Some told me I looked happy these days. Some said I’m in a very good mood these days. Yes, buddies, I’m on my way looking back the lost li ting. I realized I changed. People will change with time and that’s all because of adaptation. I’ve changed, for good and for bad. I had been very passive. I only stick to this small circle of friends here in Medan though I have many friends here. I missed those days where I was happily doing everything, though sometimes I do complain about it, but I enjoyed what I’m doing. I missed those days where I spent my day talking to friends and still can get my things done in time, in good condition. I missed those days where my friends and I shared laughter and sorrow. I missed those days where we ignored the teacher in front and horse-laughed in the class like nobody’s business.
I’m trying to change myself and lead a better, happier life. I’m not trying to say I’m not happy staying here, though at times it really pissed me off here. Blackout for 5 times in a day, for example? That really pissed me off. In Malaysia, I have these buddies of mine whom will always be supporting me when I have problems. They are still here to support me and give me advice when I have difficulties in life today. I’m happy I found some of those good people here in Medan. Remember the bunch of good friends I’ve mentioned earlier? They really did a good job in bringing laughter into my life here, making me feel I’m not alone.
I have this good friend of mine here in Medan whom recently had her seminar in proposing her topic of research in the Department of Prosthodontics. She is the fastest student now in the department to propose it if I’m not wrong. I helped her in the seminar and it went all very well! We had lunch together after that where we had a good talk about everything. I shared with her how stressed out I was in handling those ‘caring’ friends of mine. Perhaps I was really rude while telling you guys off. I’m apologizing here. I’m sorry for being rude and harsh. Like I said, relationship is not everything. There are always ups and downs in life, lost and found in life. Yes, I lost this relationship, but I gained experience. So, don’t worry friends. It is just that I really don’t like it when you people asked nonstop about my relationship status. Is the story of my life so important to you? Well, I’ll be honored if you said yes, but I guess nobody would ever say YES.
Well, this is life. I can’t control what’s in your mind, what’s coming out from your mouth. I just hope things will be better very soon =) and yea, FYI, I’m happier these days XD I think I’m seeing my old self again =)
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