Friday, October 31, 2008

it is end of October!

It is the last day of October today and I won't be online everyday anymore starting tomorrow. Like I said earlier, I decided not to subscribe this line in my house anymore. See now that I made this decision, there are so many assignments which I need to be online finding information sigh.. Oh.. actually I only have one assignment right now =.= that's the Pharmacology of Vitamin B6 due to my failure in my mid semester exam that day. Orthodontics assignment done! Felt so relieved for that =]

I checked the result in the Department of Pharmacology again myself today. My name is there written: 070600187 PAN LI TING Farmakologi Vitamin B6. I tried my best to smile more today. Yeshh.. I'm still very down with my result because I think I can do this paper that day. There were two papers which I think I can't do, they are Oral Biology and Pathology Anatomy.

It was said that they only marked this Pharmacology paper randomly. Those papers which got marked were the real results they got, while the rest, the department just simply failed them. It was said that it all depends to our luck. Again, the word LUCK was used in the Faculty of Dentistry. So should I say myself lucky or unlucky? There are all together 26 students passed this pharmacology paper, leaving around 44 students failed this paper. Unlucky because I'm not one of the 26 students. Lucky because there are another 43 students accompanying me working hard for this journal and presentation just to get another extra 5 to 10 marks >.< The duedate will be 22nd of November. Sounded long to go but that day will be here with a blink!

I came home after buying fruits and that was what I consumed today. Yea.. just fruits but I felt so full till now. I cleaned my room, did the laundry and my best friend 'rain' is here again. Gosh~ Why can't it be a hot day when I washed my clothes. Everytime I washed my clothes, it will be a raining day. It is blazing hot when I was washing everytime but when it is time for me to hung them out there to dry, the sky will turn dark with heavy clouds and strong wind. =.='

Polished the acrylic using dental shine: pumis. I got cheated! They said it will be more shining after polishing using dental shine but now it is getting worse and these powders scratched my acrylic causing myself to have to polish them all over again. A big huge sigh again~

Received a call later in the evening around 3.30pm from my junior Zi Hao asking for help to show him direction. I was watching BBT that time! Somehow I stopped and went out to give him my hand. Well, a pretty good senior I am huh? lol. As usual! *perasan betul* I know I was really fierce to my juniors in MGSS last time especially the juniors in the marching band. I am deeply sorry treating you girls that way but it was kind of fun scolding you people wakakkakaa..

I went out to the junction outside my house realizing Zi Hao is not alone. In fact, he was with another 3 gyus. I brought them to Dr Zairul's place. Arriving there we found out our lecturer is not at home so we gave him a call and waited for him for quite a while. I came home about an hour later and asked for my senior's help. See... here, Malaysian Chinese are very little. We know how important it is to help each other here. There I helped my juniors in settling their physics studies problem, here I asked for my senior's help for my IMT work that I'm going to do tomorrow.

Brother Jo is a very nice guy who helped me alot here in Medan. Guess what?! He was actually my net friend and I didn't know this net friend is Brother Jo until half a year ago OMG! The world is so SMALL! Wondered why are the names mentioned are all guys' names? hahaha.. that is because the Faculty of Dentistry here has only 9 Malaysian chinese girls including myself. I was in the second batch of malasian chinese studying here and I'm one of the 2 girls in my batch. I only have one chinese lady senior, the other 6 girls are juniors who just join us in this field 3 months back. That is why, we coomunicate more with guys when it comes to study matters. Hmm.. I did nothing other than finding informations on pyridoxine, I meant vitamin B6 since then till now that I got so bored I crapped for the last time for this month at this site.

Do accept my apology if I've been wasting your time to have you reading all these bullshits I scribbled and Thanks alot for spending your precious time and care for me =) I really have to work hard now that the finals are so near! I don't want to fail this pharmacology paper especially because I want to GRADUATE early! If I failed, I won't be able to join the practicals next year and then everything will be delayed. Dudes, pray hard for me will ya? I know you will! hehe..

Thursday, October 30, 2008

FAILED

*sighs* I never expect a message received from this weirdo today on my way walking out of the campus to catch a public transport to head home. I felt so tired after the classes especially philosophy class which I still don't see the use of studying it. After attending this class for about 3 months, I don't understand, not even a thing in the class! I don't like the lecturer who think himself as funny where he joked in the class, I can't even laugh even I forced myself to do so because I never understand what he is trying to tell. I wondered why the Indonesians, girls especially can laugh so hard and they seemed to me like they can't wait to enter this class every week. Gosh~ Today he wasted our time, i meant MY time for another 40 minutes. Yea.. he let us out 40 minutes later. OMG! Thank GOD I still survive coming out of the class.

I felt so tired after this useless class, I walked so slowly alone. I just thought I want to have a good sleep to regain the energy in me. Here I hope I won't have any troble or problems anymore today, there I received message informing me about my Pharmacology and Theraphy result for my mid semester examination that day. The Awesome One FAILED! I failed this subject and now I'm supposed to submit a journal entitled 'pharmacology of vitamin B6' sighs...

I felt so down today and I don't feel like moving or talking at all. I feel that I have no more energy in me. I don't know if it is because of my result or is it because of the class which ended 40 minutes later than the actual time it is supposed to end. Arrived to the small lane back home, I met Kok Weng and Ivy together. Wondered if they are couple now but I didn't ask and I didn't even uttered a word seeing them, not even a greet. I'm so sorry for my rude-ness. Ivy asked why am I home so late. I smiled a little and said 'I just came back from campus. I had class for this extra subject taken.' Come to think of it, today I really came home late, in fact, the latest in this semester. I arrived home at 3.30pm (Malaysia time would be 4.30pm)

After messaging mummy informing her about my bad result, *I'm so sorry for not studying properly to get good grades, mummy. I know I disappoint you. I feel real guilty for it* I went for a shower. Mummy then called me sounded very worry and in fact she apologized that she responded late and told me she just read my message. I sent her that message at around 3.40pm, which means in Malaysia it is already 4,40pm. She read it at 5pm and thought she was late because she read it more than an hour after the message sent. I then explained slowly to her that I just sent that message before I went for shower which was about 20 minutes ago.

She then asked about my condition exactly the same tone like the time I failed my General Radiology paper last semester. Again, mama is always here for me when I need someone. Even though she is not here by my side in person, but she called! I felt so guilty everytime I let them down. My family is very supportive and I love my family. They never blame me in fact they will encourage me to try harder. Thank you so much for giving me chances all the time to change myself.

Guess I must strive harder over here. Dentistry is far more difficult then I expected. I once thought dentistry might be an easier course compared to medicine but now I think I'm wrong. Looking at our practicals itself, we already know how much we have to spend time in perfecting the models we are doing, unlike docotrs-to-be from the faculty of medicine only look down to the microscope all the time. Work hard li ting! Finals are here again in 5 weeks time.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tagged by Emily

1. Would you marry for money?
NOPE

2. Have you had braces?
Yep and I'm having a retainer with me in my mouth right now =)

3. Could you live without a computer?
Of course!

4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
hmm.. never thought of it. Perhaps 80s?

5. Do you drink enough water?
I'm dehydrated

6. Do you wear shoes at home or take em off?
taken off

7. What are your favourite fruits?
mangosteen, jackfruit, longan, strawberry

8. What is your favourite place to visit?
my actual home in Kuantan =.= I miss it so much

9. Are you photogenic?
I don't think so. I look fat

10. Do you dream in colour or black and white?
colours

11. Why do you take surveys?
Emily tagged me >.<

12. Do you drink alcohol?
once in a blue moon lol

13. What is the most beautiful language?
mummy's language

14. Do you like being kissed when you're asleep?
that's so sweet

15. What do you like MOST: sunrise or sunset?
sunrise

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 years old?
don't think so. What can I do with that age? o.O

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
yeaa.. I don't like my big tummy

18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?
his eyes

19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
the darker the place the better!

20. Do you believe in magic?
Nope

21. Do you believe in ghosts?
A little

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Ocassionally. When my little cousins are watching, I join =.=

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I never thought they were real

24. Do you write poems?
I'm bad in writing

25. Do you snore?
no no no

26. You sleep more on yor back, front, or sides?
sides especially right side!

27. Would you rather ave a poodle or a rootweiler?
hmm... o.O

28. Are you basically a happy person?
yep

29. Are you tired?
very tired indeed

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
I don't take caffeine

31. How do you take your coffee?
I don't take caffeine! duhh..

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
let me count. in this current house in medan, there are altogehter around 12 I guess?

33. Do you get along with your parents?
very well

34. Do you smoke?
I once thought of trying but NOPE I don't smoke and I hate smokers

35. Do you have a kitty?
... =.=

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
what a question >.<'

37. What do you do when you're sad?
I seal my mouth

38. What do you need most now?
sleep, sLeEp and SLEEP

39. What song are you listening to now?
wilber pan's songs

40. What are you craving right now?
Chocolates

Monday, October 27, 2008

bad day

I had my Pathology Anatomy practical in the morning. Thought I'm having exam today, so I didn't really paid much attention in this practical :X aikss.. lecturer on duty today is Dr Trikut ma.. no need scared. If Drg. Rehulina cannot la.. She might kill me *opps*

Then, this guy came and spoilt my happy mood. I guess it is really hard for me to change a person's impression to me when they had ruined it once. I hate him so much for showing me attitudes like I did something wrong to him, and purposely made me say sorry to him. I've been trying hard to be nice to him and also be really patient towards his attitude because I thought we're housemates, so we somehow better be friends. BUT he really go over the limit! Why must make me feel guiilty all the time?! It is not my wrong and I won't feel guilty alright! Hello? like yea.. I've rejected you, can you be more gentleman in facing this fact? You're showing me attitudes where everybody else around us even our coursemates noticed the changes in you, and yet, you're putting all the blames on me! GREAT!

You know what?! I am really glad that I didn't choose you. I thank GOD that I rejected you. Perhaps I should also thank Aunty Maggie for her zodiac compatible lessons =.=' I can't imagine what will happen if you're my boyfriend like OMG! I hate to be controlled and the feelings of being blame FOR NOTHING!

He really spoil my mood laa.. like I got so angry this morning. Joanne sounded like she is afraid to talk to me >.< *I'm so sorry J! You know me, I'm short-tempered especially when it comes to this weirdo*

I finished practical early and managed to get signature from Dr Trikut early. He gave me the permission to leave first. So I left the lab with Joanne to the canteen looking for Albert to hand him his journal and bag. There, I grabbed the chance talking to regular class students *only to get tips on the coming exam actually =.=*

Call me realistic, I sat with Marlisa and her darling, Richard where she is having her Indomie Goreng that moment and at the same time I noticed her wallpaper on her phone. That was so nice I wanted to have these photo shooting too! If it is that nice, I don't mind paying Rp. 700k since the make ups, hair-dos, and dresses are provided, including a small photo album of 15 pages and a big portrait to be hung on the wall. Wow~ Guess I won't have enough time this holiday in Malaysia to go for it though. Oh yea.. back to the topic, so Marlisa is nice enough to jot down all the important points and told me the questions asked in her practical exam.

Funny scene soon happened. Joanne asked if I wanna have breakfast. Since there is one hour to go before exam, alright! Let's FEAST! Kind Joanne went to order our Indomie Goreng *we can't resist seeing Marlisa having it* We both waited for very long but the noodles doesn't seemed to appear in front of us until this aunty from the first stall came near to our table, we reminded her. She seemed to us as if she didn't know Joanne ordered. Never mind. We ordered and waited again. Only then two plates of fried noodles suddenly appear on our table, brought to us by the 3rd stall aunty. Joanne told us blurly saying she thought she ordered from the previous aunty but she actually went to the 3rd stall *sighs... Joanne, when only you can be not that blur? or is it PK stressed you out?*

Practical test is held of course in Pathology Clinic laboratory in the Faculty of Medicine where we have to walk for about 6 minutes to arrive there. I joined the second trip which means, i'm in the second group of students who went in for the test. Thought I'm well prepared especially after getting the tips from Marlisa BUT to my disappointment!!! The questions I got is another set of questions and guess what?! Thanks alot to myself for not being serious, I got most of the questions wrong. Gosh~ I hope I don't fail la.. I don't want to retake such a practical.

After the exam, Chun and that weirdo went to library to get some books for our philosophy assignments as references. I came home with Joanne. Swept the floor in my room, showered, did laundry and here it comes BBT! I watched the latest episode I have with me which was on TV last Friday hoping to see BATO in it but too bad he is not around this episode. Talking about Bato, I forgot how I managed to get his blog add and here I come reading his posts crazily! It is still new and most of them are funny exactly like himself in the programme.

Like many other ordinary blogger including myself, he too blog about his daily life and he said working with Channel V is very difficult but he is happy. Only then I realize many of us showed our faces to outhers but kept the bitterness in ourselves. How I hope things can be easier and need not facing them so complicatedly. Perhaps I should learn from now on.

Ernest messaged me these days like he wanted me to share my problems with him. Not to say I don't want to share but I don't want to add any burden to you >.< You're working and studying at the same time. I think it might be really hard for you. Like I said in the messages, I still can handle the things here. No worries and be happy! lol. Opps o.O' Not Ernest the Ah Sern Kor Kor who is studying in India le.. it is another Ernest. *aduii.. so many Ernest* Oh yeaa.. I can't contact Ah Sern Kor Kor le.. Wondered if he changed his India number T.T

Sunday, October 26, 2008

KSS! I miss you too!

I felt so lonely all these while. I miss my friends in Kuantan alot. I miss each and everyone in Malaysia so much!! I'm so sorry to all of them because I was busy all these while, I didn't contact them often. STPM is just around the corner, I heard first paper is on the 18th November. KSS, jia you jia you!! You guys can do it!

I was so happy receiving emails and messages from all these KSS darlings who are still concern of one of their members here. We didn't contact for so long I thought you guys forgot me already >.< my bad my bad. Oh yeaa.. even though Novel is not one of the members, but she usually will join us in all the hangouts. Well, I think we should talk to our KSS president about giving you a nick lol.

Same like you guys over there in Malaysia, I'll have my Pathology Clinic practical test tomorrow morning at 10am (Malaysia time will be 11am). I'm so nervous now I can't remember all the ways to do those experiments. There are too many! Gosh~ can anybody help me? Hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow =) pray hard for me darlings!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

acrylic done!

I went to campus for nothing this entire week >.< Lecturers were absent for every class. Wondered if they are really busy with their patients or they're lazy. BUT it is DEFINITELY a lie if all of them are busy with patients like how can lecturers busy with patients at the same time?! I heard there are loads of assignments ready for us to be done before final which is in another 6 weeks to go.

My first assignment given is journals on any topic related to philosophy. It is a group work and we're supposed to submit on Thursday and yet, we still haven't started discussing anything about it. Shiatt...

Anyway, I've done my acrylic! I mean, even the polishing! I've done it in the lab today! woohoo~ I'm so happy about it and proud of my work hehe... but there is this bubble problem which made a small hole if you examine my work detailly otherwise you won't see the hole :X again, I can't manage to upload my photos here. Wanna have a look at my work? go to http://profiles.friendster.com/9088344  

I'm going to have tom yam steamboat dinner tonight! I'm quite excited about going into the kitchen in few hours time. I never cut chicken or fish before and I'm going to do it later! Hopefully I don't cut my hand this time.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

ITCHO warui warui >.<

Had my IMT practical today in the morning at 8am. As usual, the lecturer came late. Not only the lecturers came late, the lab assistant also came late which wasted my time. Alright, should actually put the blame to myself too for doing things slowly because I didn't prepare pot acrylic which is one of the equipmetns I need today to mix the acrylic. Hmm... but I don't see the use of buying this pot. We are going to use this one time only. Annyway, I managed to borrow this pot from my friend, Tri (a regular class student, also my sub-group mate). Ohh.. no no no. It is not a big pot the way you imagined. It is a very very very very tiny pot.

So, I wasted my time beginning of my practical this morning resulting myself not manage to boil this acrylic for an hour. Thought I gotta continue doing the boiling at home but I don't have a stove at home >.< Planned to pay a visit to Sun Plaza like OMG li ting, not that place again =.=" but what to do this is the only place here. Nope! This time I don't go there just to plainly waste my time or lepak or whatever but to get something real important. I always wanted to buy a rice cooker but thought I myself don't know cooking, so what is the use if I have a rice cooker? Today is different! I must and I have to buy rice cooker TODAY! I meant today.

Yep! RICE COOKER! I'm very sure I'm wide awake right now, you didn't read wrongly and it is definitely not a typing error. I gotta buy a rice cooker today. Wonder why a girl is who is not interested in cooking at all would buy and it is a MUST some more omg!? I need it to boil my acrylic =.=" haha.. yea .. acrylic, one of the dental material. I know I know. You would possibly say things like 'Hello? li ting! Named rice cooker, it is supposed to cook something you can eat not something got to do with your crazy teeth-linked stuff' >.<

ya ya ya.. I won't deny or object what you people are going to say. I know very well that rice cooker is one of the cooking utensil and is meant to cook something we can eat, not something which we can't eat and in fact, produce strong uneasy smell but what can I do? According to the assistant, this acrylic will spoil if I don't boil it by tonight. I can't use it anymore if I do it tomorrow morning. See I don't want to repeat this process all over again this coming Saturday where everyone else are busy polishing already. I don't want to be left out that way >.< *giggles* I'm pretty sure if Chun is going to read this, he is so gonna repeat my words and emphasis "I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT"

Before buying this rice cooker and other dry food, I went to Itcho for lunch. It is a Japanese restaurant selling sushi and many other Japanese dishes. This is the second time I entered and still the same old impression this restaurant is giving me. NO GOOD! The first time I went in, perhaps it was a year ago? Or last semester? I couldn't remember. The eggs used for tamago maki is not fresh and so I decided not to enter this restaurant again. Not again in my life.

Lately, these bunch of malay girls in my class, who is crazy over gossipgirl and japanese food like me, said Itcho is VERY GOOD! They said the service was good, the food was good, environment is good too, everything is good to them. So I thought I might give it another try going into this restaurant but to my disappointment, the food in here is 'TAKAI to MAZUII'!! means EXPENSIVE and BAD (taste)!! A big huge sigh~!

I got no idea what is wrong with this.. It is so difficult for me to upload photos here. sigh~

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

another day spent boringly

It is holiday today. Last day of holiday though. Still remembered I went to campus stupidly with the other 5 housemates yesterday not knowing it is holiday. I really didn't know we're actually having 2 days off after exam. Not planning to do anything today. I felt so sleepy the whole day I didn't know why.

Watched 'Last Friend'. A very good movie given to me by my beest friends in Kuantan. I know this movie is kinda old and I only watch it now. Say I'm out-dated, I think I really am. I didn't know tc is expanding! Teluk Cempedak (did I spelled it correctly?), Kuantan is expanding?! I wasn't in Malaysia for a year and there it pops out a new tc3 where I still dunno which part of the beach is it. TC1 is the main beach where everyone go, TC2 is the place you have to cross the bridge to get there but where is TC3? Nearby Hyatt? lol. Can anybody tell me? It feels like I'm so lost, as if I wasn't from Kuantan lol

Late in the evening, I watched BBT as usual. It seemed to me like its a daily routine to watch BBT. Still love BATO! I don't know if it is because of his skin tone. Still like him even though he is in the old group of BBT. Hmm.. another boring day spent just like this.

Gotta open up my IMT practical manual. I already forgotten the ways in continue doing all these acrylic thing from the gyps-burger I did earlier. Tomorrow's lecturer on duty will be Drg. Lasminda, fasting month had passed. Hopefully her husband don't argue with her tonight, providing her a very good mood tomorrow morning and easily give me signatures tomorrow.

Class will start tomorrow and hmm... there is this Pathology Clinic practical test on this coming Monday I almost forgot about it! Wish me luck, dudes! Oh yea... last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to UCHIYAMA YUUKI and ROGER!! May all your wishes come true!

Monday, October 20, 2008

li ting is in boredom

Why are students having this kind of funny attitute? When the exam is near, we're lazy to study, we feel like watching DVD all the time. When exam is over, we felt so bored there is nothing we can do. Watching DVD? BORED! Not the same routine again please! Go out? No where to go! Sleep? I'm not a pig who sleep 24/7. Eat? Not again! I want to lose weight!

I went out to Merdeka Walk with my room-mate, Joanne. It is a place with variety of food. You can find Penang Char Kuey Teow here too but of course original Penang Char Kuey Teow is much better. It is Monday today so we didn't have the chance meeting any cute guys. It is hard to come into cute guys in Medan though. Coming back from Merdeka Walk at around 9pm, nothing much I can do at home. bored bored bored


me today at Merdeka Walk drinking iced milo-o while waiting for my half-boiled eggs to be served

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Mr. C

I won't be blogging that much beginning next month. Perhaps I only will publish a post in a month because I AM GOING TO STOP HAVING THIS SHIT WIFI CONNECTION at home! The line is so slow. Is it because Indonesia's line is always like this? Honestly, I don't think so. My other coursemates who also have this WIFI connection in their house can browse their favourite webpage so easily, not to mention those who are using cables, they can even watch gossip girl online in youtube!

I was very upset with this line actually. I don't know what is wrong with this line in my house. Also, there is this myth where they say if we're using 'xun lei' to download stuff, that will make the connection go even slower. I admit I don't know much about computer BUT is there really such a thing?! I don't think it is because of this programme which helps us in downloading! WHY? I've uninstall it and used Utorrent for a month which is so slow, I only manage to download 6 FILES IN A MONTH! Specially to Mr. C, IF you think that is because of 'xunlei', I AM SO NOT GOING TO AGREE with you!

Using Utorrent as recommended by Mr. C, me too can't manage to load the webpage like now! That will take a very long time too, then why need to blame XunLei?! I'm going to tell here now that I DON'T LIKE people to complain behind me! If you want to complain about the programme I'm using, come to me, talk to me. Why need to change off our network name into words like "NO xunlei! Its a LICH!!" or "WTF!! NO XUNLEI!!"?!

aunty li ting?

I just received a message from my sister about her latest update. I had not been chatting with her for so long, ever since I can't use my MSN Messenger. I can't even reinstall it right now DAMN IT! Err.. by the way, Ann is not my real sister hehehe.. I only have a brother. A younger handsome brother studying in SMTP? or SMKTP? It's about the same la... with or without the 'K'. People from Kuantan, you might know that school, Tanah Putih.

Ann is just a very very super duper close friend who knows me since I was given birth, we played together since young and she brings me out when she got her own car, and yeaa.. good sister! She bought me stuffs, dresses and all whenever she sees something nice and cute, especially when she is having holiday overseas! THANK YOU so much Ann jie!!

She is going to give birth to a baby next month and so she sent me a message saying 'hey.. wazzzup? Missing me in Medan? You're my sister and so you'll be aunty next month!! So what do you feel now aunty li ting? first time being an aunty huh? lol'

Gosh!! I thought having a baby is a good news... BUT why call me aunty?! I don't want to be called Aunty li ting! That sounded so old! I'm not even 20 alright *giggles* Hello.. AUNTY ANN! I'm still li ting jie jie not aunty li ting laa... in fact I shouldn't call you Ann jie anymore. You're married.. let's see.. let me call you Aunty Ann. That sounds good too! lol

loving BATO! gosh~ li ting loves tanned-skin

I’ve done my last paper today oh I meant yesterday. Prosthetic dentistry paper was unexpectedly a lot easier than I imagined but slaps of regrets for myself that I didn’t studied full denture. Gosh~ How can I leave that 4 pages?! OMG!

I went to Sun Plaza with Joanne after examination, get a sugar cracker in Hypermart, had lunch at Kok Toong’s Cafe (not my friend’s though) and then bought a slice of blueberry cheesecake from Bread Talk. I didn’t know since when I started to like this fattening cake so much~ I’m loving it but still I don’t think I can take too much I feel like puking but now it feels loads more better than the old me =)

We both then decided to head straight to Nav Karaoke! Wee~ I love singing so much! Perhaps it was the last day for my mid semester, I got so hyped yesterday singing so crazily, badly in the room *luckily there are only both of us* I know it really sounded crazy going to KTV, took a room only for 2 person lol but who cares? As long as I enjoyed myself there *giggles*

I came home at around 5pm, bathed and put on the corticosteroid cream on my swollen right leg. The swell reduced by the way. I stopped taking the medicine, the antibiotic, analgesic and also tablet for skin allergy today. I wasn’t following the prescription all the while. The doctor prescribed it to be eaten 3 times a day but I usually only took twice a day, plus I don’t really feel the pain now so I think I better stop taking the analgesic. Maybe because I just studied these medicines for my previous paper, I’m so sensitive towards it, I’m afraid I might be addicted to medicine like morphine? Lol... CRAZY LI TING!!! Alright! I’m crapping!

I then watched BBT and got so addicted to it! I love BATO so much! He is so CUTE! OMG!!! I found out I really love tanned skin guys to the max! Come to think of it, if Joanne didn’t tell me, I won’t realize myself that all the guy celebrities I like no matter before this, now or whenever, they are all tanned-skin, sunny boys! OMG!! I do think tanned-skins are COOL! I love that tone but just never thought I’m that crazily obsessed to these tones, these guys till that obvious lol. Done with BBT, I watched gossip girl episode 6. I got a little disappointed though. I thought there would be more climax in this coming episode but never thought both Serena and Blair are best friends again. Evil me? ALWAYS! =)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

what is wrong with my leg?

I got bitten by an insect the day before yesterday. It hurts when it stung which woke me up that morning. I don’t know what kind of insect stung me though. It is a little painful yesterday but today, OMG! It swells as big as my palm now. I’m NOT kidding man! I think this is what we call inflammation. According to what I studied, 5 external signs of inflammations:
(a) Tumor? Yes it swells!
(b) Rubor? Yes it is red in colour!
(c) Dolor? Yes it hurts! It’s painful!
(d) Calor? Yeppie… it is warm when you touch it!
(e) Functio laesa? I think so? It is inconvenient for me to walk now as it bit at my leg.

Lol. Alright I’m a little crazy on this right now. It somehow showed I studied and half-prepared for my Pathology Anatomy paper tomorrow right? Ha ha ha… *woops* syokk sendiri jerr... Hmm… guess I better go check in polyclinic tomorrow. *wonder if I’ll meet my Biology lecturer in the clinic again*

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

NANANA . TWINKLE

Another masterpiece by Kenji! woo-hoo~ I'm loving this song so much now. It is a song telling us how did couples usually argued. So basically, the girl will sing, complaining what her boyfriend did to her, the guy replied by explaining to her and complain about his girlfriend too. It is a chinese song not English.

I love xiao zhu so much these days I go crazy of him! Wonder what will happen if he stands right in front of me. oh.. I guess I'll melt right there. He is so cute! Cute in every angle, no matter when he is hosting a show or acting especially in HOTSHOT! He is the perfect guy to hold the character in that movie. Lately I found a song named Twinkle, an English song, sang by xiao zhu and a japanese girl, I forgot her name lol. A nice song too! Never thought xiao zhu can sing english so well. Wonder how come his english is so 'good' in the variety show he is hosting >.< I'm not sure whether it is new song but I think it might be a very old song.

Monday, October 13, 2008

365 days are NOT enough for a STUDENT

ma : girl, how's your exam today?
me : hmm.. not that good. Alot of the things asked like I know but I not sure.
ma : see? Always tell you to study you don't want. Everytime when exam's around only you'll start to panic.
me : haha.. I lazy ma.. plus.. no time study also.
ma : everyday also say no time no time.. how come when tomorrow got exam, today you got so much time to study?!
me : *keeps quiet, think hard, still trying to find excuses* err.. haha.. because tomorrow got exam so today MUST study? lol

See? This is what happened most of the time when it comes to examination season. I always tell my parents that I got no time to study. Wonder where all my time went *hmm? where?* Sleep? Watch movie? haha.. I guess they all went there. But look, come to think of it, in fact I think time really is not enough for a student to study. There is too much to study in our life, dealing with all these boring looking thick books. Let us all count together:

Typical academic year for a student:

Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest, also we call it a FAMILY DAY.
Days left 313.

Summer holidays - 50 days where weather is very hot and and stuffy that is why is difficult to study.
Days left 263.

8 hours daily sleep - 122 days GONE. These are to keep our skin complexion good and MOST IMPORTANTLY, so that the next day we can pay full attention in our lectures.
Days left 141.

1 hour for daily playing (good for health and it is a MUST for a normal human being to relax everyday) - means 15 days.
Days left 126.

2 hours daily for food and other delicacies (proper mastication and swallowing for easy digestion) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.

1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

Exam days per year - at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

Festival celebrating & semester break (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

For sickness per year - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

Movies and functions per year - at least 2 days (I took more than two days most of the time)
1 day left.

That 1 day is your birthday.
It is your BIRTHDAY! How can you study on that day?! That's the day where we hang out with friends or perhaps have a gathering with family.

So, Balance = 0

So, I'm right that we STUDENTS always have NO TIME to study! So how do you expect a student to score in his/her examination?

It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

yuckzz..

I received an email from a friend about hair bands lately. It is so disgusting! I feel like throwing all the hair bands I have now. I don't know whether they are China made. yuckiezz..

The email goes this way:
Beware when you are traveling to China , just try to be careful when you are buying hair bands down the road. Who knows what it is made from?

Be cautious of hair bands at open markets around the city too! They are probably from China since they are purchased in bulk very very CHEAP !!!!

Take a good look before buying hair bands in future especially hair bands like these:



These hair bands are made of USED CONDOMS! OMG! USED CONDOMS!!! I can't imagine myself putting them on my hair. ishh.. geli aku!



All these hair bands are in fact selling very well in the market now because they are very cheap and most people still don't know the truth behind the threads. It was said that people could still be infected with AIDS or any other sex-transmitted disease as these bands could still contain virus and bacteria. The disease can be transferred if people hold these rubbers or bands in their mouth while waving their hair into plait or buns.

CHINA oh CHINA!! Please stop producing these kind of disgusting goods to the public~

Friday, October 10, 2008

I'm USELESS!

Listening to Jay Chou’s songs made me flash back on the day where K brought me to his house when I said I wanted to see Colby. I browsed on facebook just now and saw him changing his status from ‘it’s complicated’ into ‘single’. I felt weird knowing him staying at home, not going out for dating while he chatted with me in MSN about two weeks ago. I didn’t dare to ask him about his relation with his current girlfriend.

That was the time he started changing his status from ‘in relationship’ into ‘it’s complicated’. I wondered if they argued. Whatever happened, I’m very sure this time it is not because of me. Glad to know that I don’t feel guilty this time like when he broke up with KY. Now that I saw him changing the status into ‘single’, I felt like messaging him asking about what happened but I’m sure he won’t tell.

I know he won’t tell. Is this because I really know him? Or is it just because of what I think? Maybe I shouldn't be that confident. I can’t stop thinking of him after I saw the changes in facebook. Li Ting! Why are you thinking of him so much right now?! He doesn’t like you anymore. Wake up! Perhaps he didn’t even loved you before. What now?! Do you still love him? Waiting for him? Nonsense! Do you think he is worth you waiting for? You hate smoker and He IS a SMOKER! He changed once, so?! Sigh. LI TING! You’re USELESS! Can’t you not be thinking of him so much right now? You're having Oral Biology paper tomorrow morning and you only studied 2 chapters out of 7 chapters! Another paper on Philosophy in the noon and you haven't even open up the book and CONGRATULATIONS both papers are in essay =.=!

Come one! STOP dreaming! Studies are far more important!

Thursday, October 09, 2008

another OK going paper

Alright. First of all, I said this pathology clinic paper was OK going today because I manage to get a little help from the lecturer. lol. Thanks so much to this 'unknown' lecturer :X

I didn't know there are so many lecturers in the department of pathology clinic. I've been meeting different lecturer in every class, every practical in the lab, even in my exam today! I can't recognise them all @.@

Next paper will be Oral Biology followed by Philosophy on Saturday. Gannbatte ne~ +u +u!!!

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

hard work paid

I got shocked once I arrived to my campus today. Looking at Indonesians who don't know how to respect people is normal here but I never thought even Dentistry students who will become one of the professionals one day also didn't know how to respect people. It is such a mess to see the examination condition today. I'm sure the juniors were surprised with this condition today too!

I had my Dental Public Health paper today at 10am. As usual, for examination day, I'll arrive at least half an hour earlier than my examination time because we don't sit according to our student registeration number here, it is like FIRST COME FIRST SERVED system over here. So I have to be early in order to get good seat (place near to air-conditioner because the air-cond here works like a fan, not cold at all). The juniors were using the hall when I arrived, they are having their Bahasa Indonesia paper that time.

Guess what I see in the hall? There is one lecturer sitting in front, opening his eyes big to see if there is students coppying answers but still I didn't see any actions taken even when students open up their book to copy answers as if it was an open-book examination. Then there, I see some of my Indonesian classmates were in the hall too. What are they doing in the hall that time? They are not taking exam. They were standing behind the juniors, each person behind each junior, trying to get that place once the juniors finish their exam, once the lecturer gets out of the hall. OMG! I can't believe my eyes seeing all these. Can't they respect those who are sitting for examination? Can't they respect the poor lecturer in front who is much shorter than these big sized students?

Anyway, today's paper was hmmm... EASY! EASY! My hard work past few days were all paid! I can still see Indonesians copying answers from their friends today in my class even though we're sitting so far apart. The lecturer doesn't seemed to really care. Perhaps he didn't see them copying. Hmm..

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

MSN

I'm SAD I couldn't sign into MSN these two days. I don't know what is wrong with it. I miss my friends and family so much I wanted to video call them or at least I can have a good chat with them. The line here is so bad I can't even load the page.sighs..

I'll have my first paper tomorrow though. Dental Public Health at 10am Medan time (11am Malaysia time). It's lucky for me that I discussed with my housemates just now about the timetable for examination again or else I got the wrong one. My Dental Radiology paper is supposed to be on Monday but I thought it is on this coming Saturday. Sad news is that Orthodontics will be on this Saturday. Gosh~ that three thick books are still stacked up in dust.

Monday, October 06, 2008

constipation or digestive problems?

Since young I always have problem when it comes to shitting *opps* Shitting sounded so inappropriate but I don't know what word to use lol. I thought this constipation is quite normal for me because my aunt is having the same problem. People usually go feeding their toilet bowls once a day. According to what I studied, normal people will shit at least once or twice a day. Me? Poor toilet bowl having me as its owner. I only feed it twice or 3 times a week. That was when I'm still in Malaysia.

So what do I do when I'm having this problem? I depend on all these fibre drinks sold in the market. Some said drinking green tea will help. I tried. Some said drinking bubble tea will help. I tried too! The best way is to take more vegetables with high fibres but too bad. Li Ting doesn't like vege. Li Ting is a carnivorous! lol

Now that I'm here studying in Medan, this problem is getting worse. The worst time was when I'm in my 2nd semester. There was once I only shit once in 10 days. Exaggerating?! Yea BUT it is true! I felt so uneasy. My tummy was so big and its hard when you touch it. OMG! I can't eat properly, I can't sleep well at night. My family and friends got so worried of me. That time, I used to say 'My constipation is getting worse. It is terrible!'

Few days back, I had dinner at my friend's place. Talking about the way to her house, it is scary especially at night. Thanks alot to Kai Liang for accompany me back home that night. Well, back to the story. We had steamboat that night. We ate too much so we girls started talking about ways to keep fit and slowly they started asking about my problem.

One of these medicine students were telling, 'li ting, I don't think this is what we usually say constipation anymore. I think you're having digestive problems.' So is it constipation or my digestive system is having problem? I think I better do a full body check-up when I'm back to Malaysia.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

hiking

I regreted not joining the others for hiking today. It is 5.17am now where those who joined the trip to Gunung Sribayak had already arrived to the top of the mountain. Remember the trip I said the other day with the cheap 40k fees which is less than RM16 and sleeping at a place without tent? Yea.. I'm talking about the trip right now. Wonder why I critic so much that day but now I regret for it?

I didn't get the correct information about the trip. They were telling it is going to be a two days and a night trip to Gunung Sribayak, sleeping on the ground on the top of the mount without tent in this raining season. The actual trip goes this way. They only started their journey by bus last night at around 7pm. Gathered at the campus I guess? I'm not so sure. Then they'll take a bus to the destination and start hiking at night.

Hiking at night will be dangerous for sure but I'm very sure that it'll be whole loads of fun being there at night! They are so lucky it didn't rain. Now, all of them are feasting their eyes with the peaceful view from the top of Gunung Sribayak. Perhaps they're waiting for sunrise? Me? I was here all night with my books again. Not Dental Public Health anymore. I'm done with that subject, will open up the book again on Tuesday to flash back what I've studied before exam.

I was with my Dental Radiology. Named radiology, it is all about X-ray, the so-called black and white photo. I don't really study those yet. It is all about basic on how do we process the films, the protections, the correct temperature to develop the film, stuff like that. Again, it is all about memory work in Dentistry studies. Here we're supposed to memorized which degree should the target be towards the patient and stuff... I have to study more though. They are confusing. This is my killer subject.

Anyway, wishing those who joined the trip having fun over there at Gunung Sribayak. I'm sure there is still chance for me to go there. I'll be here for about another 4 years. I don't believe they won't organize another trip to Gunung Sribayak as there isn't alot of nice places nearby Medan. It seemed like places around here are all about sight-seeing. It sounded boring but when you're at that spot that time, trust me, you'll be amazed just like how I felt when I first got down from the bus, looking at the view of Lake Toba from Sipiso-piso. It is amazing! Many said it was as if we were in fairy tale, some sort of like Dinosaurland lol. You'll know when you see. haha... I know Dinosaurland sounded abit crazy or perhaps exaggerated.

Friday, October 03, 2008

missed calls

I hate missed calls! I had enough with all these missed calls! Not to mention those silly irritating unknown callers who played with missed calls throughout the nights few months back. INDONESIANS! Again, Indonesians caused frustration! I'm sorry to those good Indonesians out there but I really hate it. Why are the people here so irresponsible? irritating? silly? I don't know what word to use anymore. They are such a nuisance. They don't know how to respect people. But I can complain no more... thinking about the days that I'm gonna be here, another about 4 years to go. I must be patient.

I hate myself as pretender. I pretended to smile in front of these silly people, tried to be friendly with them but what do I get in return? Being taken advantage of? sighs...

I slept at 5am this morning. Spent my time thorughout the night studying Dental Public Health. I felt so tired that I don't feel like getting up to read the sms I received at 8.45am. Guess what? this girl missed call me at 8.46am. I got no idea why she must missed call me everytime she sent a message to me. I sounded rude to her this morning when I replied her sms. I'm so sorry for that. I replied 'please DO NOT missed call me. If you wanna call, give me a proper call. I don't know what question will be out for your mid sem. Study what the lecturers had taught you.'

She is one of my juniors but she is NOT my mentee! She is an Indonesian where I can't think of a reason why she came to me and asked for notes. The funniest thing about her is, we're now studying in university already. I mean come on la.. studying in uni already, means you're at least 18 years old. You want notes, you come and ask me la.. why want your mother to call me?! wtf?! It is not because I scared to talk to your mother or what.

It is just that I don't like the way your mother talked to me. Yea.. It is true that I heard you're one of the royal families. Not INDONESIA's royal family but INDIA's royal family? I really wonder how come India's people can be here but who cares? Royal family so what?! You're royal family means I must pass you all my notes is it?! Those are my notes. I don't like to give you, I won't give you! If you read this, stare at these words properly.

SHOW BETTER ATTITUTE and I'LL PASS YOU MY NOTES IN SEMESTER 1 TO YOU! and PLEASE!! Do not ask me what question will be asked in exams anymore. I'm not the lecturer. I don't create questions to be asked in exams! You want past year questions, go FIND YOURSELF! Why want me to find for you pulak? I got no relations with you. Don't treat me as your servants!

bahh.. I'm really not in a mood now. I hate it when people disturbing while I'm sleeping.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

blurr...

Aduii.. I sounded so blur chatting with Nithia just now. Thanks so much to her for the lessons on how to use this blogger thingy *swts* Yea.. I admit I am still very lost in using this blogging stuff especially with those complicated long long >?/*(%# signs in html or javascript or whatever which I don't understand at all @.@

Again, this is also another friend where I almost lost contact with her. She shifted to Subang. Kuantan is like so quiet without her. Well, people who knows Nithia should know that she is one of the loudest girls. Come to think of it, I think most girls in my class last time were loud. Talks nonstop like we will die without speaking out loud BUT WE ENJOYED chatting this way!!! lol

I really miss those days where we can talk to our friends like 24/7. High school life, I bet everybody missed it. I still remember Hui Yi and me were noisy until my English teacher named us 7-11. Yea 7-11 because our mouth never closed. lol. Never knew that this name were spread all over MGS until a month ago, one of the juniors which I don't recognised her *I'm so sorry for that* asking 'how is both the branches of 7-11 doing? I only see Hui Yi. Where is Li Ting?'

Specially to this unknown junior: li ting is in Medan, Sumatera Utara, Indonesia now taking Dentistry studies. Thanks alot for your care of us both! lol

Karlson Soh

The person above is one of my best friends. I just had a good chat with him few hours back in msn. If I'm not mistaken, the last time we met was Chinese New Year 2007 at Sik Mei's place. Wow~ never thought time passed so fast. It has been more than a year since we last met.


I didn't know how we suddenly chatted about the past just now. There were misunderstandings between me and him. We somehow managed to be honest to each other just now and I'm glad we're friends. Best friends indeed. Frankly speaking, I miss him alot. 


Like he said just now, he cared alot for me. I knew. All these while, I knew you cared alot for me. Maybe it all must depends on what people say, FATE. I loved you too and I appreciate how you worked so hard for me, everything that you did for me, your care, even your lessons on accountings and histories lol. Thanks alot Karlsy. I promise, we will be best friends forever and I wish you luck with your girlfriend.

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