Where is my Prince?

Am I the one who is dreaming all these while? Everybody moves but not me. Lately, I found out, I was being left alone in the lala-land~ Its lonely and I don't like the feeling being alone there!

I always thought I might still have chance with this guy, but it is not true. Do we call this loyal or should I say I'm dreaming all these while? Dreaming of things which won't happen again! I had liked a few guys in life. Come to think of it, none of them having good endings wih me. Is it because I'm too picky or are they not the right guy for me yet because my Mr RIGHT will soon appear in my life? But how soon will it be?!

Say me desperate I don't care. That is all because I feel so lonely here I got nobody to talk to. Friends I have here is so different from those I have in Kuantan whom I can talk to them about everything. People here made me feel that they're selfish and they're total gossippers. I don't think I can trust them. Well, this sounded so like Li Ting who doesn't trust people easily.

This is one of the problems in me. I can't be with a guy because I don't trust them easily. Once the guy leaves me, I'll regret why I don't trust him. Why must I be that stubborn?! I don't understand myself at all. Is it really that hard to find a guy who loves us and of course, we love him alot at the same time? Why must it be that hard? Many said I'm very picky and so they advised me not to be that picky in choosing boyfriends.

Sometimes when I'm really bored, I tend to think myself, how does my boyfriend-to-be look? How tall is he? What course is he taking or is he already working? Does he has a pair of specs with him? Is he tanned or fair? Well, I hoped he is not that fair, I prefer sunshine boys *giggles* Where is he right now?

I'm glad to know most of my friends already found their other halves lately. These includes the shocking news from K and R. K said he didn't dare to tell me he already got a girlfriend right now because he is afraid that once I knew it, I won't go out with him anymore, won't let him kisses and hugs me again. I admit I was wrong last time. I shouldn't hugged and kissed him when we're not couple. Now that I know he already got a girlfriend, I won't let him hug or kiss me anymore. I don't want the same thing to happen again.

According to my best friends, all the guys who were courting me are all bad guys EXCEPT for Karlson because the others flirt alot and are not honest to me. How true is it? I don't know. In fact, nobody knows! When I think they are honest to me, they are actually NOT. When I think they are not honest, they actually ARE! Gosh~ I'm tired of all these. Tired of thinking hard, tired of guessing, tired of judging, tired of listening to explanations, tired of rumours, tired of gossips, tired of answering questions... I'm really tired of relationships. I already didn't know how to differentiate on which is good which is bad, which is right which is wrong anymore.

NEW hair cut

I just cut my hair which is not what I wanted it to be. I entered Johny Adrean hoping to get a new nice hair cut. Oh well, I should say I actually only wanted my fringe to be shorter. I don't like long fringe. Many of my friends got their hair cut in Johny Adrean and so, I followed the crowd XD and I regreted for that. 

I thought Rp. 18k is very cheap for hair cutting. Yeaa.. much cheaper compared to the prices in Malaysia. I went in to the receptionists and told them I want my hair cut. She asked for my name and send me inside for hair washing. I told them not to wash because I only want to get my hair cut. They were telling that it is for free and it won't take me alot of time. 

Alright, I went in, waited for one of the ladies to come washing my hair. Free stuffs are never good. Same goes to this FREE hair washing service. After washing, I went to one of the desk with mirror, sat there waited again. This time, another lady with a professional looking bag came and ask what do I do with my hair. I'm afraid they will cut off my long hair which I've been keeping them for qquite a while so I explained slowly that I only want to get my fringe cut but not too short, I want it to be a little under my eyebrow. I was thinking if she did something wrong, at least I can still save my hairs lol. 

I haven't finish giving her orders but she already pulled my front hair and cut them straight. OMG! I can't have them straight on me! My face is so round, now I'm sure I look more like a doughnut. I sounded quite angry while I talked to her now saying I actually wanted my fringe to be like my old fringe. Even though that made me looked matured but at least I doesn't look as round as now. 

She then asked if I wanted to layered my hair behind. I said yea.. but I still want to keep it long so please don't cut too much. I just want them to be shaped. Again, she cut them so short! Argh.. I really didn't know how to communicate with these Indonesians. It was my first time cutting my hair in Indonesian and it is an obvious bad decision to get my hair cut here. 

Wanna see the changes of my look?

   This is when I first cut my hair back in July in Red Rose (Yaw's mother's salon)

This was when I first planned to get my fringe cut shorter. My fringe is covering my eyes!

   Right after I cut my  hair in Johny Adrean (took this picture in the ladies)

Quickly bought a cap to cover up my helmet hair =.='' Many people laughed at me. I know I look round >.< 

See the changes? I wonder how do I look actually? Is it really that bad? Some said it doesn't suit me at all. Some said I looked extremely cute. Some said I looked exactly like a doll. Some just laughed withot giving any comment. Anybody out there mind to gimme your opinon? 

I'm in Semester 3 already

It has been long since the last time I posted something here. Yeaa.. in fact it is like almost a year ago. I first planned to have this blog here to kill time as I said in my first post. This semester is really busy. Semester 2 was somehow tiring too. It was as if I'm not taking Dentistry but Arts. I drew so much last semester.

What do I draw? Let's see..
I drew bones, muscles, joints and ligaments for Human Anatomy. Yea.. exactly like what you're thinking. Everything from head to toe. Every each bones from small to big and labeled them. Not only that, I also have to memorize them for my practical exams. Anatomy practical exams are scary. There are so many to memorize. Frankly speaking, I failed my first Anatomy Practical Test. There are only 5 students passed in my batch and thanks alot to the Head of Department for giving us second chance to take the exam again so that we don't have to repeat the whole semester again. Also, thank GOD I passed in my remedial *happy* I can't imagine me burning night oils again for the drawing which drove me crazy!

Not only we drew in Anatomy, we also drew alot in Histology. Drawing all the cells and layers of epithelium using only pink and purple colour which I actually still don't know what I'm drawing till now. They are so confusing as they looked the same! Alright. I admit I'm very very weak in cells studies.

I failed my Radiology paper which was really sad. I was accused that I copied in exam and therefore the lecturers failed me and made me retake this subject again next semester which was a waste of time. Well, should I blame myself or my friends? I cried for the first time in Indonesia on the day being accused. It is NOT my wrong that day! I didn't copy answer nor I gave answers! 3 students asked answers from me on the same day and I'm the only one failed?! Why not them? It is so unfair. I didn't know why my friend, J is so lucky all the time.

That was quite a hard semester but at least I still manage to get one extra subject for this semester. I envied L who is really smart. Yea.. just like what S said, he is good looking and smart. Its hard to find guys like L nowadays. Alright. I should say he is not too good-looking but at least to be compared to any other guys around here, he is the best looking guy ever!

I'm now staying with my 'gang'. We shared and rented a house near to the campus. 7 perople altogether in this house, only 2 girls including myself. Many said it might be dangerous staying with a bunch of guys and many will think about something else but hmm.. I trust all these guy friends. At least we are all good friends now. Living alone away from families, who else should we rely on if its not our friends? hehe..

IMT 2nd mid exam

I had IMT 2nd mid exam on the 29th November which was few days back. We were told that we're going to sit for the exam during our IMT lecture time. So, it WAS supposed to be from 0800 to 0850.

I entered the class with my IMT book on my hands, trying to flash back what I read the night before and confirm all the points again with my friends. All of us thought the exam is gonna be 50 minutes long. We were told that it'll be an essay formed examination. So , basically, 50 minutes is not enough for us to jot down all the points in the answer sheets later.


Hmm.. lets see what time did all the lecturers came in? Sharp at 0815, Drg. Lasminda came in with Drg. Chadidjah (the scariest lcturers) folowed by Drg. Rusfian (our pembantu dekan III) with all the answer sheets. Let me count for you. They're late for 15 minutes. OK..


Next, the shifted our places and passed us the answer sheets, which took them for about 5 minutes. OK.. 20 minutes gone. Then? They ditated the questions to us and there were all together 8 questions!!


Finally, we started our exam at around 0830. Relax li ting..


Since I'm lack of time .. I wrote all my answers in point forms. My writing was.. errr. FANTASTIC! No other words can be replaced there.. lol


I did only 3 questions, and this Drg. Chadidjah was shouting "masa tinggal 7 minit"

The whole class screamed for help.. That time was 0843 and there's only another 7 minutes for us. I thought they would spare us more time as they came in late. I quickly write what I remembered, never care bout whether its right or wrong and there she goes again "masa tinggal 2 minit saja lagi. yaa... udah udah.. Masa udah tamat. Berhenti menulis" That was 0845.


I was speechless.. This was my first exam ... having 8 essays in 15minutes????!!!

how could this happen?!
How are we supposed to finish it?!
DAMN IT..

After passing up the paper, I took my IMT book out of my bag and checked for my answers.

GOSH..
I mistaken Rubber Base Impression Compound as Hydrocolloids Impression Materials.
arghhh... HELP !!

I felt like crying that time.. really..

All my points were right, I might scored 100% if the questions asked were on Hydrocolloids Impression Materials.



but...



why Ruber Base????
now?
I got 0% for my 2nd mid sem examination!
I don't wanna resit my first sem!

Final Examinaion for FIRST SEMESTER

Time really flies. It seemed like I just came and I'm having my final examination this coming Monday itself. omg.. HELP ME please. I'm having tonnes of problems with my studies. Final is here and I'm not ready at all. I just don't know why I can't concentrate that much and that I feel tired easily. Timeable for my finals:

26 Nov bio practical
27 Nov physics practical
28 Nov chemistry practical
29 Nov 2nd mid for IMT
20 Nov biochemistry practical
03 Dec english language
04 Dec physical chemistry
05 Dec physics
06 Dec anatomy
08 Dec organic chemistry
10 Dec biology
11 Dec biochemisty
12 Dec IMT
13 Dec indonesian language

gosh.. save me from this disaster. I don't wanna resit !

li ting li ting..
GANNBATTE NE~

REMINDER: do NOT wait for the senior anymore and BEWARE of those psyco lab assistants

I had my physics practical today just like any other tuesday. This is one of the reason I hate Tuesday now. I got no idea why are they checking on us only after raya holiday?! Am I wrong to ask a question? Aghh... I'm so frustrated today.

The lab assistant checked on me. I got no idea why this assistant pin point on me.. *sigh* I was late to the campus because of the offer letter problem. So, I ordered my name tag and some other stuff late, ecluding my lab coat because that good lady in the admin had ordered for me before hand.

I got my name tag from one of my Indonesian seniors one day realising that he only pass me my name tag without the flanel cloth and some other cloth. So, I asked him bout it. He sounded me for that.
Senior : Kamu gak bilang sama saya yang kamu maukan kain pngelap dengan yang lainnyerr..
Macam mana aku bisa tahu yang kamu maukannya?!
Me (half-guessing what his talking about) : Huh? err.. Bukankah name tag ni datang sama
dengan kainnya? Kawan saya bilangkan gitu..
Senior : Ah.. leceh betul la..
Me : So, err.. mana bisa saya dapatkan kainnya?
Senior : Besok ajelah abang bagikan. Benda tu dalam mobilku. malas nak turun naik. Sini lantai 3

So I thought he was supposed to hand it to me the next day but its already one month that he asn't pass the stuffs to me. I reminded him whenever I see him. He told me the same thing everytime. Too bad, I dunno where can I get the stuff from at this damn place.

Worse comes to worse. I thought I was lucky last week that they didn't check on me. This week (today) they checked everything on my friend as she submitte all our journals to the assistant. That assistant then asked me to pull up my pants, to check on my shoes. I passed my shoes, my socks, my lab coat, my name tag, my graph paper and lastly..
Assistant : Mana kain lap kamu?
Me : Kak, saya udah order tapi belum dapat. Aba...
Assistant : Dah berapa bulan di sini?! Kenapa gak beli?!
Me : Kak, saya nak tahu mana bisa saya dapatkan...
Assistant (stared at me fiercely and feeling irritated) : Namanya siapa?!
Me : Pan Li Ting

Guess what happened next?!
She CUT my marks for my PRACTICALS !!!!
GOSH.. How could she do that to me?
Its not my wrong right?
I didn't know the place to get the stuff. I asked around but nobody knows. That stupid senior pulak didn't do as he promised.
and .. to make me feel worse, my group-mates were telling 'li ting, you should just shut up just now. Why talk so much?'

Am I really talking too much?
I know I'm noisy but.. Am I really talking too much ????
Arghhh...

I HATE PHYSICS PRACTICALS !!!

Wow~ I'm here fo 2 MONTHS liao..

I'm here just to kill time actually. Living alone right now makes me think alot about loads of stuff, so I thought I better start this off. Well, at times, time really flies. I never thought I'm here in Medan, Indonesia for 2 months already. Wow.. *applause for myself* I sort of adapted myself to the great conditions here already. Coming here really make me realise how much I miss MALAYSIA, especially our food back home.

I'm living in a hostel right now, named Asrama YPAP (Yayasan Pendidikan Anak-anak Perkebunan). I wonder since when my parents are 'pekebun'? hmm..

Well lets see some pictures down here. You can view these from my room. Cool? nahh..

Next, look how old is my university. Why is there nobody around to fix this??

I really got shock when I see this broken pillar on my first day in University of North Sumatera. sigh...

What to do? Its Indonesia. Its lucky for me not putting much hope on this wonderful country.

Talking bout the food here, they are wonders. Everywhere you go, high class restaurant? mamak tepi jalan? cafeteria? hostel canteen? you name it, they'll surely recommend you with thier famous NASI GORENG. I wonder why they like the goreng goreng so much. Its really oily and spicy.

Weather? Its very hot here compared to Malaysia. I can't stand the heat here anymore. I like Berastagi's weather though. Its really cooling there and I had fun staying there even though its only for one night.