind of funny attitute? When the exam is near, we're lazy to study, we feel like watching DVD all the time. When exam is over, we felt so bored there is nothing we can do. Watching DVD? BORED! Not the same routine again please! Go out? No where to go! Sleep? I'm not a pig who sleep 24/7. Eat? Not again! I want to lose weight!
I went out to Merdeka Walk with my room-mate, Joanne. It is a place with variety of food. You can find Penang Char Kuey Teow here too but of course original Penang Char Kuey Teow is much better. It is Monday today so we didn't have the chance meeting any cute guys. It is hard to come into cute guys in Medan though. Coming back from Merdeka Walk at around 9pm, nothing much I can do at home. bored bored bored
me today at Merdeka Walk drinking iced milo-o while waiting for my half-boiled eggs to be served
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Mr. C
I won't be blogging that much beginning next month. Perhaps I only will publish a post in a month because I AM GOING TO STOP HAVING THIS SHIT WIFI CONNECTION at home! The line is so slow. Is it because Indonesia's line is always like this? Honestly, I don't think so. My other coursemates who also have this WIFI connection in their house can browse their favourite webpage so easily, not to mention those who are using cables, they can even watch gossip girl online in youtube!
I was very upset with this line actually. I don't know what is wrong with this line in my house. Also, there is this myth where they say if we're using 'xun lei' to download stuff, that will make the connection go even slower. I admit I don't know much about computer BUT is there really such a thing?! I don't think it is because of this programme which helps us in downloading! WHY? I've uninstall it and used Utorrent for a month which is so slow, I only manage to download 6 FILES IN A MONTH! Specially to Mr. C, IF you think that is because of 'xunlei', I AM SO NOT GOING TO AGREE with you!
Using Utorrent as recommended by Mr. C, me too can't manage to load the webpage like now! That will take a very long time too, then why need to blame XunLei?! I'm going to tell here now that I DON'T LIKE people to complain behind me! If you want to complain about the programme I'm using, come to me, talk to me. Why need to change off our network name into words like "NO xunlei! Its a LICH!!" or "WTF!! NO XUNLEI!!"?!
I was very upset with this line actually. I don't know what is wrong with this line in my house. Also, there is this myth where they say if we're using 'xun lei' to download stuff, that will make the connection go even slower. I admit I don't know much about computer BUT is there really such a thing?! I don't think it is because of this programme which helps us in downloading! WHY? I've uninstall it and used Utorrent for a month which is so slow, I only manage to download 6 FILES IN A MONTH! Specially to Mr. C, IF you think that is because of 'xunlei', I AM SO NOT GOING TO AGREE with you!
Using Utorrent as recommended by Mr. C, me too can't manage to load the webpage like now! That will take a very long time too, then why need to blame XunLei?! I'm going to tell here now that I DON'T LIKE people to complain behind me! If you want to complain about the programme I'm using, come to me, talk to me. Why need to change off our network name into words like "NO xunlei! Its a LICH!!" or "WTF!! NO XUNLEI!!"?!
aunty li ting?
I just received a message from my sister about her latest update. I had not been chatting with her for so long, ever since I can't use my MSN Messenger. I can't even reinstall it right now DAMN IT! Err.. by the way, Ann is not my real sister hehehe.. I only have a brother. A younger handsome brother studying in SMTP? or SMKTP? It's about the same la... with or without the 'K'. People from Kuantan, you might know that school, Tanah Putih.
Ann is just a very very super duper close friend who knows me since I was given birth, we played together since young and she brings me out when she got her own car, and yeaa.. good sister! She bought me stuffs, dresses and all whenever she sees something nice and cute, especially when she is having holiday overseas! THANK YOU so much Ann jie!!
She is going to give birth to a baby next month and so she sent me a message saying 'hey.. wazzzup? Missing me in Medan? You're my sister and so you'll be aunty next month!! So what do you feel now aunty li ting? first time being an aunty huh? lol'
Gosh!! I thought having a baby is a good news... BUT why call me aunty?! I don't want to be called Aunty li ting! That sounded so old! I'm not even 20 alright *giggles* Hello.. AUNTY ANN! I'm still li ting jie jie not aunty li ting laa... in fact I shouldn't call you Ann jie anymore. You're married.. let's see.. let me call you Aunty Ann. That sounds good too! lol
Ann is just a very very super duper close friend who knows me since I was given birth, we played together since young and she brings me out when she got her own car, and yeaa.. good sister! She bought me stuffs, dresses and all whenever she sees something nice and cute, especially when she is having holiday overseas! THANK YOU so much Ann jie!!
She is going to give birth to a baby next month and so she sent me a message saying 'hey.. wazzzup? Missing me in Medan? You're my sister and so you'll be aunty next month!! So what do you feel now aunty li ting? first time being an aunty huh? lol'
Gosh!! I thought having a baby is a good news... BUT why call me aunty?! I don't want to be called Aunty li ting! That sounded so old! I'm not even 20 alright *giggles* Hello.. AUNTY ANN! I'm still li ting jie jie not aunty li ting laa... in fact I shouldn't call you Ann jie anymore. You're married.. let's see.. let me call you Aunty Ann. That sounds good too! lol
loving BATO! gosh~ li ting loves tanned-skin
I’ve done my last paper today oh I meant yesterday. Prosthetic dentistry paper was unexpectedly a lot easier than I imagined but slaps of regrets for myself that I didn’t studied full denture. Gosh~ How can I leave that 4 pages?! OMG!
I went to Sun Plaza with Joanne after examination, get a sugar cracker in Hypermart, had lunch at Kok Toong’s Cafe (not my friend’s though) and then bought a slice of blueberry cheesecake from Bread Talk. I didn’t know since when I started to like this fattening cake so much~ I’m loving it but still I don’t think I can take too much I feel like puking but now it feels loads more better than the old me =)
We both then decided to head straight to Nav Karaoke! Wee~ I love singing so much! Perhaps it was the last day for my mid semester, I got so hyped yesterday singing so crazily, badly in the room *luckily there are only both of us* I know it really sounded crazy going to KTV, took a room only for 2 person lol but who cares? As long as I enjoyed myself there *giggles*
I came home at around 5pm, bathed and put on the corticosteroid cream on my swollen right leg. The swell reduced by the way. I stopped taking the medicine, the antibiotic, analgesic and also tablet for skin allergy today. I wasn’t following the prescription all the while. The doctor prescribed it to be eaten 3 times a day but I usually only took twice a day, plus I don’t really feel the pain now so I think I better stop taking the analgesic. Maybe because I just studied these medicines for my previous paper, I’m so sensitive towards it, I’m afraid I might be addicted to medicine like morphine? Lol... CRAZY LI TING!!! Alright! I’m crapping!
I then watched BBT and got so addicted to it! I love BATO so much! He is so CUTE! OMG!!! I found out I really love tanned skin guys to the max! Come to think of it, if Joanne didn’t tell me, I won’t realize myself that all the guy celebrities I like no matter before this, now or whenever, they are all tanned-skin, sunny boys! OMG!! I do think tanned-skins are COOL! I love that tone but just never thought I’m that crazily obsessed to these tones, these guys till that obvious lol. Done with BBT, I watched gossip girl episode 6. I got a little disappointed though. I thought there would be more climax in this coming episode but never thought both Serena and Blair are best friends again. Evil me? ALWAYS! =)
I went to Sun Plaza with Joanne after examination, get a sugar cracker in Hypermart, had lunch at Kok Toong’s Cafe (not my friend’s though) and then bought a slice of blueberry cheesecake from Bread Talk. I didn’t know since when I started to like this fattening cake so much~ I’m loving it but still I don’t think I can take too much I feel like puking but now it feels loads more better than the old me =)
We both then decided to head straight to Nav Karaoke! Wee~ I love singing so much! Perhaps it was the last day for my mid semester, I got so hyped yesterday singing so crazily, badly in the room *luckily there are only both of us* I know it really sounded crazy going to KTV, took a room only for 2 person lol but who cares? As long as I enjoyed myself there *giggles*
I came home at around 5pm, bathed and put on the corticosteroid cream on my swollen right leg. The swell reduced by the way. I stopped taking the medicine, the antibiotic, analgesic and also tablet for skin allergy today. I wasn’t following the prescription all the while. The doctor prescribed it to be eaten 3 times a day but I usually only took twice a day, plus I don’t really feel the pain now so I think I better stop taking the analgesic. Maybe because I just studied these medicines for my previous paper, I’m so sensitive towards it, I’m afraid I might be addicted to medicine like morphine? Lol... CRAZY LI TING!!! Alright! I’m crapping!
I then watched BBT and got so addicted to it! I love BATO so much! He is so CUTE! OMG!!! I found out I really love tanned skin guys to the max! Come to think of it, if Joanne didn’t tell me, I won’t realize myself that all the guy celebrities I like no matter before this, now or whenever, they are all tanned-skin, sunny boys! OMG!! I do think tanned-skins are COOL! I love that tone but just never thought I’m that crazily obsessed to these tones, these guys till that obvious lol. Done with BBT, I watched gossip girl episode 6. I got a little disappointed though. I thought there would be more climax in this coming episode but never thought both Serena and Blair are best friends again. Evil me? ALWAYS! =)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
what is wrong with my leg?
I got bitten by an insect the day before yesterday. It hurts when it stung which woke me up that morning. I don’t know what kind of insect stung me though. It is a little painful yesterday but today, OMG! It swells as big as my palm now. I’m NOT kidding man! I think this is what we call inflammation. According to what I studied, 5 external signs of inflammations:
(a) Tumor? Yes it swells!
(b) Rubor? Yes it is red in colour!
(c) Dolor? Yes it hurts! It’s painful!
(d) Calor? Yeppie… it is warm when you touch it!
(e) Functio laesa? I think so? It is inconvenient for me to walk now as it bit at my leg.
Lol. Alright I’m a little crazy on this right now. It somehow showed I studied and half-prepared for my Pathology Anatomy paper tomorrow right? Ha ha ha… *woops* syokk sendiri jerr... Hmm… guess I better go check in polyclinic tomorrow. *wonder if I’ll meet my Biology lecturer in the clinic again*
(a) Tumor? Yes it swells!
(b) Rubor? Yes it is red in colour!
(c) Dolor? Yes it hurts! It’s painful!
(d) Calor? Yeppie… it is warm when you touch it!
(e) Functio laesa? I think so? It is inconvenient for me to walk now as it bit at my leg.
Lol. Alright I’m a little crazy on this right now. It somehow showed I studied and half-prepared for my Pathology Anatomy paper tomorrow right? Ha ha ha… *woops* syokk sendiri jerr... Hmm… guess I better go check in polyclinic tomorrow. *wonder if I’ll meet my Biology lecturer in the clinic again*
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
NANANA . TWINKLE
Another masterpiece by Kenji! woo-hoo~ I'm loving this song so much now. It is a song telling us how did couples usually argued. So basically, the girl will sing, complaining what her boyfriend did to her, the guy replied by explaining to her and complain about his girlfriend too. It is a chinese song not English.
I love xiao zhu so much these days I go crazy of him! Wonder what will happen if he stands right in front of me. oh.. I guess I'll melt right there. He is so cute! Cute in every angle, no matter when he is hosting a show or acting especially in HOTSHOT! He is the perfect guy to hold the character in that movie. Lately I found a song named Twinkle, an English song, sang by xiao zhu and a japanese girl, I forgot her name lol. A nice song too! Never thought xiao zhu can sing english so well. Wonder how come his english is so 'good' in the variety show he is hosting >.< I'm not sure whether it is new song but I think it might be a very old song.
I love xiao zhu so much these days I go crazy of him! Wonder what will happen if he stands right in front of me. oh.. I guess I'll melt right there. He is so cute! Cute in every angle, no matter when he is hosting a show or acting especially in HOTSHOT! He is the perfect guy to hold the character in that movie. Lately I found a song named Twinkle, an English song, sang by xiao zhu and a japanese girl, I forgot her name lol. A nice song too! Never thought xiao zhu can sing english so well. Wonder how come his english is so 'good' in the variety show he is hosting >.< I'm not sure whether it is new song but I think it might be a very old song.
Monday, October 13, 2008
365 days are NOT enough for a STUDENT
ma : girl, how's your exam today?
me : hmm.. not that good. Alot of the things asked like I know but I not sure.
ma : see? Always tell you to study you don't want. Everytime when exam's around only you'll start to panic.
me : haha.. I lazy ma.. plus.. no time study also.
ma : everyday also say no time no time.. how come when tomorrow got exam, today you got so much time to study?!
me : *keeps quiet, think hard, still trying to find excuses* err.. haha.. because tomorrow got exam so today MUST study? lol
See? This is what happened most of the time when it comes to examination season. I always tell my parents that I got no time to study. Wonder where all my time went *hmm? where?* Sleep? Watch movie? haha.. I guess they all went there. But look, come to think of it, in fact I think time really is not enough for a student to study. There is too much to study in our life, dealing with all these boring looking thick books. Let us all count together:
Typical academic year for a student:
Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest, also we call it a FAMILY DAY.
Days left 313.
Summer holidays - 50 days where weather is very hot and and stuffy that is why is difficult to study.
Days left 263.
8 hours daily sleep - 122 days GONE. These are to keep our skin complexion good and MOST IMPORTANTLY, so that the next day we can pay full attention in our lectures.
Days left 141.
1 hour for daily playing (good for health and it is a MUST for a normal human being to relax everyday) - means 15 days.
Days left 126.
2 hours daily for food and other delicacies (proper mastication and swallowing for easy digestion) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
Exam days per year - at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
Festival celebrating & semester break (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
For sickness per year - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
Movies and functions per year - at least 2 days (I took more than two days most of the time)
1 day left.
That 1 day is your birthday.
It is your BIRTHDAY! How can you study on that day?! That's the day where we hang out with friends or perhaps have a gathering with family.
So, Balance = 0
So, I'm right that we STUDENTS always have NO TIME to study! So how do you expect a student to score in his/her examination?
It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days...
me : hmm.. not that good. Alot of the things asked like I know but I not sure.
ma : see? Always tell you to study you don't want. Everytime when exam's around only you'll start to panic.
me : haha.. I lazy ma.. plus.. no time study also.
ma : everyday also say no time no time.. how come when tomorrow got exam, today you got so much time to study?!
me : *keeps quiet, think hard, still trying to find excuses* err.. haha.. because tomorrow got exam so today MUST study? lol
See? This is what happened most of the time when it comes to examination season. I always tell my parents that I got no time to study. Wonder where all my time went *hmm? where?* Sleep? Watch movie? haha.. I guess they all went there. But look, come to think of it, in fact I think time really is not enough for a student to study. There is too much to study in our life, dealing with all these boring looking thick books. Let us all count together:
Typical academic year for a student:
Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest, also we call it a FAMILY DAY.
Days left 313.
Summer holidays - 50 days where weather is very hot and and stuffy that is why is difficult to study.
Days left 263.
8 hours daily sleep - 122 days GONE. These are to keep our skin complexion good and MOST IMPORTANTLY, so that the next day we can pay full attention in our lectures.
Days left 141.
1 hour for daily playing (good for health and it is a MUST for a normal human being to relax everyday) - means 15 days.
Days left 126.
2 hours daily for food and other delicacies (proper mastication and swallowing for easy digestion) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
Exam days per year - at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
Festival celebrating & semester break (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
For sickness per year - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
Movies and functions per year - at least 2 days (I took more than two days most of the time)
1 day left.
That 1 day is your birthday.
It is your BIRTHDAY! How can you study on that day?! That's the day where we hang out with friends or perhaps have a gathering with family.
So, Balance = 0
So, I'm right that we STUDENTS always have NO TIME to study! So how do you expect a student to score in his/her examination?
It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days...
Sunday, October 12, 2008
yuckzz..
I received an email from a friend about hair bands lately. It is so disgusting! I feel like throwing all the hair bands I have now. I don't know whether they are China made. yuckiezz..
The email goes this way:
Beware when you are traveling to China , just try to be careful when you are buying hair bands down the road. Who knows what it is made from?
Be cautious of hair bands at open markets around the city too! They are probably from China since they are purchased in bulk very very CHEAP !!!!
These hair bands are made of USED CONDOMS! OMG! USED CONDOMS!!! I can't imagine myself putting them on my hair. ishh.. geli aku!
All these hair bands are in fact selling very well in the market now because they are very cheap and most people still don't know the truth behind the threads. It was said that people could still be infected with AIDS or any other sex-transmitted disease as these bands could still contain virus and bacteria. The disease can be transferred if people hold these rubbers or bands in their mouth while waving their hair into plait or buns.
CHINA oh CHINA!! Please stop producing these kind of disgusting goods to the public~
The email goes this way:
Beware when you are traveling to China , just try to be careful when you are buying hair bands down the road. Who knows what it is made from?
Be cautious of hair bands at open markets around the city too! They are probably from China since they are purchased in bulk very very CHEAP !!!!
Take a good look before buying hair bands in future especially hair bands like these:
These hair bands are made of USED CONDOMS! OMG! USED CONDOMS!!! I can't imagine myself putting them on my hair. ishh.. geli aku!
All these hair bands are in fact selling very well in the market now because they are very cheap and most people still don't know the truth behind the threads. It was said that people could still be infected with AIDS or any other sex-transmitted disease as these bands could still contain virus and bacteria. The disease can be transferred if people hold these rubbers or bands in their mouth while waving their hair into plait or buns.
CHINA oh CHINA!! Please stop producing these kind of disgusting goods to the public~
Friday, October 10, 2008
I'm USELESS!
Listening to Jay Chou’s songs made me flash back on the day where K brought me to his house when I said I wanted to see Colby. I browsed on facebook just now and saw him changing his status from ‘it’s complicated’ into ‘single’. I felt weird knowing him staying at home, not going out for dating while he chatted with me in MSN about two weeks ago. I didn’t dare to ask him about his relation with his current girlfriend.
That was the time he started changing his status from ‘in relationship’ into ‘it’s complicated’. I wondered if they argued. Whatever happened, I’m very sure this time it is not because of me. Glad to know that I don’t feel guilty this time like when he broke up with KY. Now that I saw him changing the status into ‘single’, I felt like messaging him asking about what happened but I’m sure he won’t tell.
I know he won’t tell. Is this because I really know him? Or is it just because of what I think? Maybe I shouldn't be that confident. I can’t stop thinking of him after I saw the changes in facebook. Li Ting! Why are you thinking of him so much right now?! He doesn’t like you anymore. Wake up! Perhaps he didn’t even loved you before. What now?! Do you still love him? Waiting for him? Nonsense! Do you think he is worth you waiting for? You hate smoker and He IS a SMOKER! He changed once, so?! Sigh. LI TING! You’re USELESS! Can’t you not be thinking of him so much right now? You're having Oral Biology paper tomorrow morning and you only studied 2 chapters out of 7 chapters! Another paper on Philosophy in the noon and you haven't even open up the book and CONGRATULATIONS both papers are in essay =.=!
Come one! STOP dreaming! Studies are far more important!
That was the time he started changing his status from ‘in relationship’ into ‘it’s complicated’. I wondered if they argued. Whatever happened, I’m very sure this time it is not because of me. Glad to know that I don’t feel guilty this time like when he broke up with KY. Now that I saw him changing the status into ‘single’, I felt like messaging him asking about what happened but I’m sure he won’t tell.
I know he won’t tell. Is this because I really know him? Or is it just because of what I think? Maybe I shouldn't be that confident. I can’t stop thinking of him after I saw the changes in facebook. Li Ting! Why are you thinking of him so much right now?! He doesn’t like you anymore. Wake up! Perhaps he didn’t even loved you before. What now?! Do you still love him? Waiting for him? Nonsense! Do you think he is worth you waiting for? You hate smoker and He IS a SMOKER! He changed once, so?! Sigh. LI TING! You’re USELESS! Can’t you not be thinking of him so much right now? You're having Oral Biology paper tomorrow morning and you only studied 2 chapters out of 7 chapters! Another paper on Philosophy in the noon and you haven't even open up the book and CONGRATULATIONS both papers are in essay =.=!
Come one! STOP dreaming! Studies are far more important!
Thursday, October 09, 2008
another OK going paper
Alright. First of all, I said this pathology clinic paper was OK going today because I manage to get a little help from the lecturer. lol. Thanks so much to this 'unknown' lecturer :X
I didn't know there are so many lecturers in the department of pathology clinic. I've been meeting different lecturer in every class, every practical in the lab, even in my exam today! I can't recognise them all @.@
Next paper will be Oral Biology followed by Philosophy on Saturday. Gannbatte ne~ +u +u!!!
I didn't know there are so many lecturers in the department of pathology clinic. I've been meeting different lecturer in every class, every practical in the lab, even in my exam today! I can't recognise them all @.@
Next paper will be Oral Biology followed by Philosophy on Saturday. Gannbatte ne~ +u +u!!!
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
hard work paid
I got shocked once I arrived to my campus today. Looking at Indonesians who don't know how to respect people is normal here but I never thought even Dentistry students who will become one of the professionals one day also didn't know how to respect people. It is such a mess to see the examination condition today. I'm sure the juniors were surprised with this condition today too!
I had my Dental Public Health paper today at 10am. As usual, for examination day, I'll arrive at least half an hour earlier than my examination time because we don't sit according to our student registeration number here, it is like FIRST COME FIRST SERVED system over here. So I have to be early in order to get good seat (place near to air-conditioner because the air-cond here works like a fan, not cold at all). The juniors were using the hall when I arrived, they are having their Bahasa Indonesia paper that time.
Guess what I see in the hall? There is one lecturer sitting in front, opening his eyes big to see if there is students coppying answers but still I didn't see any actions taken even when students open up their book to copy answers as if it was an open-book examination. Then there, I see some of my Indonesian classmates were in the hall too. What are they doing in the hall that time? They are not taking exam. They were standing behind the juniors, each person behind each junior, trying to get that place once the juniors finish their exam, once the lecturer gets out of the hall. OMG! I can't believe my eyes seeing all these. Can't they respect those who are sitting for examination? Can't they respect the poor lecturer in front who is much shorter than these big sized students?
Anyway, today's paper was hmmm... EASY! EASY! My hard work past few days were all paid! I can still see Indonesians copying answers from their friends today in my class even though we're sitting so far apart. The lecturer doesn't seemed to really care. Perhaps he didn't see them copying. Hmm..
I had my Dental Public Health paper today at 10am. As usual, for examination day, I'll arrive at least half an hour earlier than my examination time because we don't sit according to our student registeration number here, it is like FIRST COME FIRST SERVED system over here. So I have to be early in order to get good seat (place near to air-conditioner because the air-cond here works like a fan, not cold at all). The juniors were using the hall when I arrived, they are having their Bahasa Indonesia paper that time.
Guess what I see in the hall? There is one lecturer sitting in front, opening his eyes big to see if there is students coppying answers but still I didn't see any actions taken even when students open up their book to copy answers as if it was an open-book examination. Then there, I see some of my Indonesian classmates were in the hall too. What are they doing in the hall that time? They are not taking exam. They were standing behind the juniors, each person behind each junior, trying to get that place once the juniors finish their exam, once the lecturer gets out of the hall. OMG! I can't believe my eyes seeing all these. Can't they respect those who are sitting for examination? Can't they respect the poor lecturer in front who is much shorter than these big sized students?
Anyway, today's paper was hmmm... EASY! EASY! My hard work past few days were all paid! I can still see Indonesians copying answers from their friends today in my class even though we're sitting so far apart. The lecturer doesn't seemed to really care. Perhaps he didn't see them copying. Hmm..
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
MSN
I'm SAD I couldn't sign into MSN these two days. I don't know what is wrong with it. I miss my friends and family so much I wanted to video call them or at least I can have a good chat with them. The line here is so bad I can't even load the page.sighs..
I'll have my first paper tomorrow though. Dental Public Health at 10am Medan time (11am Malaysia time). It's lucky for me that I discussed with my housemates just now about the timetable for examination again or else I got the wrong one. My Dental Radiology paper is supposed to be on Monday but I thought it is on this coming Saturday. Sad news is that Orthodontics will be on this Saturday. Gosh~ that three thick books are still stacked up in dust.
I'll have my first paper tomorrow though. Dental Public Health at 10am Medan time (11am Malaysia time). It's lucky for me that I discussed with my housemates just now about the timetable for examination again or else I got the wrong one. My Dental Radiology paper is supposed to be on Monday but I thought it is on this coming Saturday. Sad news is that Orthodontics will be on this Saturday. Gosh~ that three thick books are still stacked up in dust.
Monday, October 06, 2008
constipation or digestive problems?
Since young I always have problem when it comes to shitting *opps* Shitting sounded so inappropriate but I don't know what word to use lol. I thought this constipation is quite normal for me because my aunt is having the same problem. People usually go feeding their toilet bowls once a day. According to what I studied, normal people will shit at least once or twice a day. Me? Poor toilet bowl having me as its owner. I only feed it twice or 3 times a week. That was when I'm still in Malaysia.
So what do I do when I'm having this problem? I depend on all these fibre drinks sold in the market. Some said drinking green tea will help. I tried. Some said drinking bubble tea will help. I tried too! The best way is to take more vegetables with high fibres but too bad. Li Ting doesn't like vege. Li Ting is a carnivorous! lol
Now that I'm here studying in Medan, this problem is getting worse. The worst time was when I'm in my 2nd semester. There was once I only shit once in 10 days. Exaggerating?! Yea BUT it is true! I felt so uneasy. My tummy was so big and its hard when you touch it. OMG! I can't eat properly, I can't sleep well at night. My family and friends got so worried of me. That time, I used to say 'My constipation is getting worse. It is terrible!'
Few days back, I had dinner at my friend's place. Talking about the way to her house, it is scary especially at night. Thanks alot to Kai Liang for accompany me back home that night. Well, back to the story. We had steamboat that night. We ate too much so we girls started talking about ways to keep fit and slowly they started asking about my problem.
One of these medicine students were telling, 'li ting, I don't think this is what we usually say constipation anymore. I think you're having digestive problems.' So is it constipation or my digestive system is having problem? I think I better do a full body check-up when I'm back to Malaysia.
So what do I do when I'm having this problem? I depend on all these fibre drinks sold in the market. Some said drinking green tea will help. I tried. Some said drinking bubble tea will help. I tried too! The best way is to take more vegetables with high fibres but too bad. Li Ting doesn't like vege. Li Ting is a carnivorous! lol
Now that I'm here studying in Medan, this problem is getting worse. The worst time was when I'm in my 2nd semester. There was once I only shit once in 10 days. Exaggerating?! Yea BUT it is true! I felt so uneasy. My tummy was so big and its hard when you touch it. OMG! I can't eat properly, I can't sleep well at night. My family and friends got so worried of me. That time, I used to say 'My constipation is getting worse. It is terrible!'
Few days back, I had dinner at my friend's place. Talking about the way to her house, it is scary especially at night. Thanks alot to Kai Liang for accompany me back home that night. Well, back to the story. We had steamboat that night. We ate too much so we girls started talking about ways to keep fit and slowly they started asking about my problem.
One of these medicine students were telling, 'li ting, I don't think this is what we usually say constipation anymore. I think you're having digestive problems.' So is it constipation or my digestive system is having problem? I think I better do a full body check-up when I'm back to Malaysia.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
hiking
I regreted not joining the others for hiking today. It is 5.17am now where those who joined the trip to Gunung Sribayak had already arrived to the top of the mountain. Remember the trip I said the other day with the cheap 40k fees which is less than RM16 and sleeping at a place without tent? Yea.. I'm talking about the trip right now. Wonder why I critic so much that day but now I regret for it?
I didn't get the correct information about the trip. They were telling it is going to be a two days and a night trip to Gunung Sribayak, sleeping on the ground on the top of the mount without tent in this raining season. The actual trip goes this way. They only started their journey by bus last night at around 7pm. Gathered at the campus I guess? I'm not so sure. Then they'll take a bus to the destination and start hiking at night.
Hiking at night will be dangerous for sure but I'm very sure that it'll be whole loads of fun being there at night! They are so lucky it didn't rain. Now, all of them are feasting their eyes with the peaceful view from the top of Gunung Sribayak. Perhaps they're waiting for sunrise? Me? I was here all night with my books again. Not Dental Public Health anymore. I'm done with that subject, will open up the book again on Tuesday to flash back what I've studied before exam.
I was with my Dental Radiology. Named radiology, it is all about X-ray, the so-called black and white photo. I don't really study those yet. It is all about basic on how do we process the films, the protections, the correct temperature to develop the film, stuff like that. Again, it is all about memory work in Dentistry studies. Here we're supposed to memorized which degree should the target be towards the patient and stuff... I have to study more though. They are confusing. This is my killer subject.
Anyway, wishing those who joined the trip having fun over there at Gunung Sribayak. I'm sure there is still chance for me to go there. I'll be here for about another 4 years. I don't believe they won't organize another trip to Gunung Sribayak as there isn't alot of nice places nearby Medan. It seemed like places around here are all about sight-seeing. It sounded boring but when you're at that spot that time, trust me, you'll be amazed just like how I felt when I first got down from the bus, looking at the view of Lake Toba from Sipiso-piso. It is amazing! Many said it was as if we were in fairy tale, some sort of like Dinosaurland lol. You'll know when you see. haha... I know Dinosaurland sounded abit crazy or perhaps exaggerated.
I didn't get the correct information about the trip. They were telling it is going to be a two days and a night trip to Gunung Sribayak, sleeping on the ground on the top of the mount without tent in this raining season. The actual trip goes this way. They only started their journey by bus last night at around 7pm. Gathered at the campus I guess? I'm not so sure. Then they'll take a bus to the destination and start hiking at night.
Hiking at night will be dangerous for sure but I'm very sure that it'll be whole loads of fun being there at night! They are so lucky it didn't rain. Now, all of them are feasting their eyes with the peaceful view from the top of Gunung Sribayak. Perhaps they're waiting for sunrise? Me? I was here all night with my books again. Not Dental Public Health anymore. I'm done with that subject, will open up the book again on Tuesday to flash back what I've studied before exam.
I was with my Dental Radiology. Named radiology, it is all about X-ray, the so-called black and white photo. I don't really study those yet. It is all about basic on how do we process the films, the protections, the correct temperature to develop the film, stuff like that. Again, it is all about memory work in Dentistry studies. Here we're supposed to memorized which degree should the target be towards the patient and stuff... I have to study more though. They are confusing. This is my killer subject.
Anyway, wishing those who joined the trip having fun over there at Gunung Sribayak. I'm sure there is still chance for me to go there. I'll be here for about another 4 years. I don't believe they won't organize another trip to Gunung Sribayak as there isn't alot of nice places nearby Medan. It seemed like places around here are all about sight-seeing. It sounded boring but when you're at that spot that time, trust me, you'll be amazed just like how I felt when I first got down from the bus, looking at the view of Lake Toba from Sipiso-piso. It is amazing! Many said it was as if we were in fairy tale, some sort of like Dinosaurland lol. You'll know when you see. haha... I know Dinosaurland sounded abit crazy or perhaps exaggerated.
Friday, October 03, 2008
missed calls
I hate missed calls! I had enough with all these missed calls! Not to mention those silly irritating unknown callers who played with missed calls throughout the nights few months back. INDONESIANS! Again, Indonesians caused frustration! I'm sorry to those good Indonesians out there but I really hate it. Why are the people here so irresponsible? irritating? silly? I don't know what word to use anymore. They are such a nuisance. They don't know how to respect people. But I can complain no more... thinking about the days that I'm gonna be here, another about 4 years to go. I must be patient.
I hate myself as pretender. I pretended to smile in front of these silly people, tried to be friendly with them but what do I get in return? Being taken advantage of? sighs...
I slept at 5am this morning. Spent my time thorughout the night studying Dental Public Health. I felt so tired that I don't feel like getting up to read the sms I received at 8.45am. Guess what? this girl missed call me at 8.46am. I got no idea why she must missed call me everytime she sent a message to me. I sounded rude to her this morning when I replied her sms. I'm so sorry for that. I replied 'please DO NOT missed call me. If you wanna call, give me a proper call. I don't know what question will be out for your mid sem. Study what the lecturers had taught you.'
She is one of my juniors but she is NOT my mentee! She is an Indonesian where I can't think of a reason why she came to me and asked for notes. The funniest thing about her is, we're now studying in university already. I mean come on la.. studying in uni already, means you're at least 18 years old. You want notes, you come and ask me la.. why want your mother to call me?! wtf?! It is not because I scared to talk to your mother or what.
It is just that I don't like the way your mother talked to me. Yea.. It is true that I heard you're one of the royal families. Not INDONESIA's royal family but INDIA's royal family? I really wonder how come India's people can be here but who cares? Royal family so what?! You're royal family means I must pass you all my notes is it?! Those are my notes. I don't like to give you, I won't give you! If you read this, stare at these words properly.
SHOW BETTER ATTITUTE and I'LL PASS YOU MY NOTES IN SEMESTER 1 TO YOU! and PLEASE!! Do not ask me what question will be asked in exams anymore. I'm not the lecturer. I don't create questions to be asked in exams! You want past year questions, go FIND YOURSELF! Why want me to find for you pulak? I got no relations with you. Don't treat me as your servants!
bahh.. I'm really not in a mood now. I hate it when people disturbing while I'm sleeping.
I hate myself as pretender. I pretended to smile in front of these silly people, tried to be friendly with them but what do I get in return? Being taken advantage of? sighs...
I slept at 5am this morning. Spent my time thorughout the night studying Dental Public Health. I felt so tired that I don't feel like getting up to read the sms I received at 8.45am. Guess what? this girl missed call me at 8.46am. I got no idea why she must missed call me everytime she sent a message to me. I sounded rude to her this morning when I replied her sms. I'm so sorry for that. I replied 'please DO NOT missed call me. If you wanna call, give me a proper call. I don't know what question will be out for your mid sem. Study what the lecturers had taught you.'
She is one of my juniors but she is NOT my mentee! She is an Indonesian where I can't think of a reason why she came to me and asked for notes. The funniest thing about her is, we're now studying in university already. I mean come on la.. studying in uni already, means you're at least 18 years old. You want notes, you come and ask me la.. why want your mother to call me?! wtf?! It is not because I scared to talk to your mother or what.
It is just that I don't like the way your mother talked to me. Yea.. It is true that I heard you're one of the royal families. Not INDONESIA's royal family but INDIA's royal family? I really wonder how come India's people can be here but who cares? Royal family so what?! You're royal family means I must pass you all my notes is it?! Those are my notes. I don't like to give you, I won't give you! If you read this, stare at these words properly.
SHOW BETTER ATTITUTE and I'LL PASS YOU MY NOTES IN SEMESTER 1 TO YOU! and PLEASE!! Do not ask me what question will be asked in exams anymore. I'm not the lecturer. I don't create questions to be asked in exams! You want past year questions, go FIND YOURSELF! Why want me to find for you pulak? I got no relations with you. Don't treat me as your servants!
bahh.. I'm really not in a mood now. I hate it when people disturbing while I'm sleeping.
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